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Upvotes	Title	Category	Author	Subreddit	Date (UTC)
5	WTF, over		binlurkin87	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 03:45 AM

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1	WTF, over I know that based on what I've said, it seems as though I'm approaching this from a works angle, but really what I'm having is a "I can't hear God right now" moment. I've been in church and the scripture and I have faith to do ANYTHING that God wants of me. But I can't hear it right now, for the sake of all the crap in my head I suppose. Talking about stepping out of the boat, I wanted to leave immediately after discovery of her first affair, and yet I stayed because I felt that God wanted me to…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 09:06 PM
1	WTF, over I'm sorry, I don't recall CAD. What am I missing there? Probably just having a mental block.	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 08:57 PM
1	WTF, over I try my best not to cherry pick. Although I am semi-well versed in scripture, I openly admit I'm not scholar. However, while I can see Will's point, I never said I was going to cheat, or spin plates of any kind. Just because I am a Christian doesn't mean I don't see the point that other people are making, and it doesn't mean that I don't suffer from and fall to temptation. I have been consistent, but this is a post of what's going on in my mind, and that is a free range animal. There's a lot of…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 08:54 PM
1	WTF, over I am definitely preparing a battle plan, it wouldn't make sense to sit back and wait for it. In fact, I'm going as far as to have the paperwork drawn up. Having them served is another matter, I'll have to wait for an appropriate time obviously. And I do want those things, and I know that we don't always get what we want. So I have to either want those things and accept the fact that I can't have them here, or find them somewhere else. The obvious choice is to find them somewhere else.	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 08:46 PM
0	WTF, over True. I know that God commanded Hosea to take her back, and that my story and Hosea's aren't the same. But as an allegory, it does make me see that if a man follows God's plan, then he can become something amazing. Well beyond what he could achieve on his own. For instance, if Hosea had turned his back on God's command, then he would've likely never been in the Bible. Now I'm obviously not saying that God is going to make a biblical book out of my life, but I do want to make sure that I'm follow…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 08:42 PM
1	WTF, over Thanks, I'll check it out.	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 08:38 PM
1	WTF, over Hahaha, good point. Thank you.	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 08:37 PM
2	WTF, over Thank you. I'm definitely getting the exit plan in place. In some ways, I feel like the Rambo red stage again. It's making me pretty angry that I have to do all of this and prepare myself for such a fight because she can't do the one thing a wife must do, and remain faithful. Ugh... But you're right, just like all the other guys here. At the VERY least, the plan needs to be made and needs to be solid.	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 08:37 PM
2	WTF, over Man, sorry to hear that. This has been a bitch of a time. Thanks for the advice. Solid.	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 08:33 PM
1	WTF, over Thank you, I hadn't known about this. That would've been a load off my mind, either way. Edit: Additional thoughts It really hits hard when you think about how far this world has gotten off it's tracks when this kind of technology is needed. Obviously, there are cases where the woman is faultless, i.e. rape and such. But geez..... Terrible.	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 09:34 AM
1	WTF, over Yeah, I see your point about dread. I've been following through with dread. BluepillProf has some awesome YouTube videos, podcast format, that I listen to several times as well. The one thing I haven't been doing is the far more overt tactics, because it says to not use them on pregnant women. I will go back through and reread and watch the videos again. Maybe I'm missing something or failing to apply the principles correctly. Thanks for pointing it out. Now, to get to reading. Thanks!	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 07:52 AM
1	WTF, over Thank you. I joke and don't let the situation control me, but at the heart of it, it is a very serious matter to me. It is, no lie, the most difficult situation I've ever been faced with. In day to day life, I work in a field where your decisions are made with haste, and they must be correct. Life or death hangs in the balance. And this has proven to be something that has stretched my capacity for thought to it's limits. Lots and lots of thoughts up here, and I'm trying to pull together the best…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 07:48 AM
2	WTF, over Hahahahaha, "hard to hate yourself when you're balls deep in a hot bitch!" Lmao, a new motto for me! I get your point, and I know it would certainly solidify the idea that there is a bountiful harvest of hot chicks that want me. Not gonna lie, being a guy, I do love a good ol' stroke of the ego. Much appreciated! As for the hammer, he gave me the ten pound sledge. I for real victim puked, a bitchin' an a moanin'. I had only known about MRP for a couple weeks at that point, and had yet to realize…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 07:37 AM
2	WTF, over It does help, thank you. If divorce is the route to be taken, I can't imagine that I could put together a better plan of attack. I feel like I need to point out something. This is only to show the state of mind that I'm in, and not a "look at how good I am" attempt at virtue signaling. I'm with her because I'm trying to do what's best for me. I understand that you don't agree with my religion, and I hold no ill will towards you for that. I don't agree with your religious choices most likely, but…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 07:28 AM
1	WTF, over Ah, a fellow atheist! I used to be one for many years! I followed my moral code as steadfastly as I possibly could then as well, so I understand your meaning. In this particular case, I do feel like there is a reason behind the morals and principles that I keep, that being that there is a third person, the Almighty, that has a reason and a plan for all things. And that if I do my best to follow that plan, I will be the most happy that I could be. Not perfect, because I am a flawed being. But the…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 06:02 AM
1	WTF, over Thank you so much. I have asked, and honestly it's hard to hear His voice over my own right now. But I have been in scripture as often as I'm able, and something that really took me by the throat was the story of Hosea and Gomer. Also Jesus' saying "What God has brought together, let no man put asunder." I keep thinking that if our goal is to be as Jesus-like as we can, and he was crucified for us, having no blame, shouldn't I be willing to do anything and everything for my wife? She's as bent a…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 05:41 AM
1	WTF, over I hear you. It is a hard decision, and I do feel like that might be the only option. Before let the horses out of the stable, I wanted the opinions of some of the people here at MRP. And I have a never quit attitude (a blessing and a curse) so I think you're right, in that I may be here for validation. Thanks for calling me out on it.	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 05:29 AM
1	WTF, over Thank you for your reply. You've brought up a good point, and I'll go back through the basics. I have started to find the best divorce attorneys around, in order to meet with them and get their opinions. I'm in the beginning of putting together a divorce plan. Just hesitant on pulling the trigger. I don't like going off half-cocked any more. I did that for years and look where I ended up. So I'm looking to the good (mostly) people of MRP for advice from them that knows. Again, thanks for the adv…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 05:27 AM
1	WTF, over Thank you for your response. And I certainly have taken a good couple licks from weakandserious, hahaha! After the butthurt was soothed, it really helped me get the sand out of my crusty old cooch though. It helped me grow and I'm appreciative of that. I like the idea of spinning plates, hence the phone numbers, but I've never sealed the deal with any of them because I didn't want the opposing divorce attorney to find out and ream me in court. Maybe I was just being a lil bitch, but I thought I …	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 05:22 AM
0	WTF, over Very eye opening. Thank you. I feel like I wasn't very clear, or maybe I've misunderstood a couple of things, so I just wanted to take a second to tidy up my thoughts. "As a Christian" was only meant to signify that I do hold very conservative and biblical ideals. Me personally, I try to be a good Christian, but I do fail. God doesn't like divorce, so for me, I want to try to hold to that as best as I can. My principles and morals are something I hold to very closely, and I don't want to sell th…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 05:15 AM
1	WTF, over Right you are. Good point, I do need to solidify what I want. I guess that's part of the reason I came here. I'm at a crossroads and almost not sure what I want or what I'll put up with to get it. I do know some things that I definitely want. 1) I want NOTHING to come between my children and I. I am their best chance at becoming decent and productive adults. Not bragging, just the truth. Nobody cares for them or is willing to sacrifice as much as I than I do. 2) I do not want to be a cuckold, no…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 05:00 AM
1	WTF, over Yeah, it's a throw away account. I don't want details of this coming back to bite me in the ass. Especially in a divorce court. Also, I do more lurking than posting, hence the stupid name for this account. Being here for a little over a year, I don't feel qualified to give others advice. Especially since I fucked up my own marriage so spectacularly. I try to embody the "STFU and listen to those with wisdom instead of pissing in the wind, because you think you know everything" ideaology.	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 04:16 AM
1	WTF, over Agreed. I know there we're likely other affairs. And I know that by staying, I destroyed my value. And her getting pregnant was a mistake, on both of our parts, but I don't believe it was her intention to get pregnant, as it hurt her career and has set her back quite a bit. However, you are without a doubt correct in that it was not the right time for her to get pregnant. The onus of that mistake is on me. If the paternity test returns that I am indeed the father, I will be happy. I love being a…	/r/askMRP	15/07/17 04:07 AM