How to get out of my head.
7 upvotes | December 9, 2017 | by empatheticapathetic
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So before TRP I was a 25 year old virgin. I opened everyone everywhere
confidently because I had nothing to lose. Getting laid wasn't a
concern because I didn't consider it a possibility. Very social and
IDGAF.

I met my oneitis like this. After fucking that up I found TRP. After 2
months of that I was depressed but I forcefully opened everyone
everywhere, being very sexual with women all the time. I still
considered getting laid an impossibility so I never escalated at the
right moments. Then I saw an escort for a while, had some shitty
experiences with her where 5 times out of 7 I couldn't get hard.

After that I became incredibly in my head about every social
interaction. Thinking about frame, perception, body language,
intention.

I'm 28 now and have problems talking to anyone men or women. Haven't
'been' with a girl since the last escort I saw a year ago. (But I
stopped caring about women a while ago)

My body language is constantly fucked. Women keep the fuck away from
me because I'm always acting awkward as fuck. I've regressed socially
because I unintentionally keep trying to fit every social interaction
into a pre existing paradigm.

I moved 6 months ago and should have made loads of new friends but my
social skills and anxiety have stopped me. So I spend 99% of my time
alone. Chatting to friends on messenger and Reddit keeps me sane like
it always has.

I'd really appreciate any advice. Thanks
 
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