Think I might be legit depressed. Not sure what to do. I tried meds in the past but they fucking ruined my libido and appetite. Scared about the future.
82 upvotes | September 14, 2019 | by bf1bro18
-------------------------
I have a full time job and am saving heaps every paycheck. I have
decent looks and an impressive physique. No debt, don't smoke or
drink, can talk to whoever and put on the social mask when needed. But
holy fuck I am lonely man, I just feel so out of the whole race with
relationships (both intimate and friendship) and it is ruining my
head.

I have 3 days off every week and I just sit on my laptop and drink
coffee, cook meals for myself and watch YouTube. I also hit the gym
and go out on my own sometimes just to grab food and get out.

But it's not doing anything for me anymore. I don't know what I want
or how to find out. So fucking tired and sort of becoming scared as
time goes on.

Am 26 btw.

-------------------------
Archived from https://theredarchive.com/post/253184