Growing plugged I was never aware of my behavior never really think before Start speaking. Now I’m realizing I don’t get the respect I deserve around men. They don’t “bust my balls” as you’d do around your boys. Theyre mostly interacting with me on a dark/serious vibe. This has led me to be conscious in a social settings and even with girls. Im noticing myself seem Weird or desperate to be not weird or desperate lmao.I feel weed causes/worsen this. Any books or anything will that’ll help 🙏