Well as I mentioned, last night I was drunk, depressed, and trying to fight off suicidal urges, and was just trying to throw a Hail Mary shot out(with very very low expectations). Also those women in those hook up subreddits are only looking for chads/chadlites to fuck, not guys like me
You're not anywhere near your final form without losing weight and getting on dating apps But I personally don’t think I’m at a form where it should be this difficult. I know I’m not handsome, but I think I look decent(willing to dm you a pic) It's not that hard to get a fattie woman They.literally.dont.want.me. You guys know I used to go out to bars and clubs almost every weekend. I was around plenty of drunk uglies and fatties, and they grinded on other dudes except me. It’s not easy for me to…
don't do it bro you can still escortmaxx I’m going to do a lot of thinking tonight. If I end up not…ending it, I’m going to escortmaxx. if u are gonna actually do it then walk into a hospital and tell them. So they can throw me in the looney bin, take away my freedom, monitor me 24/7, and make me even more depressed?
Thing is, I just come here to vent all the demons I go through in person. Me venting here is probably doing me good because it keeps me from bottling my thoughts up, and there’s some dudes here that get me lol
I’m at my lowest point right now. I never do stuff like this . Just felt like I had to put this PSA out there, because if I somehow don’t kill myself in these next few days, I know I’m going to be hit with a bunch of “it’s your personality bro” BS like this from here on out.
I've seen you. Oh, you seen when I did the quick reveal here on the daily chat that one time? Unless you're turning girls down?? I dunno. Lmfao, nope, not a chance. I’d fuck any chick that’s not some unhygienic star on my 600lb life. You know your situation better than me, and if moving country / escorts is what you want to do and it prevents dark things from happening, then go for it 100%. I’m thinking maybe go the MalandiBastos route, and just going out the country, would most likely be the be…
10lbs down, but I stopped giving a fuck after I realized, “I’m not fat and ugly to where I should still be a virgin at 28, while also going to clubs and bars” . everything just feels futile, and I’d rather take the path of least resistance at this point.
I’m not ugly, ive been rated average(I can pm you a pic) by a few honest people. My problem is that at this point i don’t feel like working on my “personality” to overcome my averageness. I just want the pussy and nothing else, and don’t feel like going through the extra steps anymore.
Becoming attractive enough that women wanted to fuck me was my fantasy, but I gave up on that. Hoping escorts, going out more with my homies, and finding more c*pes and hobbies will distract me and bring me fulfillment Good luck though man
Yup it’s the brutal truth, and goes both ways. I realized I’m not that guy for a good almost every woman, and decided to concede for the sake of my mental health.
Right, they just want guys like me to suffer lol. Like I get it, you don’t wanna date or fuck a dude who you find unattractive, but don’t take away the women who are willing to fuck me for the right price
Q4A: Do you think you look approachable, generally speaking? I never thought I was, but apparently some people thought I was approachable enough Bonus question: how generally friendly/gregarious are you? I usually don’t break the ice, but Anybody that tries to talk to me, I usually make small talk/shoot the shit with them, make them laugh or smile. Does it match up with how approachable you look? No lol
