Hi, I am in a bad position and it’s entirely my fault. I’m not a victim, I made bad choices. I’m not looking for sympathy, I’m not looking for excuses, I want advices on how to improve my situation.

I will graduate from college (engineering) in September. I will look for a job but on average it takes 6 months for people from my college to get a job. Plus, I have an empty resume. So it might take even longer.

I have to find a source of income.

I am a musician, but I’m not even good at it since I always half-assed my practice. It was for fun. Growing up, I spent all my free time playing video games and watching porn. So basically, I have no skill.

I have 5 months to develop a skill and to learn how to make money from it. I have no savings. I can only count on myself. I can work 5 hours a day (8 hours on the week-end) to develop that skill.

I think I will look for a shitty job like pizza delivery but I need to develop a skill anyway. I am an intellectual person; I’m talented with numbers. I do not do well in manual tasks.

The first step I took was to delete all video games, quit watching porn and to get a gym membership.

I will gladly welcome any suggestion.

To the young ones who are reading this: don’t piss away your free time.