When I see people act like that sometimes I think man why’s he doing so much to just get everyone to laugh part of me views it as attention seeking so I see no reason to do it myself. But another part of me sees jsut how fun the interactions seem and mine just seem more serious unless one of them starts joking around first. It could be all in my head but it’s just something I’ve observed but something jsut feels like I’m missing that side of me possibly from being so repressed growing up