I'm working 40 hours a week now and I've been slowly watching my life disappear before me. I don't have time do anything. Even worse, I don't have time to do nothing.

I'll tell you what I do. I get off work. If it's a non-gym day, I go home, eat and play vidya all evening. If it's a gym day, I go hard at the gym. I spend maybe two hours there. Afterwards, I pick up some food, take a shower, eat, go to bed. That's it. My whole day is shot. Zero fun. Maybe I'm watching a YouTube video while I eat and browse reddit in bed. That's my soulless forgettable passionless day.

Some weekdays I hang with friends. Bar trivia, that sort of thing. But honestly, they're more like acquaintances I hang out with on a regular basis.

I feel like an observer to my own life. It's been bothering me more and more these past few weeks and I'm sick of it. I recognize that I'm going nowhere with this lifestyle.

Easiest thing to change is definitely the video games. But I need to spend that time doing something that engages me. Something that is building my life instead of wasting it. So I'm asking you, what do you do on a weekday after work?