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I am thinking of it after going out sober tonight. I realized that I can socialize better without booze and I tricked myself into thinking that I need it, literally risking my life and ruining my health / hard gym work from consuming it and it really didn’t even help me much
/r/askTRP28/04/21 06:17 AM
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Yeah it definitely feels nice starting from scratch as many times as I need rather than waiting a few months for a new social circle opportunity. It’s like the most intense way to improve social skills. I’m definitely in an uncomfortable period with sober solo night game. Only did 2 approach’s and they were weak / awkward but it feels good as hell to do them rather than sit back and be passive. For me, that’s enough to get my mood up but operating on a low mood is hard to get those approaches in…
/r/askTRP28/04/21 06:05 AM
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Sounds good. Yeah, pre COVID I was somewhat decent, it might have been why I got the job bc I was going out solo a lot and was constantly socializing (despite going coming out of a tough 2 years which caused me to isolate) so when the opportunity came, I seized it. Then COVID hit and I got sent into rehab and was isolating again a lot and my anxiety has heightened. I got a new job recently but it still hasn’t done much for some odd reason - maybe because I’m off drugs now has something to do wit…
/r/askTRP28/04/21 05:31 AM
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I have but honestly haven’t had much success, only minimal stuff and I do see how they overlap but idk why the anxiety is just so bad. Probably need to start doing sober bar/club game 3-4x a week if you read my other post from earlier today you see where I’m at
/r/askTRP28/04/21 05:09 AM
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What u mean? That’s kinda just how I am idk if my brain is fucked or something lol
/r/askTRP28/04/21 05:01 AM
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Yeah it’s def an exposure thing if I can be fine in interviews, class, other social situations but basically freeze up in these business professional setting. I get super scared I’m gonna say the wrong thing or give off the wrong impression and get fired. And the way it’s going it seems if I keep it up it’ll become a self fulfilling prophecy
/r/askTRP28/04/21 04:21 AM
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A mix of both, I’m not super socially confident these days like I used to be but can socialize just fine when my mind isn’t blocking me. It’s a mix of being in a brand new social situation / not being super confident and having no experience whatsoever
/r/askTRP28/04/21 04:19 AM
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I did precovid was making good progress, now toastmasters is all virtual in my area and COVID honestly slowed down my progress with social skill building by a lot I do a lot of meditation, therapy, etc and nothing works 😔
/r/askTRP28/04/21 03:39 AM
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I’ve read it a few times a while ago. Am I missing something from it? Why you think I’m about to get fired
/r/askTRP28/04/21 03:36 AM
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Yeah roosh has a very different personality, can easily tell he has issues which made him overcompensate with insanely good game. I’ll def give Todd a look if he can add some EQ to pickup.
/r/askTRP28/04/21 02:51 AM
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Why is going out sober something to cover up so hard?
/r/askTRP28/04/21 02:46 AM
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I’ll look into it. I’m reading bang by roosh and applying is concepts with good progress. Landed a make out the other night from his openers and a few of his one liners/conversation advice but was also pretty drunk. Gonna finish the book then look into Todd v since I heard him recommended so much. Don’t want to overwhelm myself with too much info as well
/r/askTRP28/04/21 02:44 AM
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That’s what I might have to do then. Probably gotta admit I’ll be shitty the first few months rather than convince myself with alcohol I’m a chad but run drunk shitty game lol
/r/askTRP28/04/21 02:40 AM
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What type of shrooms then? I take lions mane daily too lol
/r/askTRP28/04/21 02:36 AM
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Honestly picking up women during the day is hard as hell unless you’re a hyper chad in certain environments. It’s why I want to slowly learn sober night game
/r/askTRP28/04/21 02:36 AM
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Yeah I was in rehab and am doing intense therapy for previous substance issues, in recovering but it seems to do worse for my self esteem since it just shows all my demons to me. I’ve been in environments where I had extreme confidence but still had mental health issues sadly. I’m thinking of just doing game sober and not stress too much if I pussy out a few times and only do one or two approaches in a night. I tend to be too hard on myself
/r/askTRP28/04/21 02:35 AM
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Yeah idk how psyches can help with game, would get me in the wrong mindset. The trips I’ve done have done bad for me long term. So far since it just shows me my emotional baggage’s lol
/r/askTRP28/04/21 02:33 AM
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Cant improve my game much if I’m going out once a week though
/r/askTRP28/04/21 01:36 AM
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Forgot to mention that I’m still in the process of working on my game. It used to be pretty tight but got ruined from social isolation during tough college times. Have also never done sober night game but might try it out since it seems to be the only way to make going out 2-3x a week to work on my game work.
/r/askTRP28/04/21 01:35 AM
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Thanks for reply, 1200mg NAC is part of my daily stack. The problem is that the tipsiness makes me over confident and impulsive which makes me drink more. Also, Is it realistic to get tipsy 2-3x a week and continue building a decent physique ?
/r/askTRP28/04/21 01:23 AM
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It’s a sign you’re a retard for being in an LTR in the first place
/r/askTRP28/04/21 01:22 AM
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At number 3 and 4- I did mma for 2 years and even though I can fight and probably knock most people out, my fighting confidence is super low. I’m aware of what I don’t know so I stay away from fights, would probably takes another 5-6 years before I feel no fighting anxiety. So that’s why I believe you’re 100% correct on number 3 and op might be decent at fighting based off his claim on kickboxing
/r/askTRP28/04/21 01:20 AM
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Was typing a long ass reply basically tearing op a new one but I erased it because this does a better job of sending the message
/r/askTRP28/04/21 01:09 AM
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Yeah you still have a girl to chill with and fuck and share yourself with. I barely have any friends at all. Family blows me off when I’m trying to signal to them I’m not feeling right. All this meanwhile I see everyone with their socially rich lives and it makes me think about how I’ve been a consistent social failure my entire life. Sure I’ve had some successes but I always find a way to sabotage myself to where I’m back to being a loner. Plus it doesn’t help this past week I had the opportuni…
/r/askTRP15/02/21 08:13 AM
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I disagree I mean there’s some truth to that business aspect but when I had a social life a couple years ago, I used to love Valentine’s Day as a day to take a break from my daily struggles and have a girl to do romantic shit / have fun aka wild sex with
/r/askTRP15/02/21 07:49 AM
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Thanks for advice I appreciate it. Honestly speaking my social skills are pretty good. I genuinely love people (hence my extreme frustration from not having a social life), I work at a big four company and have my sales career set up basically for life. I’ve also been a ‘top dog’ in one of my social circles in college and met a ton of interesting / high value people who I still stay in contact with some, the others cut me off when they saw me have one of my year long mental breakdowns, but the o…
/r/askTRP15/02/21 07:43 AM
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At least they’re getting pussy. Literally see people outside my apartment complex having fun and over heard my fine ass neighbor getting dicked down while everyone in my group chats/social media is having fun either w their so/social circle/family. I tried hitting up my sister yesterday and today and she blew me off too
/r/askTRP15/02/21 07:32 AM
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Lmaoo seriously! Sounds like he’s just trying to feel in control rather than give out actual value and help out w some decent advice
/r/askTRP15/02/21 07:29 AM
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I didn’t really care. Haven’t seen her for months and she still texts me non stop and flakes on me when I make plans w her
/r/askTRP15/02/21 07:22 AM
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Lol to a certain extent dude. Clearly you don’t understand what I’m trying to say, maybe I’m not being clear or you didn’t read the post. I’ve been putting consistent and hard effort the past 6 years and been taking a shit ton of action daily and owning my shit. I’ve found success in a lot of areas in my life but the social aspect is still a huge failure for me. And guess what? Socializing is a pretty important human need, and literally everyone around me achieves it effortlessly so I’m honestly…
/r/askTRP15/02/21 07:16 AM
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Either a lie or your girls are an exception. I got so many girls when I was an egotistical a-hole as well as my friends. Pretty much the only time in my life I had a new girl every week was when I was an egotistical selfish a-hole. Don’t get me wrong though i really don’t think it’s healthy and I’m trying to get better. But an ego is not an excuse to be on a dry spell.
/r/seduction15/02/21 07:13 AM
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I disagree. Some girls love a guy w an ego but op seems to have a healthy ego if he’s here posting ready to introspect and improve, and he took your comment v well.
/r/seduction15/02/21 07:06 AM
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That’s how some of the highest smv people I know are like. One of my close friends from college was a solid 9 with unstoppable frame/personality and would fuck literally any girl he wanted when we went out to bars. But his 10 year Ltr he ended out marrying was a 5/10 troll with an attitude. He swore it was because of their strong emotional connection/ chemistry and compatibility
/r/askTRP15/02/21 07:03 AM
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I’m in sales and crushing it. Super easy but long hours
/r/askTRP15/02/21 07:00 AM
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It’s worked fine for me in the past but idk what works anymore since I’m officially a socially inept loser these days
/r/askTRP15/02/21 06:52 AM
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Fk off
/r/askTRP15/02/21 06:48 AM
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This. I’ve told girls who found me attractive how bad I wanna fuck them and i would spend all night destroying their pussy and they loved it. Whereas a girl who isn’t into me I’ve told her I like her smile and she was like wtf is wrong w me
/r/askTRP15/02/21 06:42 AM
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Lol the truest alpha I ever knew still had beta traits. Everyone’s human. Look at Donald Trump too. 4-5 years ago he seemed like an unstoppable alpha then he started having frame breaks and emotional outbursts. Last I heard about him he was handing out cash to people who still support him. Clearly beta behavior but doesnt mean he’s a beta at all imo
/r/askTRP15/02/21 06:41 AM
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I jerked it and did some anger release and now I’m just depressed and thinking about my miserable life. Not even a joke anymore
/r/askTRP15/02/21 06:24 AM
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I tasted some of the cum dripping and it was salty
/r/askTRP15/02/21 05:12 AM
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She ended out not responding and I just finished jacking off so fucking hard my cock is still out and dripping lmao I was screaming like a mad man my neighbors prob called the cops on me I fucking love being on a test cycle
/r/askTRP15/02/21 05:08 AM
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She’s not in a club. Should I say “only way I’d be able to is if you squeeze your boobs”
/r/askTRP15/02/21 03:26 AM
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She said ‘lol shut up’ what next
/r/askTRP15/02/21 03:25 AM
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She texted ‘lol shut up’ what next
/r/askTRP15/02/21 03:23 AM
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Thx bro I’ll keep u all updated I just texted her to come over and show how much she hates me. I thought she was done w me cause she hasn’t responded in a long time but then just looked and it’s only been 3 minutes and I usually take 2-3 hrs to respond lol feels like so long I just want to titty fuck her at least
/r/askTRP15/02/21 03:10 AM
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She’s not really direct like that (at least with me). May be I can be direct and say “come over for some wine and show me how much you hate me” And my ego isn’t big enough to convince myself I can do better stuff w my time. Especially since I have been for a few years now monk moding and achieving success and now I’m just really fucking Horny and honestly probably desperate at this point
/r/askTRP15/02/21 02:44 AM
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Finding the right guidance. Someone who is willing to help me find my flaws and turn them into strengths rather than someone who will exploit them or lead me down the wrong path. Kinda more self development in general but frame is obv a huge part of it Also agree with the guy who said prize mentality for frame. Even when I’m in my times filled with negative emotions like now, I remember what I’m doing and pushing through will put me in the top 5%, so I’m able to stay more stable and maintain non…
/r/askTRP12/02/21 02:09 AM
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Agreed. Apparently we only retain 10% of what we read so another 9 wouldn’t hurt
/r/askTRP12/02/21 02:05 AM
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Dude you are the winner of 1 out of a trillion + sperm. You are an alpha and were born knowing you are an alpha, until life happened. it’s just a journey of realizing this again
/r/askTRP12/02/21 01:52 AM
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I agree with finding your purpose, how it came for me was just being open to new experiences as well as taking the time to introspect and process things, then your purpose naturally becomes discovered However, this has not brought me validation. True self love is unconditional and for me it involves making sense of the past properly
/r/askTRP12/02/21 01:47 AM
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Agreed on the high overthink. I did try continuing but I didn’t crack a joke. The kissing was so bad that I got super shameful. Literally going to practice my kissing on my sexy mouth fleshlight the rest of the week
/r/askTRP11/02/21 10:22 PM
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This is a lackluster response on your side
/r/askTRP11/02/21 05:19 PM
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Thanks, that’s what I’m learning more from experience. Seems like I don’t have to make every move perfect like the internet had me believing
/r/askTRP11/02/21 04:27 PM
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Nah I can handle it 70% fine, 30% I’m still trying to learn / interpret properly. It enhances the experience too of being able to open up emotionally but there are def better ways
/r/askTRP11/02/21 04:26 PM
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Yeah I think so, making it an inside joke/challenge for us to have a better kiss would be perfect. Denial and pretending it didn’t happen is dumb and undermining her intelligence too so I’m not going with that, would rather try to not take it too bad and have fun w it
/r/askTRP11/02/21 02:53 PM
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Sounds good thanks. I love smoking weed when it’s w a girl i know/am comfortable with. Opens me up more emotionally and sex feels amazing on it. I’m already trying to set up another date rn for probably this Sunday
/r/askTRP11/02/21 02:52 PM
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Thanks!
/r/askTRP11/02/21 02:25 PM
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Sweet ty hehe
/r/askTRP11/02/21 02:12 PM
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Damn what happened? That would definitely seal the deal w smoking for me too
/r/askTRP11/02/21 02:11 PM
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Maybe, I’m supposedly a pathological liar tbh so I’m trying to get better about what I lie about and don’t lie. I feel like this isn’t something to lie about
/r/askTRP11/02/21 02:08 PM
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For sure, I actually have a super strong frame when I’m drinking since it makes me forget about my sober problems lol so I’ll prob just stick to some wine next time. I love smoking besides the anxiety and lack of emotional control it gives. If it’s with a girl who I know it’s amazing smoking a j and fucking her brains out
/r/askTRP11/02/21 02:03 PM
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Idk I see people doing this all the time and it makes them look ingenuine and insecure. I think acknowledging it but saying it was no big deal would be better
/r/askTRP11/02/21 02:01 PM
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You think I should pretend like that? I feel like she’ll know and it would make me look insecure
/r/askTRP11/02/21 01:52 PM
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Thank, yeah she’s super chill. So far I’ve just pretending like it didn’t happen and telling her I had fun / slowly setting another date
/r/askTRP11/02/21 01:52 PM
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Sounds good! Yeah I have trouble relaxing unfortunately tbh I’m just now coming out of monk mode for 2 years
/r/askTRP11/02/21 01:51 PM
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“I’m not attacking you little bitch” lmao I wonder who is the delusional one here
/r/askTRP17/01/21 08:50 PM
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Definitely made that up? You realize there are other male self improvement communities outside of this forum
/r/askTRP17/01/21 07:08 PM
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Idk what the whole situation is but my experience says the best thing would be to focus on yourself and let everyone from that group come to you. Sounds like if you do any pursuing, your value w the group is too low to the point where it will come off as needy. And I wouldn’t go back either until you’re more emotionally grounded w how u feel about the group too
/r/askTRP05/01/21 05:30 AM
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Yeah keep saying that dude. He is an alpha if you’re in his social circle and he ostracized you from it, even if he displayed some behavior that shows he has some issues. Take what you can from this situation to learn from it instead of trying to make yourself feel better by explaining and rationalizing away
/r/askTRP05/01/21 05:14 AM
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Yeah the guy is a clearly not right in the head for picking on the retard but honestly it’s not the smartest thing to try to take on/attack the alphas of a group. It’s completely normal for them to ostracize you for that but doesn’t mean your autistic. Plenty of guys make this mistake when they’re young
/r/askTRP05/01/21 04:31 AM
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