I been feeling insecure lately. I don’t know why. I been getting jealous when my plates are talking to other dudes. When my main girl is now making more than me. I took a pay cut. And it’s making me feel of less value.

I know most of it is internal but what can I do to fix this and improve my smv. I do lift. I’m jacked. I have that going. Looks are there. But what else. I feel like I’m losing the “fun” in all this and worrying about what their doing instead of focusing on me being the prize.