In my relationship with my fwb I started reading some rp stuff and started spergging the fuck out. I ignored her intentionally for 3 days because she said something I didn’t like.

I did this 2 more times to “reset the power dynamic”. <—— sperg. When she came to see me I didn’t give her a hug, stupid shit like that and the last time I saw her was passive aggressive as fuck towards her and she has not responded to my text.

Wondering how to forgive myself for actually being an asshole. I made her insanely happy in the beginning and literally threw everything in the trash.

Edit: I don’t want her to think of me in a bad light. I want to leave girls better than they were and I completely trashed this one