Okay, she is average. But she is cheating on me. Right now she is fucking other dudes while im laying in my bed doing nothing or jerking off. She is having time of her life right now, even tho she is not real, she is fucking somebody else
Okay, she is average. But she is cheating on me. Right now she is fucking other dudes while im laying in my bad doing nothing or jerking off. She is having time of her life right now, even tho she is not real, she is fucking somebody else
You know why as a guy it’s almost impossible to have such days? Because people instsntly think youre creep and hate you. When i go outside i can see everybody hating me, so i rather stay inside and do nothing. I wont ever pursue friendships because people will leave me anyway
You dont know how i act in real life. Im very calm in irl, but people hate me. I like deep connections with people but they think im weird. I have autistic tendencies or something like that
I dont play right now because i dont have mental energy and time but i really want to start iron man. But i never saw women play games like this, it’s impossible for me to find someone who plays games, they hate me
They hate me. I dont have any luck in life because people go away from me because im socially anxious. People kept hating me and i feel more isolated than ever
Staying in my room rotting and being depressed. I try to avoid as much people as possible. Before i was gymcelling, but now i stopped. I will play video games and eat junk food to get fat, because women hate me anyways. And to make women lives easier i will try to avoid going outside so they dont feel offended that i exist
Yes. 99.999999% wont ever go deep. There are many things you can dig to realise how magical existence is. My jaw drops. No words can do justice. There a lot of things i keep thinking about like infinity, nothingness, conscious experience. It’s insane. Sadly most people take it for granted like nothing is happening.
Yeah, i mean your friend can stay calm. People are just brainwashed by hype. LLM engineers know that there wont be any big improvement for upcoming decades
I cant describe it in words, but i can tell you a ways you can recognize it. And if you recognise it then you will have no words and understand what i mean. Few things can help: - recognise that you will never experience anything but your mind. As if your mind is absolute. Contemplate about that every day until you get it. - imagine that you are dreaming. Maybe last night you had dream. All dream matter was only your mind. Tree in the dream was your mind. Other people in your dream was your mind…
I can try to prove it, but your mind wont be able to grasp. You have you recognize it yourself. Little human ego is in a way for you to recognize. Words are just pointers. Now try to prove something to a fish. You wont be able, because it lacks intelligence. Most people lack intelligence to grasp god. And most intelligent people are too egoic to grasp it either. Only very few people recognize god/reality
Universe (aka mind) always existed. This mind is god. And it’s you. As if god is looking through your eyes. But this mind is cosplaying as a human so it will keep playing till it will realize it deceived itself.
Atheists are actually dumb. God exists and it’s very obvious. Most humans just take for granted their 1st person experience as if it’s something normal, but it’s really magical. You can do some things to verify for yourself that god exists but it’s scary so your mind wont do that anyway. For example, you have vision field, now focus on boundary of your vision. You wont be able to focus on that because your mind is scared of real truth, because finding that boundary reveals something about infini…
New plan: - Buy roids - lose fat - upload shit to instagram to get popular - travel world to get good pics - when having a lot of followers then i will be able to attract my dream girl and not get cheated
I want to make people laugh but you guys always take evrything so seriously. I want to not take life seriously and have fun, be silly, write non sense. Do you think i talk like that irl? No, unless it’s my friend and we would have good laugh
Maybe the personality you see that i display is not real. How the fuck im so mentally damaged crazy weird guy but still have job? In my company if you cant talk properly, you wont event get past recruiter, let alone clear other rounds. You compete with thousands of people for same position and if you even a bit weird they will axe you same day, i saw this happened few times in few months
Most women in ppd are only giving advice so they can look good for audience. If you private message any of them, they will ignore you because nobody will see that chat lol. It’s classic women behaviour called virtue signaling
I had 4 ltr, but after them i no longer feel normal, i cant see women as i used to see. All experience was the same except woman is different I was teenager when i met her. We spent 2 years together. Few times i saw her texting other guys. She lost virginity at 14, but when she was 15, she told that she changed. I was manipulated and lied by her. One day she uploaded pics of her with another guy hugging. I was devastated. She monkey branched and talked to this guy months before leaving me. I was…
Most important thing for humans is relationships. Women have plenty and never struggle. And they dont give a shit if some average dude is lonely/traumatised. In fact, they will ridicule him for not having relationship. Men already feel bad but women will make them feel twice as bad by constantly attacking them with shit like “it’s your fault you dont have relationship”.
Many men experience this: their gf leaves them out of nowhere. She doesnt even cry. It’s like nothing happened. Then people say: “it’s because she was over him months ago, she started grieving way earlier!” This is complete bullshit to make women look nice and normal. Such a cope. Females have this switch in the brain, like psychopaths they can get over their partner, but this switch doesnt happen for her children. Historically men kept dying a lot because of wars and incidents, women biological…
Dating is a complete shit show because of women. For context, my stats are: - above average looks - above average height - top 1% earner in my country, top 0.1% in my age group - way above average physique, strength - way above average intelligence - im not socially retarded like people here think, i have friends and we always laugh, have good time Now my experience with women is complete shit. I can get matches and some women look at me in the street. But it so shit that whenever i talk to woma…
Started looking for new gf, but after trying for a day i can tell you that in current market i would rather go mgtow. Market is really bad and i dont think it will it ever go back
I told her many times i dont want to feel like a cuck, but she keeps attacking me saying that im delusional by thinking that she is cheating. My gut is telling me that she is cheating 100%, zero doubts about it. I dont even try to imagine what she is doing. She is not replying right now because she is fucking some loser that is way worse than me
I feel like my girl is cheating. I hate this feeling. I want to curl up and cry and get away from people. I think she is just using me. She loves someone else. It’s always like this when i truly love somebody they end up cheating. I dont want relationship anymore, i feel cucked and disgusting. I want to stop existing
It’s true. But do you think i chose to be this way? I have childhood trauma. I was also sexually abused by a woman when i was a kid, and i still jerk off thinking about her. I dont chose this and i want to be normal
One of them cheated on another guy and got pregnant just before we split. 9 months later she has kid, and she forgot about me in 2 days, like nothing happened
Sharing goal keeps me reminding of it. Everything i do in life is dedicated to this goal. I would do anything for this. I think about sex 99% of the time. It’s my life purpose
I dont like good girls. Does nothing to my cock. There is something about sluts that i cant explain. Mentally damaged crazy sluts are the best. Am i the only one who thinks like that?
When things starts to get better, then out of sudden it becomes worse. Today i was walking back home from work. And i see like 5 or more big asses. But one in particular was huge and it had very nice shape. It reminds of my toxic ex that im still in contact and she begs me money. I know that i will never have gf with such ass. All my life it was my dream but i know that this is not possible. Girls with such big butts doesnt like me. I would do anything for her, spend all my money just to burry m…
I will never find love of my life. I will never find someone like lucia. I dont want to live. I never get lucky. I will be depressed forever. Im piece of shit, things will never get better. I dont see good future, whats the point. I dont want anything anymore. Everyone can fuck off
<image> I would sacrifice my life for this woman. If i had to do nofap for 2 years just to get her, i would. I would work every day, having no life, so just i could kiss her feet. That’s how much i want her. I would give all my money away, just to kiss her lips
For what position this was? Leetcode acc is useless, they dont care about this. Github is only useful for resume, just to get into interview loop. For software engineer, you have phone screen, then 2-3 lc rounds, behavioural, also senior+ has 1 sys design
Few months ago i cleared interviewing loop at faang company after failing many times in the past. But nobody gave a shit. No bitch gives a shit, because they think this is some nerd shit
<image> Good night my love 😘 love you so much. Whenever i feel bad, i think about you and it makes my heart warm. I dream about you during night. Can’t wait to meet you. You are the reason i keep pushing in life. I love you baby❤️
If i was mod in this trash sub, then this place would have like 80% of sexy hoes, 10x more users. Every incel here would find gf easily, it would become like dating site. It would take 3 days at most to find a hoe for incel to suck his dick and then marry her. Loneliness epidemic would not exist. But because this sub sucks so much, no sexy bitches would come here, only some incels and low tier 2/10 women that would reject everyone. In reality, hot bitches have way lower standards. I saw in porn …
Few days ago i was thinking to give up in life and it’s over. But today i started nofap because i believe it will give me good luck like getting gf. I felll in love with chick from gta 6. I always keep thinking about her and i think i will manifest her or something similar to her in real life. I feel optimistic about life because good things will come. Semen retention day 1, but i can already feel effects
I sometimes see uk girl with big ass in the street. I always follow them and stare at the ass. But 100% she will have bf. But i love uk bitch with big ass
I hope one day i will get some bitch from uk that has this accent. I always imagine how she sucks my cock but talks with that accent, fuck. I love uk bitches. Sadly they have no ass
Like fucking 70 iq people that would go on the street, spit, throw trash on the ground, also when they walk they dont walk to the side, because they dont give a fuck about anything and they are brain dead, especially if they came from south america or other shithole
We need to somehow advertise this thread to get more people in. Especially bitches. It would be much better place. I often try to imagine how girl behind the screen looks like
Each year dating gets harder and harder. Bitches standards keep rising. There is no future bro. I will worked really hard to get good job, and to get good body, but fuck this. From now on i will eat junk food and other shit, play video games etc. because bitches wont date me regardless
When i do online dating, i write random shit, because i dont care if they will block, unmatch or any of that shit. I dont want them anyway. Im looking for that one girl who is very rare with perfect body (large breasts and ass). But if there is one negative in her body, then i dont want her
I sometimes troll but it’s not trolling. It’s more like i get random bullshit thoughts that i get weirded out myself by, i find them funny so i put them there
She has hourglass figure. Her ass and tits are huge. I forgot her ass size but it’s something like 52 inches. She has perfect nipples, they are perfect size and shape
But the one that i tried to break contact with and she is my dream girl, she is fucking non stop. No way that slut is not fucking. She is not right in her head
Even if i experience love in the future, whats the point? My future love at this very moment is getting penetrated by some dude. She has smile on her face. She is having orgasm because of how good that dude fucks her right now. And she will fuck him tomorrow. And the next day. And they will keep fucking each day multiple times while im waiting on my bed doing nothing. I feel depressed and she is moaning right now. I will masturbate and she will get fucked by some dude. Imagine this. It’s not ima…
I might have mental ilness because i cry randomly and today i feel again like life is over. I feel like it will never get better. I dont know what to do
People say that with age your libido gets lower and it’s easier to live. Im fucking late 20s and I get random boners all day that would last for long time. During sleep almost always with boner. It’s annoying, i wish i can nuke my boners, because it produces constant sexual thoughts
I’ve been crying for the past few days. I feel like life humbled me. I feel worst I ever felt in my life, because I achieved what most people consider “good life”, yet it feels so empty? I’m considered good looking and have job that pays 10k a month, but it means nothing to me, i would be the same if I had no money or looked way worse. For the past few days I gave my money away to random people and left just a bit for food and rent. I got flashbacks from my childhood how my siblings shared thing…
Just because i dont have vagina, im biggest piece of shit human being until proven otherwise. I need to jump through hoops and shit just to prove im decent
If you have penis, people will treat you as if youre biggest piece of shit in the world, as if youre some criminal, until they know you. They will automatically assume youre fucking scum, just because you have penis
I would literally do anything for lily if she marries me. I would give her any life she wants. I would give her 10k each month just to spend on random shit
Day 7 of nofap. Im afraid that one day i wont be able to take it anymore and then hire prostitute. Only problem is that prostitutes refuse to do it raw
I will be living with 2 young females I don’t know. They don’t know that im massive coomer. I only think about fucking women all the time. It would be hard to resist to jerk off while sitting in my room thinking about them. The only way i got this place was because people think im normal because i have prestige job. Anyway, today is 6 day of nofap, the only rule i have is that im allowed to cum inside pussy only. It’s hard
So I was meeting strangers in social event to improve my social anxiety. I was in group with 2 guys and 1 woman. I felt very shy and everyone could see this. But this woman was close to me all the time and even touched me several times (like put hand on shoulder). After groups changed, another woman also kept starting conversation with me multiple times even tho I could barely speak. So it’s not over for me? But men didn’t like speaking to me so I felt like shit
