You are fucked because you know about the game. No matter what you do, you will go thru a lot of discomfort. You either ignore it, try to remain the same and you will be thinking game is not for me, but till the day you die, you will know in your gut that you fucked up. So your only option is to embrace this discomfort in your life, push you comfort zone and do something about it, go out, approach, have fun.