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Makes me laugh.
/r/MarriedRedPill12/01/22 01:20 PM
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OYS 070 220111 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 46 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) Bulk 1338​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 12 39 Not fit 4​ Bench Press Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 264.6 lbs (120 kg) x 3 330.7 lbs (150 kg) x 2 330.7 lbs (150 kg) x 1 132.3 lbs (60 kg) x 3 132.3 lbs (60 kg) x 11 141.1 lbs (64 kg) x 4 110.2 lbs (50 kg) x 12​ Current problems I get into a cycle of apathy with my current relationship whi…
/r/MarriedRedPill11/01/22 01:58 PM
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It's not even chad me that is the issue. I lived the sex life I wanted in my 20's, I know what's possible with woman (women)... I just blew it with the mother of my children because of a pile of dumb ass decisions I made over 12 years. When I look at it from an incremental project plan, it's a step by step process that takes time. If the project works out I will be way happier, she will be way happier. It is all win-win because the process will sort things out. The issue is this, if she says a h…
/r/MarriedRedPill06/01/22 03:07 PM
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Nah... I love music. I really fucked myself by putting it on the shelf.
/r/MarriedRedPill05/01/22 05:33 AM
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OYS 069 220104 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 46 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198.9 lbs (90.2 kg) Bulk 1330​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 12 39 Not fit 4​ Details Bench Press Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) Current 264.6 lbs (120 kg) x 3 330.7 lbs (150 kg) x 2 330.7 lbs (150 kg) x 1 132.3 lbs (60 kg) x 3 132.3 lbs (60 kg) x 11 141.1 lbs (64 kg) x 4 110.2 lbs (50 kg) x 12​ Update My last OYS was December 12, 2019. I quit drinking De…
/r/MarriedRedPill04/01/22 02:31 PM
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OYS 068 191210 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 186 lbs (84.4 kg) Bulk 603​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Fit 4​ Physical and Health I am not posting my weight or lifting this week. I have my weight and strength in control with regular gains. Any massive gains are now contingent on my overall mission, discussed below. I quit drinking socially in mid December. I might drink on special occasions, but as far as I am concerned, till I get my miss…
/r/MarriedRedPill07/01/20 03:37 PM
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Table Converter: http://tableit.net/ Post Previewer https://www.reddit.com/r/PostPreview/ OYS 067 191203 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 186 lbs (84.4 kg) Bulk 569​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Fit 4​ Details Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) Currnet 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 5 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 5 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 4 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 15 140 lbs (63.5 kg) x 5 …
/r/MarriedRedPill03/12/19 07:09 PM
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Your original comment did motivate. The troll comment was a left jab at your power body blow.
/r/MarriedRedPill19/11/19 06:07 PM
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OYS 066 191119 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 184 lbs (83.5 kg) Bulk 555​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 5 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 5 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 4 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 15 140 lbs (63.5 kg) x 5 110 lbs (49.9 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Researching the next phas…
/r/MarriedRedPill19/11/19 03:57 PM
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I am here to think out loud and find a gem in corrections when I require them. I have no other means of correction.
/r/MarriedRedPill15/11/19 05:17 PM
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OYS 065 191112 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 186 lbs (84.4 kg) Bulk 548​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 3 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 4 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 11 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 105 lbs (47.6 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ The only way I can lift h…
/r/MarriedRedPill12/11/19 04:45 PM
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OYS 064 191105 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 186 lbs (84.4 kg) Bulk 541​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 3 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 4 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 11 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 105 lbs (47.6 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ I have no time to…
/r/MarriedRedPill05/11/19 03:58 PM
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OYS 063 191015 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 188 lbs (85.3 kg) Bulk 520​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 3 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 4 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 11 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 105 lbs (47.6 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ I have been makin…
/r/MarriedRedPill15/10/19 05:53 PM
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Stripping away the bullshit has taken me just a little bit of time.
/r/MarriedRedPill08/10/19 05:45 PM
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I like the order. I can do that.
/r/MarriedRedPill08/10/19 05:45 PM
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OYS 062 191008 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 187 lbs (84.8 kg) Bulk 513​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 3 275 lbs (124.7 kg) x 4 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 11 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 105 lbs (47.6 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ I worked out with…
/r/MarriedRedPill08/10/19 05:37 PM
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You are right. It will take me a while to fully forgive myself. I have a better grasp of what I really need to do after my little typing outburst. Perhaps I need more of those.
/r/MarriedRedPill03/10/19 10:58 PM
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I do not need meds. I need decisions. Pre-RP no decision I made worked. Post-RP... I have all the decisions in the world. I like the analogy of /u/Slim-Pickins , but instead of sticking with it, I will say what the issue really is. In my BP days I signed onto a relationship to do the right thing. I didn't love her then, and I don't love her now. I can make this relationship way better than it currently is, or I could end it, because the situation is completely up to me... and it always has been.…
/r/MarriedRedPill03/10/19 03:01 PM
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I could give a BBC gang bang long list of reasons why I stay. What matters is that the whole fucking thing is up to me... and I find it lacking.
/r/MarriedRedPill02/10/19 08:55 PM
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Fuck... here comes the fuck shit... so fuck you fuckk. I fucking hate my life with the mother of my children. I fucking knocked her up a days before I was going to dump her fucking ass because the sex fucking sucked and she was a fucking bitch. Shit was supposed to be better when I "commited"... it wasn't it was fucking shit. She was a cunt, and I had lost all fucking control. Every fucking time she got pregnant it was a fucking joke. I love my kids... I love them, I really do... I fucking hate …
/r/MarriedRedPill02/10/19 06:02 PM
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There are things I like, there are things I have accepted, and there is the negative self-talk that still exists. My instant reaction is to say "Yes, I do like myself". If I were to be critical, I would say "No". The indecision is telling and I don't know where to go with it.
/r/MarriedRedPill01/10/19 07:23 PM
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OYS 061 191001 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 188 lbs (85.3 kg) Bulk 506​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 245 lbs (111.1 kg) x 10 245 lbs (111.1 kg) x 6 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 11 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 105 lbs (47.6 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ I have hit a pla…
/r/MarriedRedPill01/10/19 03:41 PM
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Perhaps it is the Red Pill Epiphany phase. Realization that pussy grows on trees.
/r/MarriedRedPill27/09/19 04:43 AM
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!!
/r/MarriedRedPill27/09/19 04:36 AM
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OYS 060 190924 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 188 lbs (85.3 kg) Bulk 498​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 225 lbs (102.1 kg) x 10 225 lbs (102.1 kg) x 6 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 11 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 105 lbs (47.6 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Been off deadlif…
/r/MarriedRedPill24/09/19 01:23 PM
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OYS 059 190917 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 188 lbs (85.3 kg) Bulk 491​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 225 lbs (102.1 kg) x 8 225 lbs (102.1 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 8 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 100 lbs (45.4 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ At a conference th…
/r/MarriedRedPill17/09/19 02:37 PM
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Yes
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/19 06:59 PM
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I will.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/19 05:53 AM
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I think about it this way... she could be anyone's girlfriend / wife... your's... mine. Perhaps "she" is settling for you / me, even in our hard won "RP" awareness, with our upgraded physiques, with our new found frame, with our new found masculinity. Her alpha dent may be so deep we / you may never fill it, and we may never know the extent of how much we can NEVER fill her dent. Tells me three things. Lift Heavy, Chase Excellence, do what I want.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/19 05:52 AM
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OYS 058 190910 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 190 lbs (86.2 kg) Bulk 484​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 225 lbs (102.1 kg) x 8 225 lbs (102.1 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 8 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 100 lbs (45.4 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Deadlifts and squa…
/r/MarriedRedPill10/09/19 02:55 PM
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Looking into multiple angles. Have also considered full body three times a week.
/r/MarriedRedPill03/09/19 09:20 PM
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OYS 057 190903 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 191 lbs (86.6 kg) Bulk 478​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 265 lbs (120.2 kg) x 8 285 lbs (129.3 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 8 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 100 lbs (45.4 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ I am hitting a men…
/r/MarriedRedPill03/09/19 01:39 PM
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I am sympathetic to the mentality of "body positivity" within a gym setting. It takes courage for a fat person to get to the gym, it takes even more dedication to stay. Reality is that women need constant affirmation of their worth and "body positivity" at the gyms sells two angles to them... a low bar of achievement and an affirming group setting, with monthly fees, to achieve that goal.
/r/MarriedRedPill27/08/19 07:56 PM
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OYS 056 190827 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 191 lbs (86.6 kg) Bulk 470​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 265 lbs (120.2 kg) x 8 285 lbs (129.3 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 8 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 100 lbs (45.4 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Strange disagreeme…
/r/MarriedRedPill27/08/19 02:26 PM
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It is up to me, always was.
/r/MarriedRedPill21/08/19 07:25 PM
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While it has gone in waves, I have noticed my thirst for sex has been waning. I have gone from needing it and (almost) never getting it, to getting it, but not needing it. Plan B? Rian Stone has said something about being willing to "Burn it all down". I have not reached that phase yet.
/r/MarriedRedPill21/08/19 07:21 PM
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I don't know You could be right. You could be right.
/r/MarriedRedPill21/08/19 02:58 AM
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OYS 056 190820 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 192 lbs (87.1 kg) Bulk 463​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 5 265 lbs (120.2 kg) x 8 285 lbs (129.3 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 8 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 100 lbs (45.4 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ I was on vacation …
/r/MarriedRedPill20/08/19 03:46 PM
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OYS 055 190806 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 193 lbs (87.5 kg) Bulk 450​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Dead-lift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 210 lbs (95.3 kg) x 3 245 lbs (111.1 kg) x 8 285 lbs (129.3 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 90 lbs (40.8 kg) x 8 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 100 lbs (45.4 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Diet Tracking cal…
/r/MarriedRedPill06/08/19 03:16 PM
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OYS 054 190730 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 193 lbs (87.5 kg) Bulk 443​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbell Row (Single) 200 lbs (90.7 kg) x 6 245 lbs (111.1 kg) x 8 285 lbs (129.3 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 80 lbs (36.3 kg) x 12 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 4 100 lbs (45.4 kg) x 7​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ I am lifting heavie…
/r/MarriedRedPill30/07/19 03:24 PM
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There where impossibilities at the time of course. I could never approach HB6+. I had to wait a few more years till I taught myself PU and really fucked my situation. Even now I have a soft spot in my heart for the slim HB5 nerdy girls I see at the geek game store I have been frequenting with my son. No many of those girls exist but as I was the alpha nerd I had my pick of them. I can see myself going full hardcore with those girls easily. Not even a question. Weird how that is still left over i…
/r/MarriedRedPill24/07/19 04:22 PM
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OYS 053 190723 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 191 lbs (86.6 kg) Bulk 435​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 200 lbs (90.7 kg) x 5 245 lbs (111.1 kg) x 8 285 lbs (129.3 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 80 lbs (36.3 kg) x 12 135 lbs (61.2 kg) x 3 100 lbs (45.4 kg) x 6​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Two things that h…
/r/MarriedRedPill23/07/19 03:35 PM
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I am not being facetious when I say your post ranks up there with "Star Wars Trailer Cry Guy" for me. Star Wars cry guy... made me realize how much I have lost since chasing pussy and caring what other people think. You post makes me realize I have never led as I needed to and that I have still been blaming, and not inspiring. Thank you.
/r/MarriedRedPill19/07/19 06:54 AM
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15 minutes after I posted this OYS I did some journaling and came to the same conclusion as you. There is post from a few days ago I also just read called "Four Year Update". The perspective in the update gave me an angle that I haven't truly considered... that she has also been lied. She is programmed by different people and media in her life, but she does not have a way out like me. I have the advantage of being able to make mistakes and get my ass kicked here by many men. Any "mistakes" she m…
/r/MarriedRedPill17/07/19 06:01 AM
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"Weirdo's" is an apt description of many role play/board gamers.
/r/MarriedRedPill16/07/19 08:28 PM
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OYS 052 190716 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 192 lbs (87.1 kg) Bulk 428​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Dumbbell Row (Single) 200 lbs (90.7 kg) x 5 245 lbs (111.1 kg) x 8 285 lbs (129.3 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 5 80 lbs (36.3 kg) x 12 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 3 100 lbs (45.4 kg) x 6​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Diet Started usin…
/r/MarriedRedPill16/07/19 02:41 PM
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It was given to me after a lapse in judgement.
/r/MarriedRedPill14/07/19 03:46 AM
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I lost 30 lbs in the first three months here at MRP. I have been hovering around 194 lbs since. I gain muscle, I get bulkier, but 194 lbs has been my plateau weight. You are correct, I either count or stop putting it on my OYS.
/r/MarriedRedPill12/07/19 04:46 AM
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Interesting question, it will probably take a more in-depth delving into my old OYS' to put together a complete coherent answer. One answer for sure is that every boundary I have pushed has opened doors with zero negative results. The only push back I ever received from MoMC was the first 8 weeks... understandable as I had gone Rambo then.
/r/MarriedRedPill09/07/19 07:30 PM
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Just went over a few. OYS 004 180703 - Actually asking for sex... a little voice telling me to go back to Blue pill ways because she is now on the same page. OYS 011 180821 - Having regular sex for first time in years, still dealing with worrying about rejection. Speaking up to get my dick sucked. OYS 015 180918 - Worrying that i was simply a better beta... OYS 021 181030 - A realization that none of the women I have ever been with have wanted to be in charge. I have let the be in charge, and lo…
/r/MarriedRedPill09/07/19 05:20 PM
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Burn it down. Build the relationships I want, or end them. I do not love her, but I "like" her enough. She does her jobs in the house, takes care of the kids and prepares most of the food. We have not argued in over a year now because A) I either don't give a fuck what she says B) I get shit done without her or C) I let her have input. Can I build what I want with her? Probably, but the key for me is accepting it will all end if she refuses. Its the burn down point.
/r/MarriedRedPill09/07/19 05:05 PM
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OYS 051 190709 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 44 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 192 lbs (87.1 kg) Bulk 422​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Back Machine 190 lbs (86.2 kg) x 5 245 lbs (111.1 kg) x 5 285 lbs (129.3 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 3 80 lbs (36.3 kg) x 12 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 3 380 lbs (172.4 kg) x 6​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Diet I need to track calo…
/r/MarriedRedPill09/07/19 02:38 PM
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Once I had nothing to escape from (my sexless "marriage", being out of control of my life, etc) alcohol stopped making sense. I do enjoy beer but drunk interferes with my mission.
/r/MarriedRedPill06/07/19 03:20 PM
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Quit Being Angry. Fixed It For You.
/r/MarriedRedPill06/07/19 01:45 PM
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OYS 050 190702 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 192 lbs (87.1 kg) Bulk 415​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumpbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Back Machine 190 lbs (86.2 kg) x 5 225 lbs (102.1 kg) x 5 265 lbs (120.2 kg) x 5 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 3 80 lbs (36.3 kg) x 12 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 3 380 lbs (172.4 kg) x 6​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Diet I see dudes on twitt…
/r/MarriedRedPill02/07/19 03:19 PM
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Will book the appointment. Thanks for the info.
/r/MarriedRedPill28/06/19 07:02 AM
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I will book another appointment to have another test. Are there specific questions I need to ask? First time I just asked for a "Testosterone Level" test, do I need a specific technical phrasing to get what I really need?
/r/MarriedRedPill27/06/19 05:13 AM
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Yes last year about October, doctor said I was in normal range, I would have to search through OYS to get exact number.
/r/MarriedRedPill25/06/19 10:48 PM
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OYS 050 190625 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 192 lbs (87.1 kg) Bulk 408​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumpbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Back Machine 190 lbs (86.2 kg) x 5 185 lbs (83.9 kg) x 5 245 lbs (111.1 kg) x 3 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 3 80 lbs (36.3 kg) x 8 125 lbs (56.7 kg) x 3 380 lbs (172.4 kg) x 6​ Bike (week) Run (week) 68 mi (109.4 km) 7.5 mi (12.1 km)​ Diet Whats all this fasting…
/r/MarriedRedPill25/06/19 02:51 PM
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You are correct. Too much thinking, not enough fucking. Back on track.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/06/19 07:10 PM
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OYS 049 190611 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 192 lbs (87.1 kg) Bulk 394​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Back Machine 190 lbs (86.2 kg) x 3 175 lbs (79.4 kg) x 5 245 lbs (111.1 kg) x 3 115 lbs (52.2 kg) x 4 80 lbs (36.3 kg) x 8 120 lbs (54.4 kg) x 4 380 lbs (172.4 kg) x 5​ Was off squat and deadlifts for months due to back pain. Back at ‘er. Bike (week) Run…
/r/MarriedRedPill11/06/19 02:52 PM
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I am pretty sure that I need it. I had a hardcore sex life with HB5's in my past, I just let it slide with the HB7-HB8s in PU days, and really let it slide with the mother of my children (MOMC). Pre-RP/MRP I had trained myself to last till MOMC had climaxed, about 20-30 minutes (on the once every two months we had sex). In my younger days pre-MOMC days, I could last hours. Now, I don't care. I cum within 3 minutes.
/r/MarriedRedPill05/06/19 06:25 PM
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Perhaps I am chasing ghosts. Perhaps I am idolizing years of my youth. Perhaps the brief dip into BDSM and the intensey fucked my head. Will it make me like her? If she is active and willing... yes... Will I like myself? If she is active and willing... yes... There is something wrong there...
/r/MarriedRedPill05/06/19 07:40 AM
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OYS 048 190604 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 196 lbs (88.9 kg) Bulk 387​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Dumbbell Bench Squat Deadlift Preacher Curl Weight Dips Shoulder Press Back Machine 190 lbs (86.2 kg) x 3 205 lbs (93 kg) x 6 205 lbs (93 kg) x 6 115 lbs (52.2 kg) x 4 70 lbs (31.8 kg) x 10 120 lbs (54.4 kg) x 4 340 lbs (154.2 kg) x 6​ I recently re-started squats and deadlifts after 6 months hiatus due to back pain. Bike (…
/r/MarriedRedPill04/06/19 02:51 PM
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Settling has destroyed two important parts of my life. Burning those wrecks needs to done.
/r/MarriedRedPill30/05/19 06:44 PM
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You have hit on something there. I "allow her to put in little to no effort". This thought is twisting my mind a bit. I will have to journal about it.
/r/MarriedRedPill29/05/19 10:18 PM
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OYS 047 190528 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 196 lbs (88.9 kg) Bulking 380 LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ MRP… I will be truthful.. and take my medicine. I have been mind mapping my first year after taking TRP and my interactions here on MRP. I have done this because of something I have noticed about what I post. As stated in my last OYS, I write out lengthy posts, just to delete them on proofing. I can easily chalk this up t…
/r/MarriedRedPill28/05/19 03:22 PM
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OYS 046 190521 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 194 lbs (88 kg) Bulking 373​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ The Pitfalls of Reframing Year one was has passed with what I can consider a high level of success. It wasn’t perfect of course, but a big win for sure. A continuing problem I have is typing out very long OYS’ just to delete them after I re-read for proofing. The posts I delete are not DEERing as much as they used to be, b…
/r/MarriedRedPill21/05/19 04:25 PM
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My SMV is no longer the problem, probably never was actually. My former problem was settling for sex less than what I was used to. Prior to getting with the mother of my children, I was used to highly sexual kinky relationships with HB5s (lets be honest... 4s). Other than full on orgies, I had partners that did everything. PU turned those HB5's into 7's and then into 8's. This new power to get hotter broads, however, made my thirsty mind put up with frigged HB8 over kinky HB5s. I used to spank t…
/r/MarriedRedPill07/05/19 06:18 PM
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OYS 045 190507 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88 kg) Bulking 359​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Start of Year Two I have spent the past two hours typing and deleting, typing and deleting. This is one big fucking waste of time when I seriously just need to say the following. This past year has been a fucking roller coaster. I am way better off taking the red pill of course, hell, my kids are better off and so is the m…
/r/MarriedRedPill07/05/19 03:43 PM
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Time maximization is the answer.
/r/MarriedRedPill01/05/19 03:02 PM
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OYS 044 190430 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) Bulking 352​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Physical I am concerned about longevity of my current routine. I am all about pushing skills and abilities, but I also want to ensure sustainability. I haven’t reached what I feel I can do, but I am almost certain being a certain size requires a time commitment I currently can’t afford. Hmmmm… that sentence is wrong… it …
/r/MarriedRedPill30/04/19 04:34 PM
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A boost offer is appreciated, but I can not take it (yet). Even following you and other RP men on Twitter could bite me in the ass (for now).
/r/MarriedRedPill24/04/19 05:05 AM
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OYS 043 190423 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) Bulking 345​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Getting Fit 4​ Physical I have been struggling for the past three months in mindset, probably more like the last 20 years. As far as I can tell, I have solved it. First up was why I work out. My mission requires me to push my skill levels in my competency stack. Being physically fit, mentally sharp, and muscularly jacked are added bene…
/r/MarriedRedPill23/04/19 02:21 PM
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OYS 042 190416 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) Bulking 338​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Post preg. 4​ Re-Evaluate I spent this week checking my thought process, checking my ego, evaluation what I do, and seeing if I could piece together my current block. I have been labeled a “dancing monkey” more than once for parts of my OYS posts over the past year. I could simply bullshit and write “Ya.. I am doing this for me and onl…
/r/MarriedRedPill16/04/19 03:09 PM
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OYS 041 190409 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) Bulking 324​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Former HB8 Post preg. 4​ A Step Back After my last OYS I was piloried for being “dancing monkey” after almost a year on MRP. I have been trying to sort that out. Being awesome at what I do has been important to me and requires the “right moves” for awesomeness to occur. Even the term “being awesome” requires a value judgement based…
/r/MarriedRedPill09/04/19 04:38 PM
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It comes and goes in waves. I don't know how to get out of this loop. Its not as bad as it was, but I am stuck again.
/r/MarriedRedPill04/04/19 03:25 AM
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Break through: You are right... I have been fighting your comments for a while... but you are right. I care where I stand in my tribe. I care where I land and who sees. I lift to lead. I feelz to love. I do my mission to smash success. It drives me forward. Call me a monkey, it is who I am, you have helped me see what I have to keep doing.
/r/MarriedRedPill02/04/19 07:57 PM
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No one cares about the work, they just wait at the finish line. I never explicate, unless we start considering muscles jutting from tight shirts explicating. In that case I explicate non stop. Lets investigate the reverse of what you said and see if we can make some sense here... some mental masturbation for myself. If I get fat and have people give me negative responses, is it co-dependence to listen to them? Should I ignore what they say and remain my own center and eat three big Macs? Maybe, …
/r/MarriedRedPill02/04/19 07:50 PM
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I made an edit above while keeping the context of my reply.
/r/MarriedRedPill02/04/19 07:09 PM
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I don't workout in a vacuum. I don't feelz in a vacuum. I don't make money in a vacuum. I see no problem with taking pride in being envied and desired. Unless, I am missing something? Edit: The word "pride" will get me pilloried, perhaps another word, like enjoy or a different phrase. Result, other people noticing my accomplishments is good and part of life. I like the concept of "Paid, Liked or Laid". Anything else would just be masturbation.
/r/MarriedRedPill02/04/19 06:24 PM
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OYS 040 190402 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) Bulking 324​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Common Law 10 37 Former HB8 Post preg. 4​ Physical Other fat Dads I know: “Have you been working out?” “You are huge” “You are getting to be a meathead” Overheard a mother talking to the mother of my children: “He is looking good” Embrace the suck. Goals Bulk Diet Downloaded a calorie tracking app to start counting calories to get to 185lbs. Fuck t…
/r/MarriedRedPill02/04/19 01:32 PM
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OYS 039 190326 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) Bulking 317​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 9 37 Post preg. 4​ Physical Went to a pool with the kids this weekend. Fat dads everywhere. Perhaps one or two other dads obviously working out, but no one as jacked as me. The people who noticed me most,the older boys, probably 10 to 12. They would literally stop and stare. I chalked this up to them starting to be aware of SMV and the fact …
/r/MarriedRedPill26/03/19 12:54 PM
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I understand. I am questioning why I even care anymore.
/r/MarriedRedPill22/03/19 05:42 AM
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Not married. Not divorced. The government says we are "defacto". She says husband. I will use "partner" in polite company, but I don't see no ring on this finger. I use to say "broad", but that's a term of endearment. Beyond not fucking up my children, I don't know why I am with this woman.
/r/MarriedRedPill20/03/19 03:18 AM
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OYS 038 190319 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) Bulking 310​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 9 37 Post preg. 4​ Physical The mother of my children said her friend saw me at the gym on the weekend. Said I was looking good, looking big, she wished her husband would get to the gym. I am aiming to be bigger, but I think the only real way is to get a personal trainer or a work out partner. Biceps have plateaued, shoulders have plateaued,…
/r/MarriedRedPill19/03/19 07:18 PM
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Why aren't you pushing the sex quality? Long reply deleted... the short and only true version is as follows. I don't want to train her, but I have to if I want the sex life I need. If she doesn't do it, I have to find someone else who will. I need to let go of all the junk with her Pre-RP.
/r/MarriedRedPill08/03/19 06:29 PM
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Pre-RP I was angry at myself for being in a "vanilla sex"less relationship I couldn't see how to change. Post-RP, I am angry at myself because I can have all the vanilla sex I don't want. I am even angrier at myself because I have been here before with her. 10 years ago... She could smell the end and consolidated by getting pregnant.
/r/MarriedRedPill08/03/19 03:41 AM
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If I am truly honest, I resent her because as far as I can tell she is incapable of being the slut I need. The hard work is turning a woman I have had vanilla sex with for 10 out of 11 years in to the slut I want. I was in the process early on. She got pregnant, I beta'ed out. The rest is beta history. If I was single tomorrow, I wouldn't settle for anything less. I also would not be surprised if she did all those things in another relationship. To forego the "porn fantasy" comments. I lived tha…
/r/MarriedRedPill07/03/19 09:26 PM
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OYS 037 190226 Missed last two weeks OYS Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) Bulking 296​ LTR Years Age Fitness Children Common Law 9 37 Post preg. 4​ Physical I am strong. I am big. I ache in my forearms and back. I have hit a plateau. I love and hate the gym. Roughly 2 hours door to door, all focus, no delays. I hate missing a day. The gym is a microcosm of focus I need to duplicate in all aspects of my life. It is up to me. It has always been…
/r/MarriedRedPill05/03/19 04:23 PM
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Sounds interesting, will check
/r/MarriedRedPill14/02/19 01:11 AM
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OYS 036 190213 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 197 lbs (89.4 kg) Bulking 276​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Recovering 4​ Physical I have been doing field work for the past two weeks. I have hit the local gym every day except today, the day I packed up to leave. Drop sets have been working like mad for gains. Goals Bulk Diet Diet been off since I have been doing field work mostly because it is so easy to eat food I am not used …
/r/MarriedRedPill13/02/19 08:04 AM
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That post is on point, hilarious, boarder line brilliant. I say boarder line because becoming awesome at something you dislike, say Feminism or Lady Gagas latest fashion seems a waste of time. It reminds me of a PUA technique from years ago of getting into "girl" interests to be able to jibber jab with broads. It works of course. The best approach seems to be to pick the field of battle and glide among the trenches.
/r/MarriedRedPill06/02/19 01:04 AM
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OYS 035 190205 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 196 lbs (88.9 kg) Bulking 268​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Recovering 4​ Physical While I was working out in the AM two weeks ago after my broad had our fourth child, I began talking to a guy as I needed help with some chest reps. He told me that I shouldn’t be doing certain exercises (bar, I should be using only barbells) and start doing drop sets. My first reaction was to brush…
/r/MarriedRedPill05/02/19 04:37 PM
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A slog if I hold onto chasing excellence. A weekly social gathering if I just let it ride.
/r/MarriedRedPill05/02/19 06:25 AM
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First, you could be right about the external validation. Second, my "chase excellence" is in the context of the band. I do find pleasure in achievement and take great pains in learning the most I can. I don't expect perfection, but I do expect performance. However, this is true of myself... but I can't seem to inspire this in others... including my band mates.
/r/MarriedRedPill05/02/19 02:02 AM
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OYS 034 190129 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 192 lbs (87.1 kg) Bulking 260​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Recovering 4​ Physical I look solid, still need to lose fat. I have been questioning whether I should keep bulking. An old mind set about working out is slipping in… “Is this sustainable?:. Goals Bulk Diet I have been aiming to hit 185 lbs {83.9 kg) by March. Not sure how possible this is. If I don’t eat at regular interv…
/r/MarriedRedPill29/01/19 02:40 PM
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I will check it out.
/r/MarriedRedPill23/01/19 09:31 PM
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I will have to explore this further.
/r/MarriedRedPill23/01/19 01:25 AM
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That's an insightful way to frame it. I don't know if it was a thirst high... I know the sexual "fulfillment" of that LTR was the driving force for it's longevity, probably was huge validation to be sure. I remember more sex with that LTR almost 20 years ago than my current LTR. I can write off so many other thirst events with RP awareness. My early hit and miss love life... thirst. My entire PU life... Useful to learn but still thirst. My oneitous with the crazy BDSM chick... mind blowing, pain…
/r/MarriedRedPill23/01/19 12:20 AM
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OYS 032 190122 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 192 lbs (87.1 kg) Bulking 254​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Recovering 4​ Physical I love and hate working out. I look awesome, I ache, I have gone to the doctor more in the past three months than I have in six years. My testosterone is 16.6 ng/dL, from an online search this appears to be good. I embrace the suck of working out, but it sucks. Goals Keep Bulking Diet Back on track …
/r/MarriedRedPill22/01/19 03:38 PM
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OYS 032 190116 A birth and the last of my short OYS’ My second son (fourth child) was born last week. It was a short intense labour and ended with me in tears. With my broad at the hospital for a few days and me alone with my other kids, I was given time to reflect. Pre-RP, I was in a continual loop of self hatred, regret, apathy, bursts of positivity, surges of actions… and then back to the start… back to self hatred and regret. RP/MRP saved my sanity. RP/MRP saved life. RP/MRP has made me phys…
/r/MarriedRedPill17/01/19 05:21 AM
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At the Hospital… Mental point of origin and getting shit owned At the hospital right now, waiting for number 4 to be pushed out. Only a few hours in and no problems, just waiting. I do not speak unless precision is needed. I hold strong my emotions because I am the rock in the room. I have been thinking, had we lived 100 years ago, or lived in a third world country, my broad and my eldest daughter would have died 9 years ago. Yet here we are, in a hospital built in an advanced society, almost 4 …
/r/MarriedRedPill09/01/19 02:20 AM
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I understand what you are saying, your posts are top tier work. I am working on it.
/r/MarriedRedPill02/01/19 05:43 AM
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She understands her division of labor wrt the kids, the house, and anything I am not able to be around on a regular basis as I am the bread winner. She has "control" over that end of things. However, pre-MRP I was a pushover wrt almost everything else, which has been corrected.
/r/MarriedRedPill01/01/19 10:17 PM
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I am fairly certain that no sex for six months is a bad idea now. It was one of the exercises in NMMNG, or it was at least an option for helping nice guys through sex issues... and I have some deep seated sex issues. I went from being in a sexless LTR with my broad, to having sex any time I wanted four weeks in to MRP, to not wanting sex at all 10 weeks later, to attempting an moratorium, to now semi back to sex. Am I all over the board with sex? Yes... Is it confusing? Yes... Am I figuring shit…
/r/MarriedRedPill01/01/19 07:52 PM
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OYS 030 190101 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) Bulking 234​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.9​ It’s all up to me… probably always was I am in week three of “honesty” with my broad, and things have been interesting. The first few months of MRP I deployed “Dread” as a technique for compliance and things were good. I was having sex, she was respecting me more, but something wasn’t right, I wasn’t right…
/r/MarriedRedPill01/01/19 06:43 PM
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You may be correct, but I was using it as a technique as outlined in many posts, and it works. No leaders don't, and I am not at that point... but I will be.
/r/MarriedRedPill27/12/18 06:55 AM
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Good question. I am taking these action now because I am allowing for learning and correction on her part while sorting out my own mind as best I can. Perhaps some persuasion, intent, information, I hope not punishment... but it could be. I know this, no future broad would ever get this level of "honesty", I would simply be out the door, no learning or correction necessary. The results, while only now 12 days in, are night and day compared to my previous deployment of "Dread". Her affection leve…
/r/MarriedRedPill27/12/18 06:47 AM
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Good question. And the answer is simple, if I do this correctly, my life will be amazing. This includes the possibility I dump by broad, or we stay together, or we get a girl friends, or something else. Is there a possibility my approach fails? Yes. But I am no longer covering over my real issues with techniques. The cover failed in my PU days, "Dread" as a technique was heading that way as well... Now it is straight honesty... how quaint. We shall see.
/r/MarriedRedPill27/12/18 05:51 AM
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I tried changing my expectations. I dug deep. And there is no more digging. I am an "Alpha Widower" when it comes to sex from two relationships. One, a 6 year long LTR in my twenties, we did everything short of orgies. Two, my oneitis in early 30's, a broad on the submissive side of a BDSM fetish... that shit fucked my mind. I can set aside the fetish as an adoration... but I know the extent of great sex... and I ain't getting it.
/r/MarriedRedPill27/12/18 05:41 AM
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Perhaps it isn't self-love, perhaps it is self-esteem, what ever it is I haven't had it in the past enough to say "No, I have other things to do". I have rocked the boat. She has gone from begging, to tears, to joy. I have had more sex in three months than in 5 years... and lets be honest... probably 6 years if not 7 at this point... and I am still left feeling empty. I, and as far as I can tell 95% of men in MRP, have used or are using "Dread" as a technique. Don't like the out come of somethin…
/r/MarriedRedPill27/12/18 05:36 AM
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Another great question. I don't believe I am worth my last four(ish) BP hangups in this LTR. Everything I achieved in MRP up until three weeks ago was simply hitting the base line I had with my broad the first few months of our relationship. If she wasn't pregnant, if I was a bit bolder, if I didn't cut my finger nails so short... Excuses... Fear. The plan is to just do it... When? A few weeks... Months maybe.
/r/MarriedRedPill27/12/18 01:11 AM
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A sexless LTR, me putting my foot down once, followed by her getting pregnant, sent me into a nervous break down. I don't know what the fuck I would have done if I hadn't found MRP. Thrown myself further into alcohol... Walked out on my kids... Waited till she dumped my pathetic ass... All the above. Is it shit? Yes. Does it advantage me? Yes. Is this ideal? No. Did I want it this way? No Is it working? Yes. Am I happier? Yes. Is she happier? I would bet what is happening now is better than her …
/r/MarriedRedPill26/12/18 09:43 PM
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Your first concern has been explained in one of my previous OYS', I wont type it out again. My "hurt feelings' was me simply stating the facts. Was I "DEER"ing it... maybe... but it's a tale of what is to come. If I had loved myself from day one, I would never complain about, fear, compromise over, or capitulate to bad behavior from my broad... or any broads I dated or ever meet. It's mind blowing to think about it actually. The power of no and the walk away... without it being a technique like …
/r/MarriedRedPill26/12/18 07:20 PM
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That is a great question. Hmmm... It will be when I say I want X, she says no, and I say OK, and I get up and go do other shit... all without "Dread" as a technique.
/r/MarriedRedPill26/12/18 07:09 PM
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Yes about being a nice guy and hating myself. I am trying not to punish her as much as I am trying to break the last blocks I have. I no longer resent her for choices I made, I no longer resent myself for choices made. The last battle ground is in my head.
/r/MarriedRedPill26/12/18 04:16 PM
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Please show me where I am searching for validation?
/r/MarriedRedPill26/12/18 03:05 PM
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As I stated in my OYS 028, it am actually doing the work outlined in NMMNG with full RP lenses. "Dread" worked, but was leading me down the path of "Child with Dynamite"... Just like PU did 10 + years ago. Sex has been a problem hence the moratorium... It might not be the best choice because I get grumpy without sex, but working out focuses the mind. This is hopefully the last of my unfucking. This is why I have no workout stats, or talk about my job or talk about my missions right now. That shi…
/r/MarriedRedPill26/12/18 02:58 PM
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OYS 029 181226 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) Bulking 227​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.9​ Honesty is an interesting policy and first approach in years Recap: I was using “Dread” for months as a technique to get what I “wanted”. I came to the conclusion that “Dread” as a technique was just as dead end as all my PU skills… I was missing the mark. I restarted the side bar, this time eliminating on…
/r/MarriedRedPill26/12/18 07:13 AM
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I understand. I am working through a few things. Do they boil down to negotiated desire? They might... But I was "Dreading" the situation before and that wasn't solving anything for me... or maybe it was. My frame needs massive work. I have been thinking about going back to just forcing myself to have sex with her 3-4 times a week. She was actually happier, I probably was too. Go with what actually works hey? Missions are working, but are part of the problem. I do not leave the house to do them …
/r/MarriedRedPill22/12/18 12:07 AM
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I have no goggles, not after the past 7 months of MRP... probably not for years. The thirst for mediocre sex that drove me is gone.
/r/MarriedRedPill20/12/18 09:25 PM
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Gave up porn and masturbation 7 months ago with MRP. I have been sorting through my final issues to find the roots of their problems. The sex one is difficult, I find I have a corollary to a woman being an "Alpha Widow"... I am a "Sex Widow". I had two previous relationships that were so sexually intense they are stuck in my mind. One was a 6 year long LTR from my early 20's and we did everything short of orgies. The next was my oneitus who was bottom in a BDSM fetish she introduced me to. While…
/r/MarriedRedPill20/12/18 04:59 PM
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I thought a BJ would be more viceral in context of the common use of "Dread". However it actually emphasises your point even deeper when juxtaposed to any of the other current thorns in my mind. "Leave her and be done with it" is the end game I fear... I have always opted for negotiation and compromise believing I can convince the pussy... This is partly the land of technique, the PU... the Dread. But also partly the land of personal growth and development to experiencing new aspects of life. Bu…
/r/MarriedRedPill20/12/18 02:34 PM
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Actions are a go.
/r/MarriedRedPill20/12/18 01:35 AM
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Before yawning, I tried to make sense by looking through your comments to see if you were worth reading, and by all accounts, its a yes and a no. Yes... because you write long posts with some good information. No... because some of what you wrote above is mind reading and some other stuff write it is obvious you have techniqued the fuck out of dread. I get it. "Dread" works. It has worked for me quite well. This is what I don't ever want to do again. Me: Suck my dick Her: No Me: Ok {Gets up and …
/r/MarriedRedPill19/12/18 09:04 PM
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As far as me talking to her, it is basically outlined in NMMNG with RP awareness. Seeing as this is the first book "sanctioned" on the sidebar, actually following its advice, with RP lenses fully in place of course, I would hope is a necessity. The book can read "couples therapy"-ish of course. This is why I initially avoided completing many of the "Breaking Free Activities" outlined in each chapter. Upon going through the book again after months of RP work, it is way easier to complete "talk to…
/r/MarriedRedPill19/12/18 06:00 PM
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Yawn
/r/MarriedRedPill19/12/18 04:04 PM
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Grant myself permission sounds about right... I am getting there.
/r/MarriedRedPill19/12/18 06:47 AM
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I told her for two major reasons. No more hidden contracts and honesty in a non BP way. What actions can she take? That is up to her, I have not drawn my lines yet. I am consistent in posting my OYS.
/r/MarriedRedPill18/12/18 10:08 PM
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There is no anger in my alleged "FMoFY" as I no longer see this as a battle to be won or lost. It will be as simple as "I am going across the room, you can join me or not". If that is the general understanding of "FMoFY", then so be it. As I said in my post... in the past the lines would have remained hidden contracts. They are no longer hidden, even though I am unable to draw them. Do I know what they are? More or less... am I able to implement them? Not yet. My SMV is high, not perfect but hig…
/r/MarriedRedPill18/12/18 09:55 PM
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OYS 028 181218 Stats: Age Height Weight Fitness Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) Bulking 219​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.9​ Peeling back the Layers I have recently started over on the sidebar with NNMNG first up. This is technically the fourth time through (two readings and two audiobook listening… probably more in all reality), and I am doing something I didn’t do the first time… I am talking to my broad about it. Before you a…
/r/MarriedRedPill18/12/18 02:54 PM
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Just watched a YouTube video about it. Animation about 60s or 70s. The stark and savage differences between the cave and the world... it really is that isn't it? There is such power in ancient stories.
/r/MarriedRedPill12/12/18 03:49 PM
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The shell is being chipped away.
/r/MarriedRedPill12/12/18 03:37 PM
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Added to the list.
/r/MarriedRedPill12/12/18 03:25 PM
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I can still have sex as much as before. I am just not interested any longer. I have never had the intimacy, sex, or relationship have wanted in this LTR... Ever as far as I can tell. To get what I really want I have to become a man I have never been. Fear is holding me back... It has always help me back. Techniques have pushed me through everything else. This is something different. It's why I am starting from scratch again, all the way back to ready NMMNG.
/r/MarriedRedPill12/12/18 02:00 PM
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OYS 027 181211 Stats: Age Height Weight BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) 28 Overweight 212​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.95 Not needed?​ The Blind Spot I have reached six months into my MRP/RP journey. It has been a very interesting adventure with many ups, many downs (which I am currently on) and a very rocky start. I was banned for 10 days a few weeks in when I boasted of attempting to RP my old PU wingma…
/r/MarriedRedPill11/12/18 02:28 PM
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If / when I need my male bits checked out, a dude doctor it will be. My children do have my last name. No hyphen what so ever. At least I wasn't that much of blue pill back then. You are correct, the answer to the marriage question lies somewhere in the middle. I remember years ago (2008 I believe) listening to a relationship coach called "Doc Love". As far as I remember, his advice was comparatively Red Pill at the time and he said, and I have to paraphrase, "Don't date women who's parents are …
/r/MarriedRedPill07/12/18 05:27 PM
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I was searching for an analogy. The "Party" did feel over the top, I wasn't sure. It wasn't meant to be another "technique" to deploy, but something that just IS. I do prefer your angle, there is less pressure to figure out my authentic self than the party self.
/r/MarriedRedPill05/12/18 03:40 AM
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First reply, maybe. I don't need her validation as much, if at all, any longer. The underlining reality is straight forward to me, we are living a half-assed relationship proven by no ties of marriage between us and a litany of other junk. If we didn't have kids I would be gone tomorrow, and so would she... and the kicker, so would/will any other broad I met/meet, because I am not "there" yet. Any anger is directed at myself. She has no idea how to "fix" this situation, if it needs fixing at all…
/r/MarriedRedPill05/12/18 12:18 AM
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OYS 026 181204 Stats: Age Height Weight BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 195 lbs (88.5 kg) 28 Overweight 205​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.9 Must be high​ Physical Went to the doctor about my back strain that happened four weeks ago and has been slowing my workout routine. She gave me a pain killer and a muscle relaxant, and cleared up the strain pretty fast. Makes me drowsy however, but if this regime of meds fixes my back,…
/r/MarriedRedPill04/12/18 02:24 PM
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Selling unused household items is slotted for first Sunday of every month. Will make a small dent.
/r/MarriedRedPill28/11/18 03:32 PM
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Budget set, but eliminating the dept will take a long time with only one income. She make some money from an MLM she is part of, but it only comes to several hundred dollars a month. The problem with the dept was more intense before RP. I was a pussy and only put up minor resistance when she spent money on new shit we could easily get used for half the price, or didn't need at all. Before RP/MPR, there was no way out... just her fucking buying shit and me whimpering a protest. Now, she wouldn't …
/r/MarriedRedPill28/11/18 08:06 AM
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I am treating it as a phase which will be gone in a month or four. I shouldn't say gone, but certainly handled.
/r/MarriedRedPill27/11/18 07:08 PM
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After a lifetime of jerking off to porn, I gave up masturbation with the taking of the RP. I will have to look into "Mindful Masturbation" to ensure it is a path that works for me.
/r/MarriedRedPill27/11/18 06:58 PM
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Will try.
/r/MarriedRedPill27/11/18 06:35 PM
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OYS 025 181127 Stats: Age Height Weight BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 196 lbs (88.9 kg) 28.1 Overweight 197​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.85 Must be high​ Physical Back strain almost gone, but still interfering with lifting to full extent. Bulking is progressing. Will post stats once I can get fully back on weight lifting schedule. Goals Bulk Diet Back on track after falling on my face for a few weeks. Me being disorganiz…
/r/MarriedRedPill27/11/18 02:20 PM
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I say worse, because I never felt good after the peglegs and eyepatches... hell, even some of the models. I will look through u/Persaeus posts to find some wisdom.
/r/MarriedRedPill22/11/18 07:48 AM
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Having RP men read between the lines and cut deep is needed.... Dropping my ego and listening is a necessity.
/r/MarriedRedPill21/11/18 05:12 PM
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Table Converter: http://tableit.net/ Post Previewer https://www.reddit.com/r/PostPreview/ OYS 024 181121 Stats: Age Height Weight BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) 28.4 Overweight 192​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.75 NA for now.​ Physical Back strain is still giving me a bit of problem. I cut back on heavy weights for the past two weeks to recover, and I am using one of those vibrating roller things to sort …
/r/MarriedRedPill21/11/18 02:36 PM
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Thanks for the perspective, it is a huge insight. My old / current programming is something like this, "If broad is sending out IOI's, get laid". This explains so a shit ton of shit... my large notch count... the large number of HB4's in that notch count... all the shitty LTR's I have had with HB7+... the "fear" of "cheating".... the anxiety of knowing I was going to get laid... I have pretty much run my entire life on this. But getting laid was good... but it wasn't... but I was the envy of my …
/r/MarriedRedPill15/11/18 07:06 PM
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I will check form again. I have lowered weight, but also resting. No use being out longer
/r/MarriedRedPill14/11/18 05:01 PM
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Let's say butterflies. It is never debilitating and didn't stop me from closing, but in rock star days I drowned it in alcohol to make up for the lobsided effects of mass social proof and lack of game, while in PU days I used it as a signal for action. If I think about it in context, the anxiety was/is there because I worship/ped pussy. I will change that. Time for entertainment, not (necessarily) pussy.
/r/MarriedRedPill14/11/18 04:23 PM
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My next OYS will be post next gig report. I won't leave the club in fear. I will leave knowing if I can still run band game, or if I am rusty as hell.
/r/MarriedRedPill14/11/18 08:24 AM
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I invest almost all my energy in my other secondary mission. I kept the band going for social reasons. Strangely enough, the other members noticed my declining interest and upped their game. One of the perks of social proof.
/r/MarriedRedPill14/11/18 08:20 AM
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I will elaborate. In my hayday I got laid easily after gigs, so well in fact I would get anxiety in advance knowing what I had to do. I get the feeling everytime I talk to a broad and I know I just have to turn on my PU skills. The fear is getting laid now. I am not prepared to "cheat" in my shitty relationship. Now, I am making a huge assumption my PU skills still work. Next gig this weekend, I will push my skills then.
/r/MarriedRedPill14/11/18 01:41 AM
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First thing. Keep at it son, things will change as long as you keep pressing forward. While you are still in the early stages, I have to say you have some seriously fucked up programming in those words your vomited on the screen, and I am sure others less sympathetic will smash the shit out of you, and rightly so. Second thing. Part of my journey has been to visualize the death of my children. It is an exercise in stoicism and knowing that life needs to be lived in the now (Check out "31 Days to…
/r/MarriedRedPill13/11/18 04:18 PM
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OYS 023 181113 Stats: Age Height Weight BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) 28.4 Overweight 184​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.75 NA for now.​ Physical Making slight gains, but I have been plateauing for the past few weeks. However, I will now have to take some time off weight lifting, probably a week, two to be safe. Shoulder day, middle back didn’t feel right, slight pain from deadlifts last week. Finished fi…
/r/MarriedRedPill13/11/18 02:42 PM
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40 Point Buck Son
/r/MarriedRedPill06/11/18 09:55 PM
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As far as I can tell, post-MRP, "for the children" is probably the only reason to ever butt heads with her ever again. Everything else is easy.
/r/MarriedRedPill06/11/18 07:13 PM
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ROFLCOPTER
/r/MarriedRedPill06/11/18 06:52 PM
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I hope to handle the next safety incident differently.
/r/MarriedRedPill06/11/18 06:52 PM
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You are correct, work life does not equal marriage... that was a mistake I may not make again. As of MRP/PR, I don't logically engage with her any longer. This came up because the safety of my children required it, not what "You know Karen said to me today...." emotional vomit.
/r/MarriedRedPill06/11/18 06:45 PM
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If I "DEER"ed it was because there isn't enough time to type the nuance. I never say "What can we do next time" to her since swallowing the RP, she can figure her own shit out. The week would have cut out Grice's Razor, and been able to find both the proximate and ultimate causes of the situation. the last "women love having their problems fixed"... I get what you are saying. I don't say shit to her any longer about her "Today I couldn't... / I can't seem to get motivate to.... / (place emotiona…
/r/MarriedRedPill06/11/18 06:40 PM
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You can see my comment below to another response. She may need me to be her rock, but I need a person I can trust to be self correcting and able to learn when it comes to the safety of our children. When she finally calmed down after vomiting all of our shitty relationship back at me I found out the following: She had no idea that you don't lean something up against a well on a hardwood floor because it can slip from the bottom, no this was not the reason it fell, but contributed to the problem.…
/r/MarriedRedPill06/11/18 05:44 PM
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If I was at work and one of our field crew was injured, we would have completed an incident report, gone through what went wrong, gone through what prevention we need to implement so there isn't a "next time". No yelling or screaming, no blame, just facts. If my 9 year old daughter did something dangerous, I would go through with her what happened to correct the mistake and ensure that action "A" wasn't just the problem, but maybe action "B" and "C". No yelling or screaming, no blame, just facts…
/r/MarriedRedPill06/11/18 05:18 PM
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OYS 022 181106 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) 17 lbs (7.7 kg) 28.4 Overweight 177​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.75 NA for now.​ Physical Plateauing on biceps, triceps, and shoulders. Will have to change up my routines. Updated Bench Press Deadlift Should Press Curls Bent Row Incline Bench 05/11/2018 195 lbs (88.5 kg) 215 lbs (97.5 kg) 115 lbs (52.2 kg) 115 lbs (52.2 …
/r/MarriedRedPill06/11/18 01:56 PM
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I have been, and still am, too beta. There are blocks I battle and i know why I can't leap over them. I will be there. I also know not to idealize people, and most of the time in public, everyone is on the best behavior.
/r/MarriedRedPill02/11/18 04:32 PM
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OYS 021 181030 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) 17 lbs (7.7 kg) 28.4 Overweight 170​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.75 NA for now.​ Physical Need better form. I find that without a partner to push me on the last few reps, I tend to cheat. Will have to start back to some lighter weight to ensure proper form. My old PU wingman might actually come and lift some heavy shit. …
/r/MarriedRedPill30/10/18 01:27 PM
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Dread, when I started using it, was a "technique" or a "tool" and worked instantly. It work just like just like Push-Pull, Back Turns, Negs, Openers, etc did during my PU days. "Dread" has changed for me. I realized being social, doing my own shit un-apologetically, STFU, or simply owning myself is its own benefit. I understand that what I am doing increases Dread, but I don't do it for the "dread" now, I do it because I feel better about myself. However, with RP coursing through my veins, I kno…
/r/MarriedRedPill24/10/18 04:20 PM
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Food for thought, will continue working on this. Last small break through, treat my broad like I would treat my kids, or at least start there... more fun, more connection, but not let her run my life.
/r/MarriedRedPill24/10/18 04:07 PM
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To answer your first question... it is partly her issues, or at least she said a day later. She said she has fear of doing what it takes to get her life figured out... I get it... She would be more inclined to follow my lead if I had more feeling and emotion in my life. I keep writing in my OYS that I need to get these figured out... and I do try. I have been doing this with my kids. It is easier with them, no baggage. My eldest daughter has gone from refusing to hug me (I thought it was just he…
/r/MarriedRedPill24/10/18 07:41 AM
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SAFE SPACE
/r/MarriedRedPill23/10/18 07:33 PM
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Thanks for reply. Will consider adding the dreaded leg day.
/r/MarriedRedPill23/10/18 06:39 PM
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Will consider. Thanks for input.
/r/MarriedRedPill23/10/18 05:26 PM
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OYS 020 181023 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) 17 lbs (7.7 kg) 28.4 Overweight 163​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.75 Back at it?​ Physical At a trade show last week, but I worked out everyday and twice on the last day. See Diet. Need to start posting stats. Also, when I do post stats, you will see no legs. I don’t do legs because I bike 22 km (13.7 mi) every work day. …
/r/MarriedRedPill23/10/18 03:03 PM
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Food for thought from your wise words. Thank you
/r/MarriedRedPill23/10/18 05:43 AM
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Table Converter: http://tableit.net/ Post Previewer https://www.reddit.com/r/PostPreview/ OYS 019 181016 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 196.5 lbs (89.1 kg) 18.5 lbs (8.4 kg) 28.2 Overweight 155​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.75 Hmmm...​ Physical I am getting bigger than I have ever been, even at what I used to call “Peak Me” at 29. I like bulking. I keep saying this, but haven’t pulled…
/r/MarriedRedPill16/10/18 02:50 PM
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OYS 018 181109 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 196.5 lbs (89.1 kg) 18.5 lbs (8.4 kg) 28.2 Overweight 149​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.5 Probably 4​ Physical Upping my lifting weight consistently, seeing some good gains. I will need personal training for a little while so I can get pointers on what I am doing right and wrong. Goals Weight Goal Goal Date Days left Difference Loss Per We…
/r/MarriedRedPill09/10/18 01:36 PM
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HA! Perhaps. Will have to think about it.
/r/MarriedRedPill03/10/18 05:45 PM
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Downloaded, will test.
/r/MarriedRedPill03/10/18 05:31 PM
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Will find the best app to track caloric intake. I have been successful so far in losing weight because I just cut out all the shit foods. No "atomic sugar bombs", no pointless late night eating, alcohol is down to almost nothing (maybe three beers in two weeks... before MRP it was 6-12 beers a week) I am lifting, using a great app to track, getting routines, and interacting with other users. Muscle increase is certain. Before I was watching weight drop weekly, now its waving. Like I said, I will…
/r/MarriedRedPill03/10/18 04:42 AM
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My broad does have some of her shit together to that level of a Type-A woman, but no where near like the one in the link. Good take aways though.
/r/MarriedRedPill03/10/18 04:38 AM
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I have been unenthusiastic since having several revelations over the past three weeks. I almost didn't do today's OYS, but typed anyway. I make goals and smash them, but I have to contemplate the attack for some time first. Example, the personal trainer, I am still holding onto the thought I can figure it out on my own. I look at blogs, check shared routines in the app I use and I have a pamphlet for personal training, know the prices for my gym, just haven't pulled the trigger. Stretch goals, t…
/r/MarriedRedPill02/10/18 04:04 PM
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Your words speak to me. In fact, I am at a loss for words.
/r/MarriedRedPill02/10/18 03:23 PM
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OYS 017 181001 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 197.5 lbs (89.6 kg) 17.5 lbs (7.9 kg) 28.3 Overweight 142​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.5 ----​ Physical Been doing a basic bulk routine as I have hit a plateau in my gains. I am thinking of getting some personal training to understand how to plan my routine better. Goals Decide after I reached my target weight, 185 lbs (83.9 kg), to cut o…
/r/MarriedRedPill02/10/18 02:25 PM
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Working on it. Some of the filters and masks are deep.
/r/MarriedRedPill30/09/18 05:50 AM
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Possibly a lull, possibly just jumped another brick wall of progress. Was I having fun? It was empowering and I have said in previous OYS, my broad was feeding off of what was happening. It just got to a point where I wasn't sure of the "WHY" I was doing all this. It's still hazy right now. But also only 16 weeks into a change that could take upwards of two to three years.
/r/MarriedRedPill25/09/18 09:29 PM
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Thanks for the reply. All this is a big mishmash in my mind right now. It is like I think I know what I should do, but I am walking through a field of mud with chains dragging me backwards. Has "external validation" always been the problem? It can, it has, it hasn't, it is, it isn't, and will continue to be, and not be a problem... and driver for life. I just found a limit, one of many still to uncover, that has been crushing me, and not pushing me. My head hurts thinking about it. Hanging out w…
/r/MarriedRedPill25/09/18 07:23 PM
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Haven't tested myself yet. I looked at the ap (corrected from apartment) I use and guessed. Will have to get this tracking sorted over the next week or two.
/r/MarriedRedPill25/09/18 03:58 PM
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OYS 016 180925 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 197 lbs (89.4 kg) 18 lbs (8.2 kg) 28.3 Overweight 135 LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.5 See Mental​ Physical Perhaps I am jumping the gun, perhaps not. I was going to decide to cut or bulk when I hit 185 lbs (83.9 kg), but I have decided on a bulk routine. I have been getting pretty big anyway (comparatively), so might as well start now while…
/r/MarriedRedPill25/09/18 01:50 PM
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Lifting since first day of MRP. Don't have stats as I haven't been doing a set routine, this has changed this week. The feelz is the next stage. Thanks for the reply.
/r/MarriedRedPill21/09/18 08:44 PM
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Working on it. Thanks
/r/MarriedRedPill21/09/18 07:58 PM
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I got laid as a teenager, traveled north america and the world in my 20s and 30s, slept on beaches and in strange girls beds, lived in vans and dingy band houses, drank an ocean of booze, smoked a field of cigarettes, cared little for money, even less for a "real" career... and woke up one day as a beta with three kids, a "wife" who tolerated me, crushed by debt in a life where money matters, career a necessity and a vanished mojo. Luckily I didn't make all bad choices. But somewhere in there, t…
/r/MarriedRedPill21/09/18 07:01 PM
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Working on it.
/r/MarriedRedPill21/09/18 06:43 PM
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All take money I currently do not have due to dept. Yes working on dept. I have upped up my game.
/r/MarriedRedPill20/09/18 06:08 PM
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Working on it.
/r/MarriedRedPill18/09/18 08:59 PM
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True, while aim to expand.
/r/MarriedRedPill18/09/18 03:00 PM
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Table Converter: http://tableit.net/ Post Previewer https://www.reddit.com/r/PostPreview/ OYS 015 180918 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 196 lbs (88.9 kg) 19 lbs (8.6 kg) 28.1 Overweight 128​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.5 7​ Physical Still on course for goal weight. I have narrowed down the pros and cons of builking and cutting for me. Bulking, (+) being obviously strong from across t…
/r/MarriedRedPill18/09/18 01:15 PM
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A this point in my progress, it is a bit of column A and a bit of column B. Might change next week... next month.... six months down the road. The replies to my OYS have given me thoughts to chew on.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 09:17 PM
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The issue is that I am not there yet and I still have months to go.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 08:44 PM
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The covert contract is my current MPR progress. I do X and she responds with Y. I work out and look better, talk to other women, STFU, and she responds with dread ques. The result is that I have had more sex, more blow jobs, and she gets more bragging rights to her friends and only has to put out as much as she did when she first consolidated on our relationship. What this tells me is that I have not completely infused RP or MRP, but as I said, 13 weeks in, 16 months to go. Thanks for responding…
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 05:16 PM
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You are right... it's not a repair and it is all on me. It's not even that she needs to "act right", there is no "act right" if I was there. and if I was there I would have no concerns about beta/alpha... it would just be. I can feel the block clearing... but I gotta get back work.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 05:09 PM
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I am not trying to win her over. I am trying to build the relationship under my terms. With the successes I have had so far... I believe I can do it. It just seems a giant chasm between your "wakes me up to fuck" and my current "We are fucking tonight honey" + increased attraction + other junk
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 04:44 PM
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This is the key to why I feel "beta"... what is happening right now still feels obligated. Perhaps this is my perception, perhaps I am caring too much, perhaps I am not there yet (obviously not). But I can say this... my broad currently would never... EVER wake me up to fuck.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 04:31 PM
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Reading through these comments, I think I know what the "beta" I am feeling is. Its the "want" to be here. While there is improvement, it still feels obligated... perhaps that's my perception.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 04:28 PM
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Will consider thanks!
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 04:02 PM
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Thanks for the link, will check it out.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 02:02 PM
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Forgot about the time dependency off commercials! Man alive... TV, a strange throw back to a fading era. On one hand the Alpha/Beat scale is good for measuring, but it can distort the situation. It is still working for me because I can gauge who is in whose frame in the moment, and then decide if my actions are Captain/First Officer or cowering supplicant.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 02:02 PM
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OYS 014 180911 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) 17 lbs (7.7 kg) 28.4 Overweight 121​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.5 8​ Physical Researching bulking routines that don’t take 2 hour gym sessions to complete. Sigh… just not enough time in day. Goals Decide after I reached my target weight, 185 lbs (83.9 kg), to cut or bulk (Probably bulk) Diet Been cheating way too much a…
/r/MarriedRedPill11/09/18 01:22 PM
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Before MRP working out was optional, something I would do only when convenient, which was never for the past 6 years, or stop when I got old. Now, I will lift heavy shit till I can't. Before MRP eating healthy was optional... Extra cake? Sure! 10 beers in one night AND the next? Hell ya! Six pieces of toast dripping in butter? What self respecting fat fuck would say no to that? Now, limiting intake of atomic sugar bombs, controlled portions, gone to (almost) zero alcohol, and eating to maximize …
/r/MarriedRedPill05/09/18 01:23 AM
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OYS 013 180904 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) 17 lbs (7.7 kg) 28.4 Overweight 114​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.5 8​ Physical Getting more aches and pains in places requiring more stretching before, during and after workout. I have been looking at cutting or bulking… holy shit… the time involved to get ripped is fucking nuts. I may have to think about that for a bit.…
/r/MarriedRedPill04/09/18 03:01 PM
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Work in progress.
/r/MarriedRedPill29/08/18 05:00 AM
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Agreed. I will push outside the current box this week.
/r/MarriedRedPill28/08/18 06:43 PM
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There is a lot lost in a simple typed message, I will elaborate. I spent my BP years guessing what mood she was in to slowly (sometimes) get her aroused for our one sex session every 2 months... maybe 3. Was my broad satisfied with this? I have no idea, but I sure as shit wasn't. Enter MRP and I understand fully now why sex was off her menu with a BP beta bitch that I was. Now I build interest during the day, tell her hours in advance we are fucking or I've got other shit to do, and have her suc…
/r/MarriedRedPill28/08/18 06:00 PM
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OYS 012 180828 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 198 lbs (89.8 kg) 17 lbs (7.7 kg) 28.4 Overweight 107​ LTR Years Age SMV Fitness Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 Preg. Fit. 3.5 9​ Physical Will post stats soon, the app I use tracks them, but I need a good way to go from app to here that is seamless. Goals Decide after I reached my target weight, 185 lbs (83.9 kg), to cut or bulk Diet Been cheating big time as I hit 198 lbs (89.8…
/r/MarriedRedPill28/08/18 03:01 PM
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A word game! My turn..... Dude!
/r/MarriedRedPill23/08/18 04:17 PM
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You keep replying, it's as if you find me dangerous or exciting, I'll date you, but only for a couple weeks, see if you're worth my time.
/r/MarriedRedPill23/08/18 04:13 PM
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You're welcome! I like helping people, makes me feel warm and fuzzy.
/r/MarriedRedPill23/08/18 04:08 PM
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There you go! A non-response! You get an A-!
/r/MarriedRedPill23/08/18 04:04 PM
1

For someone who "doesn't deal with weak men", your come backs are terrible. I can school you on some good ones if you like.
/r/MarriedRedPill23/08/18 03:59 PM
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Meh
/r/MarriedRedPill23/08/18 03:56 PM
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"Beta by a Thousand Compromises" is a sound bite / nicety / perhaps even an axiom. Same as "Child with Dynamite", "Alpha Bucks Beta Bucks", "Play to win", "Don't worry be happy", "If you're happy and you know it..." etc. You're gonna let some anonymous group of retards judge you? Not sure where you got this one... odd. Would you still take their words so seriously if you need (sic) all of them were into pegging? If I was new to pegging and looking for pointers on pegging and they had valid point…
/r/MarriedRedPill23/08/18 03:07 PM
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It is extremely rare for my broad to initiate. She has in the past but stopped regularly after I beta'd out years ago. It is my job till I can turn the situation around. Agreed, one "rejection" in eight weeks is nothing, in fact, compared to years in the past, this RP/MRP run is fucking amazing. You are correct, the problem right now is that I am still working through what my needs are. The goal right now has been to work up to 2-3 times a week. In all reality, I have to force myself to do this …
/r/MarriedRedPill23/08/18 07:14 AM
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Keep rocking it mate.
/r/MarriedRedPill21/08/18 07:18 PM
1

OYS 011 180821 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 199 lbs (90.3 kg) 16 lbs (7.3 kg) 28.6 Overweight 100​ LTR Years Age SMV Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 3.5 9​ Physical Been drinking a great pre-workout mixed, not sure if I should mention brands here so I wont. I freaking love it. Massive energy boost, lasts my entire 1.5 hour workout and cardio routine, reasonably priced. I can’t believe how awesome this stuff is. Major gains……
/r/MarriedRedPill21/08/18 02:27 PM
3

Pre-RP I just assumed that I would stop working out. I worked out for 15 years, and stopped... and it was just a natural stop... like "Oh ya... I am done now... meh". But with RP comes the understanding that stopping is not an option... in anything. There is no rest, there is no "when i get to X I am done". Knuckle down forever.
/r/MarriedRedPill15/08/18 04:24 PM
1

OYS 010 180814 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 201 lbs (91.2 kg) 14 lbs (6.4 kg) 28.8 Overweight 93​ LTR Years Age SMV Children Dread Lvl Common Law 9 36 Former HB8 3.5 9​ Physical Aiming and hitting my goal of weight loss and muscle building. I am intimidated by the fact that I have to maintain this working out till I can no longer lift heavy shit. I realized, however, that this intimidation is happening because the last time I worked out …
/r/MarriedRedPill14/08/18 05:05 PM
1

The suck is being embraced, and it will suck more. More sex... check. Fucking gay crying over spilled milk. Wasted fucking energy.
/r/MarriedRedPill10/08/18 05:12 AM
2

OYS 009 180807 Stats: Age|Height|Weight|Loss since RP|BMI|Category|Days since RP| :--|:--|:--|:--|--:|:--|--:| 43|5' 10'' (177.8 cm)|201 lbs (91.2 kg)|14 lbs (6.4 kg)|28.8|Overweight|86​| Physical Still on holidays, running 2.5 miles (4.0km) a day (well… all but 2 of 12 days) and lifting with a single adjustable dumbbell. Went to the beach several times. My broad noticed that other moms where noticing me with my new semi beachbody… needed a few more months to drop to the weight I want to hit. I …
/r/MarriedRedPill07/08/18 02:09 PM
1

My broad is Australian. She is use to men far more "misogynistic" than in NA. I also use the phrase "See You Next Tuesday" all the time, as cunt is a word that my broad grew up with.
/r/MarriedRedPill05/08/18 03:07 PM
1

Agreed
/r/MarriedRedPill05/08/18 02:43 PM
1

RP/MRP is working for me right now. Maybe that will change. One thing for sure. I am at a beach with my new lift-heavy-shit-lost-15lbs-body and my broad has noticed all the other moms checking me out... Not to mention their slub husband's.
/r/MarriedRedPill04/08/18 07:23 PM
1

We can determine which models are more correct through rigorous scientific testing and analysis. "Useful" models, on the other hand, are potentially a different creature all together. Without backing facts models tend towards being based on the feelz. The feelz gone wrong produce superstition at best (Zodiac signs, palm reading, etc) and dogmatic zealotry (I lump all magical invisible sky people here) at worst. Interpersonal models like RP/MRP require feelz, there is no way around this. Is the R…
/r/MarriedRedPill04/08/18 03:01 PM
1

Whats with dames not liking being called broads no more? Picked it up in Australia over 15 years ago, stopped using it for "Partner" two years into LTR, followed by "Wife" after another two years... Even though I don't see no ring on my finger. Since my balls have been growing back with RP I am using the term again. Stop people's in their tracks when I say it... And I don't see no ring on my finger.
/r/MarriedRedPill03/08/18 07:00 PM
1

I would like, however, to read a good critique of RP that offers real alternatives to the solutions RP provides. Maybe there is, maybe there is not, but at this rate RP is a bit of an echo chamber. Granted an echo that is working for me, but... I would like to know.
/r/MarriedRedPill31/07/18 05:13 PM
1

I shake my head often if I read too many blog or Reddit posts from angry guys. I now narrow down my reading to posters or bloggers I trust, and I will stop reading anything that I know spouts pseudoscience nonsense. I am OK with what works, but too much woo and I shut off.
/r/MarriedRedPill31/07/18 04:49 PM
1

OYS 008 180731 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 201 lbs (91.2 kg) 14 lbs (6.4 kg) 28.8 Overweight 79 Physical Been on holidays camping with family so bought a dumbbell set and run every day. Lower back has been hurting requiring longer stretching before workout. Had to change up ab workout to ease up on lower back stress as well. Goals Keep up weights and running every day while on holidays. No way to measure weight, hope i don't pack on too…
/r/MarriedRedPill31/07/18 02:11 PM
1

Picked it up in my years in Australia plus I don't see no ring on this finger. Further, jaws drop when I use it. However, I never use it in "polite" company. If I were to think about what I am "hiding" from, it is that I stop using the term in favor of "partner" two years into my LTR followed by the term "wife" after four even though we are not officially married. It has made a resurgence in my lingo as my balls grew back with RP. If I were digging deep, I really don't see a ring on this finger.…
/r/MarriedRedPill26/07/18 07:27 PM
1

Sex has meant different things to me over the years. Before I discovered PU I needed sex badly, masturbated all the time, and bedded girls on a seemingly haphazard basis. When I discovered PU I needed sex badly, masturbated all the time, and was a push-pull, back turn, 3 negs, well placed keno and a location move away from bedding a broad every weekend. In my LTR I needed sex badly, masturbated all the time, and no matter what I did, had sex as much as I had before PU. Enter RP. With RP, I don't…
/r/MarriedRedPill26/07/18 03:25 PM
1

Work in progress.
/r/MarriedRedPill25/07/18 06:42 AM
1

OYS 007 - 170724 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 201 lbs (91.2 kg) 14 lbs (6.4 kg) 28.8 Overweight 72​ Physical Hit 202 lbs (91.6 kg) this week. Three weeks away from my goal, but I will be going on vacation for two weeks. I have lined up “No Equipment” workouts to push myself to hit my 200 lbs target by August 4th… we shall see. Goals Get down to 200 lbs (90.7 kg) by August 4th without starving myself Get down to 185 lbs (93.9 kg) by 2019.…
/r/MarriedRedPill24/07/18 10:27 PM
1

With RP awareness, the feelz are a reminder how drunk on chemicals our bodies can get.
/r/MarriedRedPill17/07/18 05:52 PM
1

OYS 006 - 180717 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 204 lbs (92.5 kg) 11 lbs (5 kg) 29.3 Overweight 65​ Physical Been working out 4 times a week now. Still making gains, but I have been noticing more aches and pains in my body. Shoulders, chest and back need extra stretching. Goals Get down to 200 lbs (90.7 kg) by August 4th without starving myself Get down to 185 lbs (93.9 kg) by 2019. Diet Losing weight slowly. Searching for nutrition and wo…
/r/MarriedRedPill17/07/18 05:10 PM
1

I am still working on the feelz with her. It is not all severe, but I have gone full throttle into things I am certain I have primary control over. One of the many issues is that I am still wrestling frame from both her and my beta mindset which calls out from it's shallow grave.
/r/MarriedRedPill11/07/18 06:41 AM
1

Well... Let me quality this. There was a board of photos on the wall showing league play, and many of the photos were broads. Many of the pictures were also your typical bearded plaid shirt wearing hipster/rocker, and a few averge Joe Six-packs. I am semi sold on this angle for several reasons. 1) Gets me outta the house 2) Great conversation peice (until it becomes common or goes outta business) 3) Massive dread with some many broads 4) It is pretty fun I had thought of picking up something mor…
/r/MarriedRedPill10/07/18 06:24 PM
1

Work in progress. A bumpy ride, but will level off.
/r/MarriedRedPill10/07/18 05:24 PM
1

OYS 005 180710 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 43 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 205 lbs (93 kg) 10 lbs (4.5 kg) 29.4 Overweight 58​ Physical Still lifting weights 3.4 times a week. I did hit 5 days last week, but that was an anomaly. The Android App I use shows consistent gains each week. When I start leveling off on my current routine I will change it to something more intense. Weight is still dropping, though I don’t think I will hit my goal of 200 lbs (90.7 kg) in the n…
/r/MarriedRedPill10/07/18 04:41 PM
1

OYS 004 180703 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 42 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 208 lbs (94.3 kg) 7 lbs (3.2 kg) 29.8 Overweight 51​ Physical Working out 3-4 times a week. Progress is coming quick because I am able to see what I did in previous sessions on the app I use for workout tracking. I am going to keep my current schedule till I stop making gains and see what the next stage will be. Goals Get down to 200 lbs (90.7 kg) by August 4th without starving myself. Diet Hav…
/r/MarriedRedPill04/07/18 02:29 AM
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Oh... did I hurt your feelings... should I give you a hug, a kiss and glass of milk and send you back to bed?
/r/askMRP28/06/18 05:56 PM
0

Hmmm.... "Red Beret" and can't detect an "agree and amplify" to a shit test... I think "Pink Beret" is more your style. I can help you out with that, now buy me a drink.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 05:53 PM
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Glad you know him personally. I wonder if you can tell me... what do his balls taste like?
/r/askMRP28/06/18 05:50 PM
0

BOOM
/r/askMRP28/06/18 05:46 PM
1

You might be right. I will report back when I find out.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 05:46 PM
-1

WALL.OF.TEARS (hey it's my first savage post!)
/r/askMRP28/06/18 04:04 PM
1

Thanks for your post. I like list at the end, I am incorporating it my notes.
/r/MarriedRedPill28/06/18 02:44 PM
3

You may be right. I will report if it bites me in the ass.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 02:29 PM
2

That rule may be true. I will report if this bites me in the ass.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 02:27 PM
1

I agree. I will report if this bites me in the ass.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 02:26 PM
1

I grew a third arm yesterday son.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 02:26 PM
1

I now have a fighter in my corner... tell me again how this is a bad idea?
/r/askMRP28/06/18 02:25 PM
1

"Unplugging men from the Matrix is a messy business" i will report if it bites me in the ass.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 02:24 PM
2

Fair enough about the strange. I will report if it bites me in the ass.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 02:23 PM
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I tell ya what son, I now have an extra fighter in my corner, tell me again how that's a bad thing?
/r/askMRP28/06/18 01:00 PM
0

We were thinking of fresh pussy like you the entire time son.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 12:56 PM
1

I would like to see what new tech they have developed.
/r/askMRP28/06/18 05:38 AM
1

What if I I could find the blind spot now... You know like accepting hypegamy, or getting into shape.
/r/askMRP26/06/18 09:00 PM
1

OYS 003 180626 Stats: Age Height Weight Loss since RP BMI Category Days since RP 42 5' 10'' (177.8 cm) 209 lbs (94.8 kg) 6 lbs (2.7 kg) 30 Obese 36​ Physical Already bike 22 km (13.67 mi) a day. Hitting the gym 3.4 times a week. Tracking progressing using Jefit app on Android. Goals Down to 200 lbs (90.7 kg) by August long weekend (6th), that’s losing another 9 lbs (4kg). This might be a stretch, but I am doing pretty good right now. Diet Cut out all “Atomic Sugar Bombs” (Ice cream, cake, candy,…
/r/MarriedRedPill26/06/18 02:17 PM
1

Thanks for your response mate!
/r/askMRP26/06/18 07:07 AM
1

Oh look at you! you're so cute when you stetch for a come back. You should give me your phone number.
/r/askMRP26/06/18 02:34 AM
1

Nail ---> Head. Thank you.
/r/askMRP26/06/18 02:23 AM
1

If you're lucky I'll tell you... After you buy me a drink
/r/askMRP26/06/18 02:18 AM
-1

You are basically proving my point. We had no fucking clue at the time we were shooting at "blue pill dreams", because the crisis didn't exist. Getting shit tons of pussy was ALpha as fuck. Yet I read the same bravo from "MRP" "Red Beret"s that was vomitted out of PUAs 10 years ago. RP and MRP is valueable, your kicking our asses is valueable. Keep it up
/r/askMRP26/06/18 02:01 AM
-10

Your inane reply tells me you have not read "The Rational Male". You should.
/r/askMRP26/06/18 01:49 AM
1

Good call.
/r/askMRP20/06/18 08:09 PM
1

Thanks for your comment. First, I don't feelz the need to celebrate, and that's on me. I worked hard, planned my shit, stars aligned, small battle won, war still raging. Second, you are correct, I have been "afraid" of her lack of reaction, or in many cases, her negative reaction to my wins large and small over the years. And this has quite possibly fueled me not getting the feelz to celebrate. You forced me to re-evaluate this. I won a battle. A short reprieve for feelz is in order, then back t…
/r/askMRP20/06/18 05:40 PM
0

You’re avoiding interaction and possible confrontation. You’re not being assertive and worse you’re allowing her possible questions/reactions to dictate your course of action. Late to the game son, that was what my update stated. What was that you were saying about leadership bro? You're cute, you should buy me a drink sometime.
/r/askMRP20/06/18 05:10 PM
0

I am, you should hang out with me sometime.
/r/askMRP20/06/18 05:06 PM
1

Thanks mate. Helps in sorting out.
/r/askMRP20/06/18 04:06 PM
1

If you were my boss I would think you know fuck all about leadership.
/r/askMRP20/06/18 04:04 PM
1

First, thanks for your responses, it gave me time to think and I woke up having a better idea of what to do. I didn’t give enough information. My wife never asks me about my day, ever. Whether she ever did, I don’t remember now. We had counseling a two years ago and one of things I Beta’ed her to start doing was reciprocating when I ask about her day. She said i should just start talking, and fair enough maybe I should, but she never started asking. My Beta sulked. Fast forward two years to now,…
/r/askMRP20/06/18 02:59 PM
1

You are both right. Thanks for the kick in the balls
/r/MarriedRedPill19/06/18 07:04 PM
1

Put back in, with goals. Thanks for kicking my ass
/r/MarriedRedPill19/06/18 06:53 PM
1

Snap
/r/MarriedRedPill19/06/18 06:37 PM
1

Shit... I had three pages in Gdocs, cut out a bunch of stuff, thanks for the reminder... I will delete this garbage
/r/MarriedRedPill19/06/18 05:44 PM
1

OYS 002 180619 (Edit with goals) Stats: 5’ 10’’ (177.8 cm) / 210 lbs (95.3 kg) / 42yo Physical Bike commute to work: 22 km (13.7 mi) five times a week - Rain / Snow / Heat Lifting 3-4 times a week. Downloaded “VGFit” Fitness and Bodybuilding app to track my progress. Goals * Down to 190 lbs by August 15th, a little under two months Diet Cut out “Atomic Sugar Bombs” (Ice cream, cake, chocolate, candy, donuts, anything with no value). This cause a stir at a kids party I went to. Cut down on bread.…
/r/MarriedRedPill19/06/18 04:36 PM
1

OYS 001 - 180614 About 43, common law 12 years 36 SAHM, 3 Children (9,7,5), 1 in the oven Second post, first OYS. I have created an unhappy “marriage” with boring sex and I am trying to straighten shit out. I am the Rollo Tomassi Beta who learned PUA techniques, got the HB8 who capitalized on her SMV, and I promptly dropped the ball. Note: I had posted under a different name, but realized it was too close to my real name. I wouldn't have been able to put a sizable chunk of information into any o…
/r/MarriedRedPill15/06/18 02:22 PM
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