Yes well spoken it makes sense I agree. but there is also one thing that I didnt write about... 7 months ago I told her that I like her. She told me that she just broke up with her boyfriend( that was true) and wasnt ready for serious relationship. Then 2 months later we started to communicate again she often came over to my house showing interest in me and hinting about relationship. But at that time I already didnt care so I didnt make any move... 4 months later she still talks to me but says …
I just want to get it off my chest. I will simply tell her that I have feeling for have that I find her atractive and I cant see her as my friend. Thats it. Is it wierd?
Yea this is what I am going to do tommorow. The problem is she went out with me many times but all those times, I acted like I didnt like her much and we just talked about everything, but we dont have any special memories, intimacy. But now i feel i regret that i acted like that, I feel like I can do more. Maybe I tell her that i regret that I didnt make a move and now I want us to be togather? But I think its too late, probably she will reject, but I will try anyway.