I'm going to start this with a little background of me. I'm 29, and relatively high SMV. Naturally dominant and aggressive. Looks wise I've been always told by women I'm a 8.5-9.5+. 6'0, 240, almost body builder physique. Lifted my entire life, roids, club scene, NJ house scene, etc, plenty of social proof and all friends are always pulling HB9+ girls. Usually when my friends and I went out, girls were always approaching us.

My ADHD and love for hard drugs however has forced me to be a happy subscriber to TRP, as my game and method of closing, and perhaps even perception of reality have been affected on and off over the years. None of us here are natural Chad's, eh?

Since I've been early 20s, especially when working at the clubs, I'd been always hit on by hotties in their late 20s, early 30s, cougars, divorcees, etc. I've always since then lusted after this demographic, hardcore. And I just can't identify when people here are talking about bedding 18-21 year olds, or even the "under 25" thing. I don't search for damaged goods, or evil gold diggers, trophy wives, post-wall psycho paths, etc.

But for the maturity level, lack of drama, awesome sex, them always living alone, having their own cash, career, and even their physical looks, it's always been 28-35 single hotties for me. Even if they show signs of aging, I would take the type of chick you see in a stereotypical "mature amateur" porno flick, with the bikini tan-lines and slight bits of aging, over a giggling 24 year old that looks youthful any day.

What the fuck is wrong with me? Did I maybe lose all my sense in my years of shooting heroin? Mommy issues? WTF? Or is this an underlying fear perhaps of approaching the 10+ who is 24? Either way, the personality in 30 versus 21 wins it for me each time.