You are more than beautiful. Just don't think of yourself otherwise, and never listen to insecure people, they have nothing to talk about but insecurities.
Cannot accept it, would not accept it! If one cannot show commitment in a relationship then one should not get into a relationship. Open relationship or polygamy shows that a person is not happy or satisfied with the partner and if thats the case, then whats the reason to stay together!
"I am a wonderful woman, if a person cannot see that......." = 'I know all the sex positions but for you to know that you'll have to take me out on a dinner, pay for it, take care of my children (if any), will have to agree to open relationship and maybe then later on you can watch me fuck somebody and know how wonderful i am'.
The other side of the story in your words would be that men with average income do not deserve a beautiful and successful woman and i quote, "grind my ass for another 2 years to get that MBA all so I can land up a decent man.". Theres some gender discrimination and general contradiction to your own post.
I remember what someone once said, 'when u internalize oppression, the first thing u do is that u hate yourself and as time goes by u start hating people around u and in the end u start hating everyone else'. Now i know that i cannot relate to u or understand ur situation but i hope and wish that things get better for u! And yes there is so much negativity in the environment but u should try to be kind and humble to people; and i know this for a fact that sincerity, respect and humility can chan…
