The last 5-6months since I got off my steroid cycle and even during, I can’t seem to be not “sad” for the majority of the time.

I totally changed my physique in the last 3 years but I feel burnt out so my gym drive has taken a hit.

I ended up plating a super hot chick for a couple of months and multiple other women

My goals a year ago were to get a new job or get promoted, move out of my parents house, quit juuling, reach X in bank account

I achieved all of them. I have bigger goals but once I achieved these goals I felt nothing even though I worked so hard to get them.

I’m in a new city but close enough we’re I can go home or my friends can come visit so I’m not homesick or anything.

I have one passion that is so hard to accomplish and be successful at that, I’ve took a break from to achieve those other goals

Yet I’m worried if I ever conquer that I will never be fulfilled in anything.