Ran into a girl from high school I used to orbit
870 upvotes | April 19, 2020 | by Zorrostrian
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I guess rant/venting might be the wrong flair for this, since it’s
not really negative, but I flaired it as such because it’s basically
the same thing. There’s no real point to this, I just wanted to talk
about how much of a good mood it put me in.

There was this girl I used to orbit in high school, we’ll call her
“M”. She was HB9/10 at the time, every guy who knew her wanted to
fuck her. I was probably the worst of her orbiters, I put her on a
pedestal, followed her everywhere, dreamed of marrying her, etc. Of
course, in return she just rejected me and took advantage of me, no
surprise there. I stopped talking to her a long time ago once I
finally realized how much I hated giving her everything and getting
nothing in return.

I ran into her at the grocery store today and had a pretty long
conversation with her, just catching up. I always knew the wall was a
real thing, but I’ve never actually seen it for myself until today.
M is now 200-300 lbs overweight, has 4 kids, and has been
married/divorced twice. I don’t know why I feel guilty for feeling
this way, but I was fucking elated. It was a real “look how the
tables have turned bitch” moment for me. I’ve been in a great mood
all day. Of course, now she shows IOE’s, even though I’m having
none of it.

In high school I was obese and ugly, but since discovering TRP a few
years ago, I’ve dropped all the weight, built some muscle, and have
never looked/felt better in my life.

I guess if there was a point to this post, it’s that rejection
isn’t always a bad thing? I mean, I seriously dodged a bullet.

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