When I found MRP just over a year ago, I hadn't had any sexual contact with my wife for three months and even then nothing too great for years. You can read about it in my first OYS, but she initially got heavy dread from finding MMSLP lying around and we had a fuckfest for a while right afterwards. My journal notes from a year ago today:

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"Got a blowjob again last night and today was even more. After the kids opened their xmas gifts this morning, they started playing a video game from Santa. As they were absorbed in the game, I started messing around with her on the couch. I had to leave with the kids in ~5 minutes to go to a family event so I figured this would just be a little fun and maybe get her warmed up for later. Instead, after about the 3rd push-pull, she says, "do you want to leave the kids here and go upstairs?" 5 min later, I'm upstairs getting another blowjob (my dick has literally been out of her mouth for a matter of hours at this point). Wanting to give back and also redeem a little for not fucking her hard two nights ago (which she seemed to want), I bent her over and went in hard and rough doggie style. It was a great pounding and she loved it. Then I pushed her down on her stomach so I was literally on top of her, all over her. From there, I grabbed her hair rough with one hand and her throat with the other and wailed on her until I came (very hard and unfortunately VERY fast). There was no time to do anything else - I had to leave for the family event. Afterwards she seemed to want way more and complained of being horny now. I laughed and told her we'll pick it up later tonight. Can't. Fucking. Wait.

Evening update: Well that went great, yet again. After the kids went to bed, I went down on her right away and she loved it. Then she gave me amazing oral yet again and I finished by doing her missionary. Pounded her hard and rough again, this time with her sucking two of my fingers (which drove me nuts) and yet again she loved it. Need to learn how to last longer but other than that, things are amazing right now. I never knew this woman had it in her. My god does she. I feel like her libido is higher than mine at times now. Unreal. Awesome, but unreal."

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Eventually the dread wore off and she settled into duty sex (mostly BJs). Frequent duty, but still duty. Got a BJ today but man everything has been dialed back from where we were a year ago. Her finding MMSLP was a temporary acceleration; a glimpse at what might be with any woman regardless of where you are at right now. Despite the setback, I've gotten better in every way.

Women will find the minimum it takes to keep you and hold it right there. That minimum has been raised significantly for me compared to where I started. but it's still not where I'd like to be and it's nowhere near where it could be.

The best damn gift I ever received was finding this forum. It taught me that the best part of being a man is you have the potential to get better every day. Increase your SMV, your abilities and your enjoyment of life every damn day. It's amazing and almost devastating to those trying to keep up with you. Here's to another year of constant progress with OI.