I’m craving attention. How do I stop this? 18 upvotes | March 4, 2018 | by InconspicuousWand ------------------------- Been a while since I posted on here. Little background I’m a recovering drug addict. Been dating a girl for 5 years live together. Prior to dating her I went on a fucking rampage. Slept with over 100 women. Game and women became my purpose and filled my life. I studied game. Women. Non stop. And would go fuck as many hot chicks as I could in any given week. I got really good at it. The drugs made me better at it. But then I couldn’t live as an addict anymore so I stopped. Stopped drinking too and going to bar. I started changing my life around focusing on myself and career and dating my current gf. Now I’m currently back on track of living a normal healthy life focused on my career. I want a family also. But recently I keep thinking back to all the hot chicks I used to fuck. It’s like I want a taste again. Women hit on me and I know I still “got it” but lately I’ve been really seeking this female attention and wanting to go back to fucking random women. Now most of you will say. Well then leave your gf and go do it. But I think there’s an underlying issue here. That I’m trying to fill a void of some sort. It’s like I constantly crave female attention. And want women to want me even if i don’t want them. (Probably because I spent over half my life making them my purpose). But i want to understand why I crave it so badly. Why it makes me feel so good when they show interest, tell me they want me. Etc. It’s getting to the point where I’m thinking about it all day. Regretting women I didn’t fuck and could have. And missing them throwing themselves at me. I’m sure this isn’t healthy but it’s real it’s becoming very distracting. I’m missing the playboy life style I used to live but also know if go back to it. My life will turn to shit mostly. I’m wondering if any of you dealt with this. How did you move on from it. Or not? What can I do to get to the root of this and either stop it or figure it out? ------------------------- Archived from https://theredarchive.com/post/125057