Hi everyone:

I am new to reddit. I became a member a few days ago and looked through the reddit redpill section and found it interesting.

I am looking for advice regarding my life.

I would like to be financially wealthy and powerful one day along with sleeping with many women. Here is what my life is like at the moment:

I am 29 years old and:

Am a virgin

obese/275 lbs.

Have no car. Don't have a driver's license. Only have a learner's license. My mom takes me practicing driving but we don't have a consistent schedule. I am not agressive/assertive when ti comes to getting a consistent schedule going and my mom sometimes feels she is an enabler for me.

Have no job/am broke. Had only one part time job my entire life.

severe Social Anxiety/Self esteem issues/soft spoken/timid/very low self worth. When the professor asks questions in class I want to answer but don't because of my social anxiety/self esteem issues. I worry about how my voice sounds and worry too much about others will think.

Also when having conversations with people it is very hard for me to let things flow. I overanalyze too much about what I want to say before saying something.

low social status/have no friends.

addicted to porn and fapping

addicted to internet message boards

live with my mother. She is 60 years old and said she doesn't want to be 80 years old still financially supporting me. My parents are divorced, and have been divorced for about 20 years.

when I am home away from campus/college I spend 15-18 hours a day on internet message boards (mostly bodybuilding misc) and looking at porn.

academically grades not too good/am lazy and don't study. I will be graduating in May 2017 with a degree in Business Management. I have failed College Algebra and Principles of Macroeconomics twice. I have a 2.42 GPA. I am afraid of the subjects I have failed and that is why I don't study. I know it might sound ridiculous but that is how I feel.

After I graduate I would like to get a job in banking/finance. If that is possible. I would like to get into politics as well.

Sometimes I wonder if my looks are a reason for me not doing well with women. Some people have said there is nothing wrong with my looks though. Here is me obese at 275 lbs:

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From where I am at do you all think I can turn it around?