Hi, I'm a female but I don't believe any of that feminist crap or the twitter SJWs who think you're a nazi if you question them at all. Anyway, I have a bit of a sensitive problem. I've been with alphas and betas but for some reason I seem to be way more into beta guys, maybe even omega or gamma guys (I'm not super familiar with all the types). Whenever I'm fantasizing about guys it's always the guy who would be the runt of the litter in a wolf pack or maybe one of the followers, not the alpha. Picture the nerdy guy with glasses who gets bullied and that's my type.

Like my top crushes would be guys like Jughead from Riverdale, John Doyle (sorry John Doyle fans but he is kind of beta looking), John Oliver even though his politics are straight garbage, Adam Scott, Bo Burnham, Chris Ray Gun (again, if he closes his mouth about politics), Bill Hader, iDubbbz, iNabber, Milo Thatch from Atlantis the lost empire, etc.

However, I'm not that into guys that would be traditionally considered alpha/high status like The Rock, George Clooney, Jordan Peterson, Clint Eastwood, Brad Pitt, Bruce Willis, Ryan Gosling, Daniel Craig, Morgan Wallen, Archie from Riverdale, Channing Tatum, etc. I will say, Chris Hemsworth is ok.

The only alpha guy I can actually get turned on by is Hasan Piker (again, if he closes his mouth) and I have no idea why.

And then when it comes to sex, I can get turned on when I'm with a beta but I can't with an alpha, even after hours of trying. Dating has been really hard. I've stopped trying to date alphas because I don't want to string them along.

Any advice? I don't know what's wrong with me. This can't be good for my bloodline if the only guy I want to have children with is a beta but I also don't want to have a husband who doesn't excite me at all. And I don't have the sexual market place value to bag Hasan and I doubt he'd be ok with being gagged the entire time.

Maybe I'm a beta girl and I should just give up and breed with a beta. I'm not exactly a catch but I do well enough to have had some relationships and hookups. I'd say I'm a bit below average sexual market place value. Anyway, any advice would be much appreciated. If it's to close my legs, I get it (lmao) but that ship has already sailed.