I can't just pick something and stick with it. What's wrong with me?

This Red Pill stuff is inspiring me to "reboot" my life.

Anyway, I'm many years out of school and still haven't decided what I want to be when I "grow up."

I keep bouncing around from interest to interest, and idea to idea. This is seriously hurting my game. Not only have I not established myself in anything (read: don't make good money), people--especially women--don't respect me.

It's just so hard to stick to something. The only common threads in my life are researching stuff and writing, and even those aren't that strong.

Any of you out there like me? Anyone finally find something they love to do for a long time?