AkagamiYonko Archive

Upvotes	Title	Category	Author	Subreddit	Date (UTC)

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2	A Rant from an ExLoser: Do You Want Results? or to be "Right"? Already lifting my king of easter. I will lift more now	/r/TheRedPill	11/05/26 03:59 PM
8	A Rant from an ExLoser: Do You Want Results? or to be "Right"? The alpha bunny speaks the truth.I have this and I'm breaking it bit by bit and rebuilding better. It's all an ego thing. The fragile ego made me hurt my family by spewing hateful shit especially to my father. It's all projection. And avoidance. The bitter truth is that I was not willing to face reality. That I was a loser. That I was not special. All my anxiety and ocd and depression comes down to this ego. If I am afraid to do a thing in social settings or be a perfectionist I think it's becau…	/r/TheRedPill	11/05/26 07:35 AM
2	AskTRP Megathread That's kinda what I thought too. To get somewhere with public dealing. Like in sales or something involved with government	/r/TheRedPill	23/04/26 11:41 AM
3	AskTRP Megathread Thank you Uncle Vaz. I will survive	/r/TheRedPill	13/04/26 04:45 PM
3	AskTRP Megathread I was here last week's thread. This isn't a question but a statement. Boy reality has hit me really fuckin hard. I am absolutely bottom of the social hierarchy. I have no discernable skills. Nor do I have the tolerance or capacity for small hardships right now. Maybe I was a spoilt brat or maybe I burnt out. Either way I now recognise that life isn't actually that hard. I suck . Like that quote from Simpsons. By the principal. This is fucking with my self identity real hard. I am lifting for a w…	/r/TheRedPill	13/04/26 02:38 AM
1	AskTRP Megathread Thanks a lot man. I am much more hopeful every day	/r/TheRedPill	05/04/26 05:23 AM
2	AskTRP Megathread Thanks. I do plan a lot. I did the exact same thing for 10 year 5 year and 1 year. Not daily though. I will make that one. Yes I was sad or tired or something similar. I don't have a job or income yet. I will do that. I have a few more questions Like mindfulness, whenever I try to focus on the task I feel tightness in chest which I know is cortisol from anxiety. But if I don't keep my mind distracted with some earworm and maladaptive daydreaming it piles up insanely. Deep breathing or exhaling d…	/r/TheRedPill	04/04/26 12:19 PM
2	AskTRP Megathread Oh also I get too addicted to porn. I tried giving up it up for like 4 days and felt like bursting like a full on panic attack. I guess it is purest form of energy but it's not being used, and I don't know how.	/r/TheRedPill	03/04/26 06:37 PM
1	AskTRP Megathread I don't know what's right or wrong anymore. Or what's real. I have seen people fatter uglier and introverted and no confidence at all getting girlfriends, having a large social circle,with a lot of wealth. I must have the worst luck since I have done everything right and still failed. I feel like the world has failed me and wronged me in every aspect and the fucked up thing is that I don't even get angry at the world. I have utmost sympathy and compassion for people who are suffering like me. An…	/r/TheRedPill	03/04/26 06:04 PM
3	AskTRP Megathread I have tried improving. But every thing has made it 10x worse. I have never felt worse in life.I am lifting. I am eating clean. I am doing yoga and meditation. I am trying to build a business and also study for a job alongside. I have tried to make friends and reconnect with old ones. I asked out two girls in simplest direct way(hi, what are you studying,what's your name,my name is XYZ , you want to go get something to eat(we in a library)),and I know that's a very small amount. But I can't hand…	/r/TheRedPill	03/04/26 05:53 PM
3	AskTRP Megathread TL;DR- I have a boatload of problems and would rather like tools to solve them myself. I am very sensitive and afraid of everything. My mother died when I was 13 after long battle with cancer. Since then I have pretty much been dissociative of reality. I dont understand how things work and there is nobody to help me. My father loves me and I love him but I don't respect him. Everything He told me was wrong.He never had guidance from his father either , my grandfather, who didn't have a father an…	/r/TheRedPill	03/04/26 05:46 PM