I don’t want to go into therapist mode but those are your insecurities brought on by societies expectations and almost certainly not helped by places such as this and what we see online, in movies, etc The only person who’s opinion matters is your own, nobody else
Nobody has to do any of these things! Nobody has to train for months or be slim. Why can’t men wear make up? Women don’t HAVE to wear make up!!! What kind of twilight zone are you people from?!?