For the past however long I’ve been trying to plate women and although they are attractive physically and within the dynamic I’m not being beta or anything I just can’t bring myself to do it. I enjoy the flirting and playing the game but there is always a point where I’m interested in her then she’ll say or do something that I just think; “Na you aren’t as attractive as I thought.” So I just cut her off and move on. Then I go back to the drawing board if you like and mad at myself for not continuing anyway because I know deep down I’d enjoy the sex. It’s a vicious loop I don’t know how to break.