How about you find a wife and you both do all the cool stuff together, like playing video games, traveling etc... Finding your soul mate and doing everything together is much better than doing it alone. Don't give up on women just because you had bad experiences. There is a woman out there who suits you perfectly.
I'm so glad I've never had a girlfriend in my life, nor had any dates. I feel free and happy. People might call me a loser for having no experiences with girls, but I truly don't care, I'm happy.
Well, my ex girlfriend loved it. After taking a shower, her butthole was clean, so no problem. She loved anal too, she could get orgasms by that easily. And did you know that your mouth has far more bacteria than your anus?
You should try to win her back! Fight for her, call her, tell her that you love her, buy her chocolate and flowers, give her money... Just kidding, go your own way.
Thanks man, what you say is so true. I can't believe I chased women for all these years, it was all a waste of time. Waste of precious time and energy.