My brother and I never had a good relationship. He's 25 and has done nothing in life. He's not working, sleeps to 2, plays video games all day. I'm 21 and due to trp I've been trying to really improve in everything so I wanted to get advice from this sub. Im taller and bigger than him. Now imma be honest I didn't act accordingly and his attitude towards me took me out of my frame.

I gave him my card to buy doordash because surprise surprise hes broke. Everything was fine up until he used my card for his doordash subscription so he can get food for cheaper. Now u see why this is a problem. He was gonna go behind my back and buy food from my card.

This pissed me off so much because I'm transferring to college next semester and have been saving up and he knows that. I confronted him about it and he spent 10 mins making up lies and contradicting himself.

I have receipts and transactions of everything. He got so mad that he went Into my roo. And took the ps4. That pissed me off because I bought it off him so I followed Into his room to see wtf he's doing and try to stop him. He pushes me but I grab onto him and reverse the push so I fall on him. I do MMA so that was my way of not hurting him and letting him know that he can't push me around. This got him really mad so he started grabbing my hair and punching me. Now I would never hurt my family members but he was going 110% power. I have solid defense amd head movement so I dodged most of his punches and attempted to tire him out. He did hit me once solid in the dome when I clinched onto him.

I regained control and put him on his back and attempted a half assed choke to stop him from fighting and got off him after few seconds. I have a headache and I'm in awe that he would actually try and hurt me. He also said some low blows like I hope you kill yourself the way your friend killed himself. My friend killed himself in the navy.

I know the obvious answer is to stop talking to him but when j was a kid all I did was play video games and never talked my family. Now as i grow older i want to cherish my time with them. I feel extremely depressed right now and I can't get it out of my head that my bro hates me.