Someone should post this in r/incels. Maybe they will read it and realize that bullet-points 1,2, and 3 are better and healthier alternatives to being bitter and hateful.
Thank you so much for your reply. I've thought about breaking up with him many times. But I keep thinking about the huge cost that I paid to have this new guy and I feel like I have to at least try to make it work. I gave up a stable future, someone who loved me more than life itself - it's so much. The stubborn part of me doesn't want to give up and let that be spent in vain. That's why I'm still here. And it is getting better. I don't know whether he's stopped lying, gotten better at lying or …