You must be kidding. A 29 year old that still lives in his parents' house and bitches about their fighting? Jesus Christ you have no insight at all. Instead of helping your dad you tell him that you expected him to commit suicide. Who the fuck says that to their father? Now I see why you "chose" to not be in a relationship. I'm sure the first girl that comes along that shows any affection to you will have a ring on her finger before she drops her panties for you.