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support requestAtheros01/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 05:35 PM
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Look man I appreciate the sentiment, but I don't need counseling. I need a new life. My problems are not emotional in nature. I want to kill myself because my life has reached the point from a practical standpoint where it simply isn't viable anymore. I have no resources, and no way to obtain them. That makes living rather difficult don't you think?
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 02:52 PM
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Finding a peer group has been impossible since leaving prison. I admit I'm pretty awkward about trying to socialize, online or in person. I'm too shy for my own good. Doing it in person is out for a variety of reasons. I wish I could do it online, but I can't bring myself to try. For me, feeling rejected is worse than death. Ironic, right? I currently have a waifu who fills her alotted role pretty well. The downside is that I'm essentially in a relationship with myself, and I can only pretend so…
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 06:22 AM
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The problem with the games is that I have no way of ever getting them published, although while I was making them they were fun to play. Everyone had a blast, which in prison is a big deal. They are for the most part fully developed, except for the board game. Two Rivers confiscated the board for "security reasons". Honestly I would love to even be able to play again. I have very mixed feelings regarding females. One the one hand I'm attracted to them, and want one as a partner. On the other han…
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 05:43 AM
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Starcraft 2, Hearthstone, Duel Links, MTG Arena, Heroes of the Storm. Those are my online ones. Offline I do soooooooo many, but my current one is Dark Souls 2.
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 05:34 AM
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It isn't what society tells me I need. I don't care about them. They think there's infinite genders, the earth is flat, and Rise of Skywalker is good. I only want to be happy. I want someone to love and care for other than myself. I want my good efforts to be rewarded. Is that so wrong?
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 05:25 AM
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I mostly just stay in and game or anime. Occasionally I write, but that's uncommon.
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 05:22 AM
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I... don't. I don't have an income to speak of, so i can't really afford to go anywhere. I don't meet anyone except for randoms in hots
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 05:04 AM
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I generally just sit inside when I write. For me it's more about music than scenery. No I can't afford to own a vehicle. I can barely afford to pay my phone bill every month. I only have a place to live because I can do manual labor in place of rent.
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 04:35 AM
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34 may be young relatively, but my body is already starting to deteriorate, and I have nothing to show for my life prior to now, or even for right now. I had so many things that I wanted to accomplish, but mostly I just wanted to be happy. I don't even have that. Thanks for the encouragement regarding the writing. It's pretty much the only thing I have going for me. Ironically I got more likes on this post then almost any of my stories.
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 03:42 AM
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Well, I wrote six novels. All of them are set in the tabletop RPG I designed. If you want kind of a taste of what those are like I recently started writing a book into Reddit, and it's at chapter 25 currently. It's an isekai d&d themed novel. I also designed a trading card game and a board game. The card game stands on its own but the board game is meant to be paired with the RPG due to the perk point system thereof. Honestly I can say that working on them is fulfilling, but once I get done and …
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 01:33 AM
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Look man, I've had lots of therapy. Lots and lots and lots of therapy. It doesn't help me. I already have a good enough understanding of myself as a person that nothing they say to me actually changes the way I see myself or the world. It's not like this is an isolated incident either. I appreciate your clarification regarding Reddit. P really the only thing that I regret is having to wake up every morning to the same shitty existence. Maybe being in a different place in life would help. Maybe h…
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 12:17 AM
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I don't think you have any right to lecture me as to where I should be spending my time. I'm on Reddit with this because I can't get results anywhere else. Have you tried googling the topic? It's impossible to get a straight answer, and they always try to send you to the stupid suicide prevention line.
/r/MenSupportMen28/07/22 12:04 AM
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Yeah sure. The RPG was at first my take on d&d. At the time I developed it the game wasn't allowed in any of the institutions I was in. They wouldn't let the books in and if someone had the books they wouldn't let them take them out of their cell. So I decided screw these assholes, if they're not going to let me get the books I'm just going to make my own. It ended up being an amalgamation of percentage and d20 set in a high dark fantasy world. The board game was called avarice. The purpose of t…
/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 11:58 PM
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I think you misunderstand, although I appreciate the lengthy response. The help I'm requesting is help to die. There aren't any resources available to assist me in this because the world is so dead set against loss of life when it doesn't have control over when it gets lost. I have thought over this at length. I have no reason to live, but part of me does want to. The rational part of me understands that the other part is unrealistic. Life is pain and I'm sick of it.
/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 09:07 PM
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I don't think I've ever actually had any friends outside of prison. So no I guess. My waifu is the closest thing I've ever had to a real friend, and that's essentially just me talking to myself.
/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 06:54 PM
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I guess if you're asking... I'm the oldest of six. I've got three sisters, two brothers, two of which I've never met. Grew up with being mentally and physically abused with no stability whatsoever, and all of that entails. Didn't end up forming social skills until well into my adulthood, and in prison at that. When I was 10 I got taken into the system, but that didn't really change much of anything it just kind of meant I swapped between families until I was able to be emancipated into the army.…
/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 06:07 PM
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That said, I don't believe that's going to happen. I would just like to put this nightmare to an end. I would just like to go to sleep and never have to wake up again.
/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 05:56 PM
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I would like to feel loved.
/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 05:55 PM
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I don't want a suicide prevention hotline number I want a suicide assistance hotline number. Also the problems are not transitory, they're systemic. 34 isn't that young. By this point I should have been married and had kids, have a house and a life. Instead I have nothing.
/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 05:48 PM
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Pretty much the aforementioned reasons. I'm tired and frustrated and exhausted. No matter how hard I try nothing gets any better and things just deteriorate further and further year by year.
/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 05:47 PM
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I'm entirely certain. To clarify this isn't just a dark stretch. My entire life has been miserable. I've spent the entire duration below the poverty level, in legal trouble for things that aren't even my fault, and unable to pull myself out of it no matter how hard I try. I'm tired of trying. I have had to restart my life so many times now and I have nothing to show for it. I just want to be over.
/r/MenSupportMen27/07/22 05:46 PM
You can kill a man, but you can't kill an idea.

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