So yeah, last friday i had my first threesome, with my ex girlfriend that now has a new boyfriend but cheated with me and her bestfriend. Sex itself was awesome, but i feel like women are all sluts. I've been reading trp for a while and its been a huge improvement, i felt i understand the theory, but until friday, i never felt like women were that way. Anyways, i dont feel like having a relationship with a girl anymore, because why should i? I feel like fucking her, then dumping her, shes not loving me anyway, so whats the point?

This threesome changed me, i now use female instead of being with her, i use her until i find a flaw, and then dump her. I feel more alone then ever, and my old dream of having a wife that loves me kind of colapse.

I've also lost the thrill of the hunt, women flows, wich is great! But i dont have any challenge getting one now, its just like, do it and youll get it, idk, all this stuff seems pointless to me now, i'll focus on myself for a while, and stop thinking about women and maybe find a few hobies.

Does that feeling of being alone fade away? Does anyone feel the same? I feel empty and right now, i feel like ignorance is bliss.

Edit : just had my first car accident, dealt with that bitch like a boss, no pity, she will pay.