I'm done for m8, il just live my life till I have enough money to make an self sufficient cabin in the woods, so I can isolate myself for good, if no one wants me I don't want anyone either
Thanks for the compliments, but I'm out of that game, il just work my truck till or if I get to retirement and after make my dreams of building a self sufficient cabin in the woods with no need of society true, that's about it for me.
I guess, I m pretty financially independent I work since I was 13 so I already have 10 years work experience 3 of them as a trucker, I don't simp for anyone, and I own my house and car already, I'm just ugly and have given up on finding some one
Thanks man, she lied at first told ne shes 25, and now i found out shes 31 and has a kid so yeah im guessing she wants a cuck to take care of her kid while she fucks around for money, problem is i'm 21 and i'm not ready for that or willing to grow some1elses kid.
Not going for housewife ,but she just makes .e feel loved , loved allot, i just feel not dead inside when with her , sooo it's really confused and ik it's her job but why give me free runs? Its confusing.
I work full time truck driver sonetimes 13-15hours shufts i lofe my work, i love driving and thats why im getting a new car to start travellinf around europe in the weekends maybe that will make me happy
Well cars(big rigs trucks )always loved them since i was a kid,and tge girl idk she's just caring and sweet and we get along great we went on some dates after 2-3 paid fun but then we shared our stories and well idk it's just my dumb mind confusing things i think.
I had a gf that cheated on me alot i kept telling myeslf it was my fault man,i was so stupid i broke it off then i started with the hookers 6 years no gf, and yeah ik what you mean
This last chick i fucked her name is sasha, best escort i ever had ,we played for like 2-3 months ,i think i was starting to fall in love with her , shed usually share her life id share mine i was really happy for a while, but now i said i dont wanna see her anymore and i cut it off ,sadly i think ive fallen in love with her , last few fucks were free,
My really best friend , knew hime since i was 2 , 5 years ago killed himself , jumped in front of a train from the bushes,poor fucker i bet he waits for me in hell .
My man i love driving hence my job is my hobby , truck driver , i love seeing new things , feeling all that power under my control ,but sometimes i find myself just having really bad toughts and just thinking how much of a looser i am no wife no kids no gf no nothing .
Some explanation needed, i got all i want but i feel sad that i don't have anyone to share it with,and rn i've been having some pretty dark toughts idk i'm just lonley even trough i have friends and i talk to people alot.
And in germany they have to get a checkup once in a while ,but normal girls on the street don't so id be more carefull with random thots than escorts or hookers.
Always do that's how my father raised me with belt and tough love i became the man i am today , at 21 i have a decent income i can sustain and not cry for evry single little thing that happens to me.
And btw selfhate is the best way to improve yourself it gives you power to better yourself until you can love yourself ,how i am now i could never do that because i'm an ugly fat fuck and want to loose weight .
Yes i do hate myself but i don't smoke everyday of my life i use it rarley so do i with alcohool because i don't see drugs as a way to escape reality i see them as fun little toys if used with head and moderation.
I have not smoked for 4 months and liquour i drink rarley but i got into sone money and said why not treat myself ty. For the support man i'm not a junkie or an alcoholic i just have fun once in a while.
Thanks for the advice but it's all planed now and i usually can't bond with people , so idk what love feels like ,i just want to empty my nuts and have fun
I'm 21yo man live alone ik how to cook/clean and my mom never taught me ,but my dad said they are usefull skills in life so i learned them and now i'm happy i can live by myself no problem.
But at 16 i was 80kg i should have went to the doctor sooner ,at 20 i was 135 ,now im 120 and tryng for a 95kg not doing it to look good for someone i'm doing it for my health
Thanks all for the support ,atm i'm in germany all alone ,far alone from my dad who supports and loves me your words remind me of him thank you all very much.
Well for my i have bad genes thyroid problems run in both my parents have it 2 started treatment with diet and work ,worked until now but now i stopped loosing weight and i just hover at 120kg idk why ,my ideal is 95 i'm 1.86m tall so 95 would be ok for me.
Hello there i'm a recent mgtow member 21 m , i got my views on women in general from my ex girfriends ,from my sisters and even my mother . And i got to the conclusiin they all are crazy for example my 2nd gf when i was 16 cheated on me witb evry possible moving thing in this world . My 3rd used me as a piggy bank so at 17 i gave up on trusting woman or even caring about them . No i'm not an incel i usually use escorts when i feel the urge 2 . Imho they are the only honest women left on this ear…
Man i matured early when i was 12 i had to get a job to support my parents , i'm from romania and my dad is an alcoholic so i had to support them ,then at 15 i fell in "love" with a fucking whore in 2 months she cheated on me used like half my money and left me really sad for a few months .
Man i never had a gf for more than 2 months and since 16 i started going to whores it's easyer cheaper and better , love does not exit imho ,i got used in those 2 months to get her money and shit so i quit that bitch and since then i'm gf free ,i fuck 2-3 times a month and i'm happy.
