Okay, she is average. But she is cheating on me. Right now she is fucking other dudes while im laying in my bed doing nothing or jerking off. She is having time of her life right now, even tho she is not real, she is fucking somebody else
Okay, she is average. But she is cheating on me. Right now she is fucking other dudes while im laying in my bad doing nothing or jerking off. She is having time of her life right now, even tho she is not real, she is fucking somebody else
You know why as a guy it’s almost impossible to have such days? Because people instsntly think youre creep and hate you. When i go outside i can see everybody hating me, so i rather stay inside and do nothing. I wont ever pursue friendships because people will leave me anyway
I just cant help myself from mentioning breasts because it’s such a good thing. People dont realise how good it is. Nah, i already gave up on finding someone like that. I jerk off 3 times a day these days so i would have no motivation to pursue women because it hurts
You dont know how i act in real life. Im very calm in irl, but people hate me. I like deep connections with people but they think im weird. I have autistic tendencies or something like that
I dont play right now because i dont have mental energy and time but i really want to start iron man. But i never saw women play games like this, it’s impossible for me to find someone who plays games, they hate me
They hate me. I dont have any luck in life because people go away from me because im socially anxious. People kept hating me and i feel more isolated than ever
Staying in my room rotting and being depressed. I try to avoid as much people as possible. Before i was gymcelling, but now i stopped. I will play video games and eat junk food to get fat, because women hate me anyways. And to make women lives easier i will try to avoid going outside so they dont feel offended that i exist
https://preview.redd.it/0gj390tdu23f1.jpeg?width=3024&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1181a55f5a163f74dd5ac25f9407269635fa3c81 My standards are really low right now. I just want her to play runescape
Yes. 99.999999% wont ever go deep. There are many things you can dig to realise how magical existence is. My jaw drops. No words can do justice. There a lot of things i keep thinking about like infinity, nothingness, conscious experience. It’s insane. Sadly most people take it for granted like nothing is happening.
Yeah, i mean your friend can stay calm. People are just brainwashed by hype. LLM engineers know that there wont be any big improvement for upcoming decades
I cant describe it in words, but i can tell you a ways you can recognize it. And if you recognise it then you will have no words and understand what i mean. Few things can help: - recognise that you will never experience anything but your mind. As if your mind is absolute. Contemplate about that every day until you get it. - imagine that you are dreaming. Maybe last night you had dream. All dream matter was only your mind. Tree in the dream was your mind. Other people in your dream was your mind…
I can try to prove it, but your mind wont be able to grasp. You have you recognize it yourself. Little human ego is in a way for you to recognize. Words are just pointers. Now try to prove something to a fish. You wont be able, because it lacks intelligence. Most people lack intelligence to grasp god. And most intelligent people are too egoic to grasp it either. Only very few people recognize god/reality
Universe (aka mind) always existed. This mind is god. And it’s you. As if god is looking through your eyes. But this mind is cosplaying as a human so it will keep playing till it will realize it deceived itself.
Atheists are actually dumb. God exists and it’s very obvious. Most humans just take for granted their 1st person experience as if it’s something normal, but it’s really magical. You can do some things to verify for yourself that god exists but it’s scary so your mind wont do that anyway. For example, you have vision field, now focus on boundary of your vision. You wont be able to focus on that because your mind is scared of real truth, because finding that boundary reveals something about infini…
New plan: - Buy roids - lose fat - upload shit to instagram to get popular - travel world to get good pics - when having a lot of followers then i will be able to attract my dream girl and not get cheated
I want to make people laugh but you guys always take evrything so seriously. I want to not take life seriously and have fun, be silly, write non sense. Do you think i talk like that irl? No, unless it’s my friend and we would have good laugh
Maybe the personality you see that i display is not real. How the fuck im so mentally damaged crazy weird guy but still have job? In my company if you cant talk properly, you wont event get past recruiter, let alone clear other rounds. You compete with thousands of people for same position and if you even a bit weird they will axe you same day, i saw this happened few times in few months
Most women in ppd are only giving advice so they can look good for audience. If you private message any of them, they will ignore you because nobody will see that chat lol. It’s classic women behaviour called virtue signaling
Guys, do you know how many relationships woman had when she is in late 20s? It’s like 30 or more. They go through new guy every week. Date 10 guys at the same time. Then they date 1-2 for few month and then go back to whoring stage where she is trying to find herself, she is trying to understand what she likes and she is confused, thats why she needs to suck so many different cocks. But for you she will make different rules, you will wait for sex because you seem like a nice guy
I had 4 ltr, but after them i no longer feel normal, i cant see women as i used to see. All experience was the same except woman is different I was teenager when i met her. We spent 2 years together. Few times i saw her texting other guys. She lost virginity at 14, but when she was 15, she told that she changed. I was manipulated and lied by her. One day she uploaded pics of her with another guy hugging. I was devastated. She monkey branched and talked to this guy months before leaving me. I was…
Most important thing for humans is relationships. Women have plenty and never struggle. And they dont give a shit if some average dude is lonely/traumatised. In fact, they will ridicule him for not having relationship. Men already feel bad but women will make them feel twice as bad by constantly attacking them with shit like “it’s your fault you dont have relationship”.
Most women have low or no empathy at all for men/other people. As i was traumatised i learned to read people feelings well and it naturally was most important thing to know is how person feel and really feel it yourself. When i go outside, i see from men faces that they been through shit, but at least they feel empathy for you and they help you and their egos are not so big, much more humble. Majority of women have this bitch resting face. They dont give a fuck if you die on the street, they wil…
Many men experience this: their gf leaves them out of nowhere. She doesnt even cry. It’s like nothing happened. Then people say: “it’s because she was over him months ago, she started grieving way earlier!” This is complete bullshit to make women look nice and normal. Such a cope. Females have this switch in the brain, like psychopaths they can get over their partner, but this switch doesnt happen for her children. Historically men kept dying a lot because of wars and incidents, women biological…
In my country we had female leader who wanted to escalate war. Of course it’s men! If i go and ask all men that i know, all of them will say that they dont want war. But do you think in other countries with dictators they give a shit? Let’s not defend ourselves and let them rape us lol. You are so out of touch from reality. Someone who has never punched in the face talks exactly like that
Dating is a complete shit show because of women. For context, my stats are: - above average looks - above average height - top 1% earner in my country, top 0.1% in my age group - way above average physique, strength - way above average intelligence - im not socially retarded like people here think, i have friends and we always laugh, have good time Now my experience with women is complete shit. I can get matches and some women look at me in the street. But it so shit that whenever i talk to woma…
Started looking for new gf, but after trying for a day i can tell you that in current market i would rather go mgtow. Market is really bad and i dont think it will it ever go back
I blocked ex. I will never go back to her. She is manipulating and just does what benefits her, selfish. I would rather suffer a bit and then recover than to keep traumatising myself being in contact with her. Im done forever. Fuck this whore
I told her many times i dont want to feel like a cuck, but she keeps attacking me saying that im delusional by thinking that she is cheating. My gut is telling me that she is cheating 100%, zero doubts about it. I dont even try to imagine what she is doing. She is not replying right now because she is fucking some loser that is way worse than me
I feel like my girl is cheating. I hate this feeling. I want to curl up and cry and get away from people. I think she is just using me. She loves someone else. It’s always like this when i truly love somebody they end up cheating. I dont want relationship anymore, i feel cucked and disgusting. I want to stop existing
It’s true. But do you think i chose to be this way? I have childhood trauma. I was also sexually abused by a woman when i was a kid, and i still jerk off thinking about her. I dont chose this and i want to be normal
One of them cheated on another guy and got pregnant just before we split. 9 months later she has kid, and she forgot about me in 2 days, like nothing happened
Sharing goal keeps me reminding of it. Everything i do in life is dedicated to this goal. I would do anything for this. I think about sex 99% of the time. It’s my life purpose
Im still looking for gf that have these traits: big breasts big ass (with cellulite preferred, should giggle when she walks) tattoos and piercings prefers anal fucked in the head dont wear normal panties, but thongs only low iq, dumb would spit in my mouth
I dont like good girls. Does nothing to my cock. There is something about sluts that i cant explain. Mentally damaged crazy sluts are the best. Am i the only one who thinks like that?
I dont know if i will publish it. But at least i will use it to jerk off in the future. I will film a lot, cumming raw inside, cumming inside anus etc, i have a lot of ideas that i want to actualize
When things starts to get better, then out of sudden it becomes worse. Today i was walking back home from work. And i see like 5 or more big asses. But one in particular was huge and it had very nice shape. It reminds of my toxic ex that im still in contact and she begs me money. I know that i will never have gf with such ass. All my life it was my dream but i know that this is not possible. Girls with such big butts doesnt like me. I would do anything for her, spend all my money just to burry m…
I feel depressed. Icy Ad is just playing with my feelings. Im tired and feel that i will spiral down again soon, i dont want to feel like that. I get manic and then someone crush my heart. I need to never trust people again
I actually never found woman who will kiss me as deep as i would like. Most often they would suck your tongue and that’s it. But i want to go deeper and want to be freakier, it’s so hot. But i will keep looking for one that would like kiss like that for hours
That’s not all. While we are playing with tongues deep in, i want her to transfer as much saliva as possible to my mouth so i can swallow it. I want it all. I want her to spit in my mouth. I want her to squirt on my face or in my mouth
Im not virgin technically, but i feel like one. I look like virgin. Women can smell my virginity and feel disgusted by it. This is why im doing nofap, to get confidence so i can have courage to approach women and deep kiss them (very deep like teeth is toouching and tongue is all in)
Im doing nofap. 5 days passed. I have constant boners. When i walk in the street, i always look at women’s bodies, especially ass and boobs. I like looking at them because that’s the best i will get from them, they will never approach me anyway
I will never find love of my life. I will never find someone like lucia. I dont want to live. I never get lucky. I will be depressed forever. Im piece of shit, things will never get better. I dont see good future, whats the point. I dont want anything anymore. Everyone can fuck off
<image> I would sacrifice my life for this woman. If i had to do nofap for 2 years just to get her, i would. I would work every day, having no life, so just i could kiss her feet. That’s how much i want her. I would give all my money away, just to kiss her lips
In google they call it googlyness interview round or some shit. It’s very possible to fail. You usually need to tell good examples about challenges you faced during project development, how you overcame ambiguity and shit. It’s not like some woman from hr will conduct this round but some staff engineer or EM who was engineer for years
For what position this was? Leetcode acc is useless, they dont care about this. Github is only useful for resume, just to get into interview loop. For software engineer, you have phone screen, then 2-3 lc rounds, behavioural, also senior+ has 1 sys design
Few months ago i cleared interviewing loop at faang company after failing many times in the past. But nobody gave a shit. No bitch gives a shit, because they think this is some nerd shit
No, i pretty sure he is that janitor that works at amazon. He fucks 20 year old new pussy every day. It’s because he has game. Dating is actually very easy. Sometimes on porn website you can see ads how horny women nearby wants to fuck with you, it’s really easy these days. The only problem is that some men play video games, that’s what ruining them. But if they want to fuck, just need confidence, read book about “game”. Rollo Tomassi was right. Or wtf his name is
What if i make fun of his problems? Like it’s his fault that he js bipolar! This is how it sounds for people that you are bashing. Often times there is little they can do.
You do realize that low libido is a sign of poor health? I dont know why people make fun of others while often times being completely broken themselves
Tbh, i dont even know myself. It changes often. One day i feel like everything is fine, but another day i will have mental breakdown and think that people hate me. I have some mental illness i guess. Right now i feel good because i fell in love with gta character, i know it’s bullshit, but it makes me feel good. Something is seriously wrong with me, no doubt
Will you tell this to your husband? “Hey husband, some incel said that billions of men struggle” “Hahhahaha, what a fucking idiot, i bet he is virgin and cant get laid!”
Yeah, just for some strange reason 90%+ are struggling in dating. Of course it’s because men are gaming too much! Just to outside bro, it’s so easy to find woman /s I think at one point billions of men collectively decided to fuck up themselves, makes sense
I dont believe in manifesting and think it’s dumb, but im so desperate that i will try to do semen retention to get gf because some guys on reddit said it works
Women live life on easy mode, but they will deny to brainwash retarded men so they will defend their ideas. I saw a 30 years old single mom posted in fb group that she is looking for husband. She got +500 likes in less than a day. She already has kid. She is 3/10 from looks. If she was a man, she would be perma virgin that is scared to leave his house. He would get 0 likes. He would get 0 matches. Now, women like her have inflated egos. Im like 7/10, but she would reject me too, and in her mind …
<image> Good night my love 😘 love you so much. Whenever i feel bad, i think about you and it makes my heart warm. I dream about you during night. Can’t wait to meet you. You are the reason i keep pushing in life. I love you baby❤️
If i was mod in this trash sub, then this place would have like 80% of sexy hoes, 10x more users. Every incel here would find gf easily, it would become like dating site. It would take 3 days at most to find a hoe for incel to suck his dick and then marry her. Loneliness epidemic would not exist. But because this sub sucks so much, no sexy bitches would come here, only some incels and low tier 2/10 women that would reject everyone. In reality, hot bitches have way lower standards. I saw in porn …
Few days ago i was thinking to give up in life and it’s over. But today i started nofap because i believe it will give me good luck like getting gf. I felll in love with chick from gta 6. I always keep thinking about her and i think i will manifest her or something similar to her in real life. I feel optimistic about life because good things will come. Semen retention day 1, but i can already feel effects
You know that chick from gta 6? She is fucking hot. Sometimes i dream about her that i will get gf like her, she is perfect. Her hips are perfect. Her face is perfect. I would literally do anything to have such gf. Do women like this exist in real life?
I sometimes see uk girl with big ass in the street. I always follow them and stare at the ass. But 100% she will have bf. But i love uk bitch with big ass
I hope one day i will get some bitch from uk that has this accent. I always imagine how she sucks my cock but talks with that accent, fuck. I love uk bitches. Sadly they have no ass
Like fucking 70 iq people that would go on the street, spit, throw trash on the ground, also when they walk they dont walk to the side, because they dont give a fuck about anything and they are brain dead, especially if they came from south america or other shithole
We need to somehow advertise this thread to get more people in. Especially bitches. It would be much better place. I often try to imagine how girl behind the screen looks like
Each year dating gets harder and harder. Bitches standards keep rising. There is no future bro. I will worked really hard to get good job, and to get good body, but fuck this. From now on i will eat junk food and other shit, play video games etc. because bitches wont date me regardless
When i do online dating, i write random shit, because i dont care if they will block, unmatch or any of that shit. I dont want them anyway. Im looking for that one girl who is very rare with perfect body (large breasts and ass). But if there is one negative in her body, then i dont want her
When i walk in public i never look at people because im shy. But recently i was walking and this bitch walked behind me and then as she was passing me she looked drectly to my face. I felt so uncomfortable i started to blush
How much time do i need? I feel like i will never recover. I once touched nice big tits and 10+ years cant forget it even if i fucked mediocre bitches after that, touching that tit made feel better than all these average bitches. I dont think time can save me. My life is over, and im serious. I have no motivation to do anything
Imagine this. You are guy. You walk in the street, but 99% of women are invisible to you. Because at one point you had woman that had perfect body for your taste. And you never find anything like her, you notice that other women are not even close. Her tits, tit form, nipple shape and size were perfect. Her ass was perfect. Her tits and ass were soft. It’s not like how most women have weird shapes or tits hard as rock, or they have weird looking vaginas. Some women have large weird looking nippl…
I sometimes troll but it’s not trolling. It’s more like i get random bullshit thoughts that i get weirded out myself by, i find them funny so i put them there
She has hourglass figure. Her ass and tits are huge. I forgot her ass size but it’s something like 52 inches. She has perfect nipples, they are perfect size and shape
https://preview.redd.it/uemhwpir1vse1.jpeg?width=1442&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=25e8c2403fae1c08c1664ef19e76f45621d7f9f8 Body transformation. Do you it’s over or there is a chance? I just need to get leaner
But the one that i tried to break contact with and she is my dream girl, she is fucking non stop. No way that slut is not fucking. She is not right in her head
Even if i experience love in the future, whats the point? My future love at this very moment is getting penetrated by some dude. She has smile on her face. She is having orgasm because of how good that dude fucks her right now. And she will fuck him tomorrow. And the next day. And they will keep fucking each day multiple times while im waiting on my bed doing nothing. I feel depressed and she is moaning right now. I will masturbate and she will get fucked by some dude. Imagine this. It’s not ima…
I might have mental ilness because i cry randomly and today i feel again like life is over. I feel like it will never get better. I dont know what to do
People at this moment are having sex and im sitting in my room doing nothing, rotting. And this will go on for years. And people will have fun. They will experience love, without putting any effort in, they will come naturally to them. I will keep rotting. They experience happiness, they will have kids, they will have parties and other fun activities. All i will ever have is anxiety and shit like that, rotting alone in my room like some autistic person
If you told me that i need to work really hard for 10 years to get gf, i would do that. There is nothing i want more than that. But nothing i will do will fix situation. Women see me and get disgusted i assume. I never had good sex. I will never will know what true love is and what true sex is
I wasted many years at the gym. If i could go back in time, i would never go to the gym. I would get fat and just fap all day. Because it’s same outcome as now. Wtf i can do to get decent woman? Nothing, just time wasted at the gym like idiot i am
Bruh i feel undesireable by women. It’s worst feeling in the world. I can do nothing about it. All women on ppd think im piece of shit. Women irl think im piece of shit too. I just want to give up, curl up in bed and cry
Today i realized that it’s truly over. No motivation to improve. I worked hard for nothing. I dont even want to download dating apps again. I will regret that i didnt settle with women that previously dated. It’s fucking over bro
Im actually coping and afraid to get older. I want to delete myself. Why work hard if it will be shit in the future, whats the point? I will never find woman that would truly love me
I was not talking about average. These people you are talking about were never really attracted. But men who take care of themselves get better with age. Im telling you, i got 0 pussy at age 18, i lost virginity at 23 i think. Now i get like so much more pussy etc. I got stronger, voice got deeper, my face shape changed and it looks more angular. Even men treat me way different
Not true. Just because this is case for you doesnt mean this is true. Most women find masculine guys most attractive. It’s not money, but it’s dominance. If you saw your 25 year old bitch boy dominated by 35 masculine thug, your pussy would dry up for that 25 year bitch boy
Andrew Huberman is 50 years old, he is old fart. After he grew beard and got even older, he looked way more masculine than before. I saw astounding amount of young bitches thirsting after him in some videos. I saw same shit so many times irl. If you stay in shape and look masculine, you get more attractive with age. Copers will say it’s because of money lol but i know old guys who slay and they are broke. Normal women don’t want 18 year old who misses his mommy, worried about his exams at school…
Im late 20s and each year dating becomes easier despite me looking older and balding. Many women that are 18, 19, 20 year old seems interested even tho i dont like such gap. People who say that men dont get better with age, i dont understand it. I was invisible when i was 18, but now i look way more masculine and the more masculine i look the more women look at me in streets and shit
I will no longer accept advice here because i cant fucking believe im more old than 99% of people here. Like you are still in school or some shit while im having 300k job, get the fuck out of there with your teachings how im weirdo and youre normal
I will no longer accept advice here because i cant fucking believe im more old than 99% of people here. Like you are still in school or some shit while im having 300k job, get the fuck out of there with your teachings how im weirdo and youre normal
I will no longer accept advice here because i cant fucking believe im more old than 99% of people here. Like you are still in school or some shit while im having 300k job, get the fuck out of there with your teachings how im weirdo and youre normal
No ppd woman will reply to you because all of them think they are better than you. Because you have penis, you are seen as worthless douchebag by default
If you tell anything negative about women, army of simps will come after you and all females too. But if you same shit about men, they will applaud you and tell you it’s true. Basically if you born with cock, you automatically are dog
Do you remember when lily had crush on murderer? That dude wasnt even good looking, his face had asymmetry and his nose looked like from pig because it pointed upwards. I would smoke him any day in looks. But someone liked him so much because of tiktok brain rot i guess?
Your friends would throw under the bus if it meant “but my wife bro!”. I had friends and when they get “gf” they become simps like you that keeps defending them everywhere
Imagine being like lily where you have no idea what hardship means. Your dad bought you everything, people treat you nice. Because everything came easy, you feel way less empathy etc, you become like lily. If you grow up like that, you would post exact same shit as lily does, she is good example what young female brain rot looks like
Oh wow. “Thats really hard”. Imagine bleeding from hole every month, such horror, i rather be a guy and suffer unimaginable loneliness and everyone treat me like disposable shit till the day i die
Imagine being born with pussy, all doors are open to you yet you say oppression or some shit. Even if you want to find place to rent, majority of listing are: females preferred. With vagina everything is easy in life
When you dont have feeling of lack. But most people will feel like that no matter what because of greed. If you enjoy small things then you will feel happy
People say that with age your libido gets lower and it’s easier to live. Im fucking late 20s and I get random boners all day that would last for long time. During sleep almost always with boner. It’s annoying, i wish i can nuke my boners, because it produces constant sexual thoughts
I’ve been crying for the past few days. I feel like life humbled me. I feel worst I ever felt in my life, because I achieved what most people consider “good life”, yet it feels so empty? I’m considered good looking and have job that pays 10k a month, but it means nothing to me, i would be the same if I had no money or looked way worse. For the past few days I gave my money away to random people and left just a bit for food and rent. I got flashbacks from my childhood how my siblings shared thing…
I would swipe right on you if you look like in my imagination. But i imagine if i really saw how you look truly, i would swipe left. My coomer brain just build perfect image of you in my mind
Just because i dont have vagina, im biggest piece of shit human being until proven otherwise. I need to jump through hoops and shit just to prove im decent
If you have penis, people will treat you as if youre biggest piece of shit in the world, as if youre some criminal, until they know you. They will automatically assume youre fucking scum, just because you have penis
I wont stop till i reach this goal: cum inside butt, then cum inside pussy, then cum inside mouth. I need to achieve all of this in 5 minutes or else failed. Also order of actions matters
No, this really happened. Before that moment I was normal dude, but after that I became obsessed with thick women. I wish she never let me touch her pussy, I would be way more normal for sure
My most memorable life moment: One time I was rubbing one woman’s clit, it felt really good. Then I sniffed my fingers and it smelled like heaven. Almost every day I remember her smell, it’s indescribable
Is it normal for a guy in his late 20s to cry? I cried like few days in a row. I would watch movies about love and then cry, or remember good doings of some people and then cry. Do men do this or im not normal?
https://preview.redd.it/dir4xd7m53re1.jpeg?width=163&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=65230d0ffcfdebc9c900854476521b26659bd2dd Please tell me my lower pecs are not small
https://preview.redd.it/6ly9dks823re1.png?width=576&format=png&auto=webp&s=34b4f00a14a1acd03b0d813080c9d68e4fd32ced I just need to lose fat and then i might be attractive enough
I would never be 9 in my life. 7 is best I can become. I saw people who are 8 or more, i dont know if i can be like them. I have defined face at higher bodyfat so maybe i have potential, but i need to see
If i keep masturbating every day, then i prefer vagina. Once im on 4+ days of nofap, woman’s butthole becomes increasingly more appealing. Asshole > vagina.
https://preview.redd.it/jfy8y4osi2re1.jpeg?width=1179&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=140319e5f50b7cb36b3bad0835544b0846913e7b Mods cant take a joke even if person that i was referencing understands it’s a joke and plays along. Lol
In reality im like 6/10, but if i lose my fat, my body and face would look way better, then i might be like 7/10, and then i might finally pull some bitches, like curvy and thick ones. I will make it happen this year
I would literally do anything for lily if she marries me. I would give her any life she wants. I would give her 10k each month just to spend on random shit
Day 7 of nofap. Im afraid that one day i wont be able to take it anymore and then hire prostitute. Only problem is that prostitutes refuse to do it raw
I will be living with 2 young females I don’t know. They don’t know that im massive coomer. I only think about fucking women all the time. It would be hard to resist to jerk off while sitting in my room thinking about them. The only way i got this place was because people think im normal because i have prestige job. Anyway, today is 6 day of nofap, the only rule i have is that im allowed to cum inside pussy only. It’s hard
That’s wonderful. Yeah, there is nothing to fear about. Life is just about learning how to love more, learning these lessons. Fear cease to exist in love
It’s hell because you are dealing with pure evil. Imagine loving your family members very deeply and then seeing them getting abused, and you have no control. It kills me inside
Fucking crazy rizz https://preview.redd.it/2fq7olc7thqe1.png?width=818&format=png&auto=webp&s=b808a0f1c054b2eac9e3151d391d1da938d7c97f One day i will get gf
Few days ago i was walking to supermarket. In front of me was walking one chunky girl with big wide ass. I stared at her ass for like 5 minutes straight until she went different way. All i was thinking about how i would do anything to lick her butthole until it’s clean. I still remember her even after few days, i cant get it out of my head, i love her
They dont get imprisoned for emotional abuse. I dont talk about physical, but more about emotional abuse. These people know boundaries they cant cross, but they will make sure to fuck you up for life without going to prison
How would you run away if you are a toddler? When you get a bit older, it’s already too much damage. Now imagine you have siblings who are less abused, you love them and dont want to leave them. Also, for most of your childhood you would not understand this is abuse until you much older
You can’t change such person. Anything you say is not going to penetrating through him, because his ego is full of self deception beyond point of going ever back
Now imagine living with such person, or it’s someone who raises you. Someone who yells, bullies you everyday. It’s not that he wants to kill gay or trans people, but it’s that he keeps abusing you everyday with rage. Welcome to hell
So I was meeting strangers in social event to improve my social anxiety. I was in group with 2 guys and 1 woman. I felt very shy and everyone could see this. But this woman was close to me all the time and even touched me several times (like put hand on shoulder). After groups changed, another woman also kept starting conversation with me multiple times even tho I could barely speak. So it’s not over for me? But men didn’t like speaking to me so I felt like shit
