DoctorWeir Archive

Upvotes	Title	Category	Author	Subreddit	Date (UTC)
96	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex	Blue Pill Example	DoctorWeir	/r/TheRedPill	09/11/22 05:08 PM
13	Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?	Blue Pill Example	DoctorWeir	/r/TheRedPill	02/01/23 05:04 PM

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1	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex Thanks for the reply! Yeah there's this grey area with the Red Pill. Even when it's really good, it's not good enough, and you pine yourself with questions, could it be better? Could I get a hotter, younger, sexier girl. But I think despite our process of escaping the matrix, there's a blue pilled boy inside all of us that requires taht oedipus touch, love and comfort. And if you don't get that from your woman, you eventually run rogue and turn into a monster. For me, this girl isn't the first…	/r/TheRedPill	16/05/23 01:25 PM
2	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex Hey bud. Actually she messaged me back in February. We got back together and then she ended it again last week, since she couldn't get over her "pride" of getting with a dude who broke her heart in such a way. Truth be it, I was close to spiralling out again, but I know life goes on, I have access to plenty of other pussy and if life provides, there no saying she won't come clinging back again in the future. Yes, the ass was superb. But sexually, that was about it. Vanilla and declining sexual i…	/r/TheRedPill	16/05/23 09:04 AM
2	Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter? Appreciate your response! I finished the thesis just before December when I started with the workout regime. Officially graduated, even though not in a field that will contribute much use in the future. Thank you! I've found an inner love for words and no longer feel the need to fight against this urge, but rather embrace the inner artist and romantic. I think this is the beginning of something beautiful and I'll be sure to post more.	/r/TheRedPill	02/01/23 10:02 PM
3	Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter? Thank you for the reply! I agree with Blue being the easier of the two to fall behind. I guess a good comparison would be that of delayed(red) and instant(blue) satisfaction. For me, I've mostly found myself lost due to the indecisiveness and failure to understand the big picture at times that mattered most. I wanted a particular girl, found her, won her over and whilst silently whispering she's not yours, it's just your turn, promptly gave her up on the sexual market, thinking there's better de…	/r/TheRedPill	02/01/23 08:49 PM
1	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex I'm looking at it from two perspectives; Either I get over her, or try to get her back. Either way, I need to work on myself. Whichever happens, I'll be a better person at the end. I applied this a week ago and it's been helping me tremendously. Working out, eating healthy, reading, hanging out with friends and setting up a few plates. Sex still feels empty, I think of that which I threw away several times, every day. But that's the thing. One day at a time. Baby steps. Furthermore I feel I have…	/r/TheRedPill	25/11/22 10:33 PM
1	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex It sucks 24/7. I keep trying to reason for why I did it. Rational some kind of excuse but there is none. I want her back, I want that feeling back, I want me back. No clue what to do other than wait and let time do it's thing, whilst holding on to some irrational hope that she would take me back	/r/TheRedPill	11/11/22 11:07 AM
2	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex I disagree, I just lack discipline. An open relationship would kill me, I want a girl to be mine, and only mine. That part of commitment is what's always been the stride to even be in a relationship. Knowing, that at the end of the day, there's someone waiting for me at home.	/r/TheRedPill	10/11/22 06:02 AM
7	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex This one stings but it's truth. I once heard this delusions of grandeur somewhere, and it resonated with me. I always had issues being satisfied with things. As if nothing is ever enough. Ironically the freedom feels entrapping now. I would do anything to go back, to fix it, to turn back time. But even the chance there was od fixing anything is now long gone. Additionally I feel I would never be able to sleep easy knowing I had cheated on her. Wouldn't have the heart to tell her. My pain is in t…	/r/TheRedPill	10/11/22 05:59 AM
2	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex It broke me. I thought there was still something there but she had moved on. Offered to still be friends and that's when any remains of my frame went crumbling down.	/r/TheRedPill	10/11/22 04:58 AM
2	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex My childhood was great. I would say I have issues with most women these days having childhood trauma and daddy issues left and right. This is why I vetted her family very quickly and realised just how great they are and how well she was brought up. My friendships are solid too. What I suffer from is personal insecurities and mostly subconceously trying to flip the script from red to blue. My family is very traditional, father was never a particularily masculine figure and I think it's starting t…	/r/TheRedPill	09/11/22 09:20 PM
5	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex If she left me, it would be easier to process. You get it from the horses mouth and that's it. Having it been me to make the call, without too much consideration, thinking or elaborating. That's what boggles me. I pulled the nuclear option. I almost acted like a woman when she's out of ways to convey the power back into her posession. I was so arrogant even, that in the next few weeks, when talking to friends or coworkers, I jokingly said: "If I wanted to get back with her, I could do it no prob…	/r/TheRedPill	09/11/22 08:45 PM
9	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex That is what it feels like. Alpha widow but reversed roles. I was listening to a lot of Rollo at the time, and kept hearing how the pay-gap influences the majority of divorces. Asuming our position would've stayed more or less the same, I would be destined to function in her frame, or atleast her "story". If she moved to a different country to work, I'd be the one coming along. Couldn't think so far ahead as to decide whether this would be gamebreaking for me, for her, or both. I regret not havi…	/r/TheRedPill	09/11/22 08:36 PM
5	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex I only explicitly felt I could say I loved her after reconnecting with her, after the breakup, after having eaten the cake. Marriage wasn't, and isn't my plan. But a LTR that lasts for more than a year would be nice at this point. I know our turn usually ends, that their love runs out. But I think there was still life left in the relationship. Life left in that comfort zone. But not I'll never know. I'm annoyed with myself for entering the same issue and seemingly repeating the same mistakes wit…	/r/TheRedPill	09/11/22 07:24 PM
4	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex That quote hits hard. I broke up because I felt I couldn't see myself with her indefinitely, despite how good she was. But I can't figure out whether that was my gut feeling, or the fact I haven't figured out my part of the story for the next few years. Would it have been a waste of my potential, happiness and progress to have stuck with it for the rest of my turn? This sense of freedom is also a trap, I feel the more freedom I give myself, the more confused, indecisive and bitter I become. The …	/r/TheRedPill	09/11/22 06:46 PM
1	Spiraling into the Blue Vortex Respect for even reading that far. I find it hard to condense such a story and its information without ignoring the necessary details and/or the pros/cons whilst being as objective as I possibly can. Ironically whilst sitting on the balcony I wrote something similarly lenghty as this, to read to her in the morning. Writing it down always made me feel like one step into the direction of action. But the friend I was contacting told me to just keep it straight and concise in the morning. To not bea…	/r/TheRedPill	09/11/22 05:49 PM