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Good read edit: removed my asinine comment
/r/askTRP28/07/19 06:35 AM
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Yeah kind of a nightmare haha, gotta work hard/save/build shit to make more, easier said than done... it's easy for me personally to get lazy, binge eat, be lazy. FUCK it's hard... gotta keep the focus on.
/r/MGTOW27/07/19 07:51 PM
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damn that's brutal dude when I go to the store and I look around me, I'm like holy shit, I'm so lucky I'm low end developer but still... if I went back to service work and that money holy shit... gotta keep climbing, build assets, freedom
/r/MGTOW27/07/19 06:52 AM
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That maybe what it is
/r/askTRP11/07/19 02:46 AM
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First you get the clap, then you get herpes
/r/askTRP11/07/19 01:25 AM
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I've heard of this saying. I think I do believe that at least try to convince myself of some flaw so I "lose interest" of course if you were "pounding that" be like "hell yeah bro you rule" I would prefer to feel the latter like on amphetamines
/r/askTRP10/07/19 10:28 PM
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I am I moved up in the world/have health insurance now. Always like felt ashamed about it getting help but I need to as I feel limited in life. I feel like a quitter and drugs are an excuse you should be able to overcome anxiety without drugs but sometimes it gets bad(like vision goes blurry in crowded places) I don't know I'm scared because of the dependency(weaning/location) like if I do leave the country how do I deal with medication. Sleep imbalance doesn't help I'm chasing financial indpend…
/r/askTRP10/07/19 04:51 PM
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Mostly a joke but kind of true by definition. I don't hate women/want to harm them. But I am an involuntary celabit(how do you spell that) hahaha. My main concern is that I am upset/feel sad at the presence of attractive women.
/r/askTRP10/07/19 04:48 PM
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I'm decent on looks, genetics wise(height/build/face shape) but clothes/personality. I'm the self doubt/mumbling/conflict avoidance dude. Decent as in not a super model but at least in shape.
/r/askTRP10/07/19 04:16 PM
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Energy vampire I can get that. I'm probably gonna get medicated as I think something is wrong with me. I don't know what happened I just because that downer guy after high school.
/r/askTRP10/07/19 04:14 PM
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I think he's counting his calories on his apple watch
/r/MGTOW10/07/19 07:05 AM
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Bang Mrs. Puff
/r/askTRP08/07/19 08:54 AM
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Might be retarded but, all those times passed a bowl around like... hmm
/r/askTRP03/07/19 11:24 PM
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Ahh part of me wishes I could get rid of that urge that I feel when I see an attractive woman. But I also like having testosterone/balls/being built. I feel like I am giving up when I have that viewpoint I just mentioned. But my college life was affected by women pretty badly(me comparatively being a loser/non-alpha guy) and I'm not hating on women I'm just saying I wish I was not affected mentally by their looks. I don't know if being gay means you feel no attraction when you see an attractive …
/r/MGTOW26/06/19 05:06 AM
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Yeah was kind of disappointed, still it got high upvotes on TubeAYou, but had to pass. Hard to make claims without proof/science imo.
/r/MGTOW24/06/19 06:30 AM
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the savings
/r/askTRP23/06/19 11:26 PM
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Markdown modeSwitch to markdown liiighhttttbuuulllbbbb
/r/askTRP23/06/19 07:21 AM
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Got an opportunity tomorrow, get some social pics Sucks my debt payments ahhhh Oh well live a little
/r/askTRP21/06/19 10:58 PM
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I spose you're right, gotta get to that point and answer my own question
/r/askTRP21/06/19 12:02 AM
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A few months?! I'll be dragging my sack around in a wheelbarra like Randy Marsh ha. What I do notice is without porn beating it is hard. But I'm also irritable/need to release.
/r/askTRP20/06/19 01:21 AM
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I think I'm coming from personal view like I am not saying porn is bad. I'm asking is it bad for me the guy who doesn't get laid. Where at the click of a button I can see/imagine myself having sex with the finest girl regardless of league/class/reality. Then I see a real girl and I internalize this failure to approach(pedestal) and no instant reward eg. I shouldn't train myself to think this way with porn. The failure to approach part is expectation, self imposed limitation(not worthy) then sour…
/r/askTRP19/06/19 04:48 PM
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Interesting point of view I suppose mine is instant gratification. Porn > hot girl > sex, no work And also on demand/anyone you want/click on
/r/askTRP19/06/19 09:29 AM
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constant social conditioning I think I know what that is. Unfortunately I was raised to be a blue pill but in the end it's up to you to decide who you want to be. Yeah I just laugh, like regardless of what I've done/achieved I can throw it away for the approval of some girl. By that I mean if I get rejected I'm worthless sort of view point. Yeah I have been trying, I got as far as a couple weeks no porn. Tried to stop jerking off too but it's hard. You know if you're not getting laid often and y…
/r/askTRP19/06/19 07:11 AM
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> this is a defense mechanism Damn that's spot on. I do this currently. Avoid "contact" because I'm needy/would rather avoid the desire than deal with rejection. It's that conundrum how do you have abundance without. Also that pedestal/worthy shit ahh it's bad. Random stranger hot girl, the entire culmination of my existence, valued by this girl's opinion of me.
/r/askTRP18/06/19 02:45 AM
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Right that's tough, financial freedom me wants
/r/askTRP18/06/19 12:09 AM
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It'll be a bit talking 3 years+ at current burn rate just to get to zero. Tragedy
/r/askTRP17/06/19 10:10 PM
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Neither sir! I don't really have an excuse other than moving to new state no friends. But same thing meetup/go to events. I primarily work/workout/work at home/focusing on fixing finance life. Dating profiles garbage(all selfies no social photos). It is on me to get out there and make it work though. I might be getting mentally fixed soon so maybe my behavior will change for the better.
/r/askTRP17/06/19 09:24 PM
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haha I live in a 2BR unfurnished apartment and I wonder about that too like shit "I don't have a couch/tv setup, nor a bed like a normal person" but I also have no social interaction whatsoever so idk...
/r/askTRP17/06/19 07:21 AM
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Yeah it was a tragic ending eg. fake number, also did not handle it well eg. ignored her existence. Those days were brutal but I escaped thankfully, manifested that branch on the cliff face as I was falling to my death(got a new job, still in debt).
/r/TheRedPill06/06/19 02:16 AM
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Man that would be a real conundrum "sorry I'm vegan"
/r/askTRP05/06/19 01:18 AM
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My straw also extends
/r/askTRP05/06/19 01:14 AM
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passin that egg back and forward
/r/askTRP03/06/19 03:41 AM
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Piss in the sink
/r/MGTOW02/06/19 09:00 AM
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Fuck I feel that, was working at a restaurant, girl wanted to leave early, she gave me $10 to do her job, I did her job and gave the money back to her, ahh man... Hoooo Glad I got a better job/got out of there. Still me though but at least I am aware. edit: I've had some doozies man This one time I was going to this temp agency to get work and this lady helping me out was hot so I did this trojan horse move oh man... I asked her out in a St Patricks Day card of course after I handed her that car…
/r/TheRedPill02/06/19 08:56 AM
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A man chooses, a slave obeys.
/r/askTRP02/06/19 04:52 AM
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I've heard of couch surfing but not couch shitting huh
/r/askTRP19/05/19 04:50 AM
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It's alright I was quickly unmatched ha, I was kind of curious how a late 20's matching with 18yo would turn out. Not saying my experience guarantees all but yeah, social game is week(pictures) and probably face ha.
/r/askTRP15/05/19 05:52 AM
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I was just unmatched ha I got time to save my pennies
/r/askTRP08/05/19 01:23 AM
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I was broke af in the past this girl I met the night before met me for breakfast and ended up paying for my food. I felt bad
/r/askTRP08/05/19 01:22 AM
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That sounds good I am legit poor
/r/askTRP08/05/19 01:20 AM
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Is that regarding escalation I would rather do something active/walk around I just think as the guy planning the event how to handle not paying for everything
/r/askTRP07/05/19 06:30 PM
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Ohh sexy clean up on aisle AARP In seriousness though I'm trying to figure out where I would go that women my age are at. I went to a club this Friday and it was cool, I came home alone(despite no bed/dick doesn't work after drinking), and the expense I think I spent like $100 can't really afford that too often
/r/askTRP05/05/19 08:29 PM
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looks like a mushroom
/r/askTRP29/04/19 06:33 AM
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> I couldnt even run 200m without running out of breath. What is that 2 football fields? I would be sucking wind no doubt
/r/MGTOW21/04/19 08:21 AM
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Fuck me... I'm churning the numbers like yeah, I can afford that hahaha shit Most expensive 30 seconds of my life but still
/r/TheRedPill20/04/19 04:49 AM
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It's a Jaeger engine intake
/r/MGTOW19/04/19 05:24 AM
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I would then suggest you pick up something like VueJS/ReactJS/Angular (this is in increasing level of difficulty IMO) If you're interested, the crash courses by Traversy media(about an hour each) on YouTube free can get you started quickly/up to speed in how they work. But pretty much a staple nowadays to use. I was stubborn about learning them for a while/delayed my job entry probably by a year or two as most jobs ask for this. Depends I guess like you're applying to an agency that only does Wo…
/r/askTRP03/04/19 07:55 AM
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Just adding for "coding" depending on your education, just an opinion I'm a developer myself(thankful I ended up here when I failed in college phs/eng major) If you're interested in compiled languages for enterprise as in Java/C# consider that most jobs ask for/require a BS in computer science. On the web side/interpreted eg. JavaScript/Python/PHP though you have more options and a lot of times don't ask for degree. Then decide what you want to do front end/back end or both(full stack). Not sure…
/r/askTRP03/04/19 07:37 AM
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There is no magic trick, secret code, or shortcut. Damn it, I've been paying my installments of $9.99
/r/askTRP12/03/19 12:30 AM
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landlocked applebees states wth is this lmao
/r/askTRP02/03/19 03:53 AM
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"she probably thinks" that's the problem there, fuck what they think also my advice as a pussy who had this problem(still do I imagine) I got over it(initiated/attempted) when I got denied, boom reality, no more "what if" of course outcome is up to you if you can/are cool, this is sadly something I am not(because I believe I'm not) ah like the feeling when you're on certain drugs if you can feel like that all the time, damn... I'd probably be dead like "Bro watch me totally clear this sick jump,…
/r/askTRP04/02/19 06:37 AM
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kinda stalking hahaha, baby baby, I just want a swab of your dna so I can clone you
/r/askTRP04/02/19 06:35 AM
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Can I ask tech?
/r/MGTOW01/02/19 06:07 AM
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Dude I skydived once, I thought I'd be a new person, nope, still the same lame ass pos.
/r/askTRP26/01/19 09:50 PM
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> and don't be a lazy faggot. aye aye numero uno primero
/r/TheRedPill22/01/19 03:26 AM
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That would be Microsoft Paint
/r/askTRP18/01/19 04:02 AM
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That whole 50% split does seem like bullshit if one person in particular made the majority of the money. on the other hand, 25 years is a long time to be with the same person. But yeah fuck man 50 billion or whatever he loses shit.
/r/MGTOW12/01/19 07:32 AM
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is this barbie doll censored haha
/r/MGTOW04/01/19 06:42 AM
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god damn, hope you've got data or something flowing through those maybe "fake windows"
/r/MGTOW30/12/18 10:56 AM
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Always get it in writing can you please sign here and here before we do it
/r/TheRedPill28/12/18 05:57 AM
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is that possible, like day 10 you don't exist you're like a god
/r/askTRP28/12/18 01:54 AM
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On the other hand, you could be the baker, why wait for the muffin, when you can make the muffin? human clones
/r/TheRedPill21/12/18 05:54 AM
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dramatic... PAUSE!!! ~ Futurama
/r/TheRedPill07/12/18 01:08 AM
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I do the 9-5 now, or something like that I have some freedom. I'm personally down for the whole run your own business/no cap(only your own eg. profitability) but also what if you don't have ideas to make... As a developer it's nice not having to find gigs... but I also don't want to just code all day too where I hop from one project to the next, starts to get dull. It's not like your baby that you're working on. Also building a business/service I think is a better move for the whole scaling/cap …
/r/TheRedPill06/12/18 12:32 AM
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what does this gap mean? /s ha
/r/TheRedPill06/12/18 12:25 AM
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Wow that progression haha "I can begin meditating right now" "I can upvote this post right now" "I can donate money to OP right now"
/r/TheRedPill15/11/18 06:06 AM
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Can confirm, it was hilariously pathetic on my part, thought I was "floating" when I asked her a lame-ass "go to the movie" and she said yes/gave me a number... it's fake... hahaha What's pathetic is using this external reference(her validation) for your self-value like wtf fuck her, idk, still not a stud but I'm fixing my life at least so I will fully like my own life
/r/askTRP11/10/18 07:15 AM
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Isn't there a mirror of redpill? Also it's not hard to take Reddit content(put .json at the end of every url) question is... can you?... haha I mean you can read it/store it but making a website from it...(that others visit) There are also the linked sites like the one guy Rollo or something It's too bad, I'm that pathetic bitch that cries cuz he's a pussy, meanwhile "the cool guys" you know... ahh oh well least my life is coming together. I'm not free yet(financially) and doing my own thing laz…
/r/askTRP28/09/18 05:18 AM
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You respond: "I'd beat his ass" then promptly move to another state
/r/askTRP16/09/18 01:30 AM
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when I send her my mom's money! ha. MOM!!!! Cartman's voice
/r/MGTOW15/09/18 12:29 AM
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God the makeup on her face, I could take a chisel and scrape it off like cracked-dry salt lake flats soil. Man I struggled with that sentence, pathetic.
/r/MGTOW13/09/18 08:11 AM
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Yeah thought it was short for F'd didn't know about CoD ha
/r/MGTOW09/09/18 08:17 PM
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technically... they're pixels /s
/r/MGTOW09/09/18 07:16 AM
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law is law haha tax loopholes
/r/MGTOW09/09/18 07:13 AM
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Man imagine Augmented Reality that makes every woman look fat, so you have no sexual interest/bias in them. ahh peace of mind
/r/MGTOW09/09/18 05:32 AM
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haha
/r/MGTOW09/09/18 05:24 AM
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guy's laugh infectious ha
/r/MGTOW09/09/18 05:20 AM
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Ahh I was experiencing this, denied by fake number, sadness. Pathetic. Oh well.
/r/askTRP09/09/18 04:25 AM
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I see it in Twitch when a stream goes down, same thing? not F'd?
/r/MGTOW09/09/18 04:16 AM
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Unsure... I did see some earlier today
/r/TheRedPill02/09/18 10:20 PM
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I'm rockin' a 2.96" over here, 2.98" when it's humid/ Coincidentally I'm one of those people "asks for her number, excited, texts it, it's fake, destroyed feeling" it's great.
/r/TheRedPill02/09/18 04:32 PM
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The duck bill that skips generations /s
/r/MGTOW31/08/18 11:27 PM
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They supposedly have some special storage that lasts something like 5 milliion or 5 billion years. I wanted to think of a way to send data into space but yeah it's dumb/entropy/expansion/noise.
/r/MGTOW31/08/18 01:33 PM
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that's why you write in assembly every time jk
/r/MGTOW31/08/18 09:02 AM
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God damn I wish I could kill it. I had contemplated like somehow removing the sexual drive because it always fucked with me. But I also like being muscular so idk. Granted I acknowledge that I'm a bitch in some senses/inherent fear/self doubt. I know I'm not free eg. FU money.
/r/MGTOW31/08/18 07:03 AM
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I think it's our data being stored on hard drives vs. paper vs. tablets/sand stone... it would be hard to read a hard drive without a computer unless you knew how to read magnetism or something haha(assuming non flash/solid state)
/r/MGTOW31/08/18 07:02 AM
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Ha no prob man. I get the main idea. I guess that is normally how you clean yourself just seemed odd reading it at first.
/r/askTRP21/08/18 01:17 PM
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What's the last part? We talking a plot of an unwanted child? Or bring sneaky sneaky no glove maximum vajay hug? Ooh sorry haha good to know I suffer from this plague of social awkwardness and uncertainty in myself sucks
/r/askTRP21/08/18 01:13 PM
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Wow that's interesting. Does water actually do anything? Or you use some kind of "soap"? Is it primarily for preventing UTI sort of thing?
/r/askTRP21/08/18 02:05 AM
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you can check their customer service rating, which tends to be quite accurate. And there's an app for that. Google Smooci Interesting. Why yes, there's an app for that haha.
/r/askTRP20/08/18 05:34 AM
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wash your dick Is it not clean to begin with? or am I missing something?
/r/askTRP20/08/18 05:33 AM
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True. But do you just go to a club sober? Maybe some substances involved. Sadly I know the shit doesn't work with me. For now I focus on digging myself out of a hole I dug for myself.
/r/TheRedPill24/07/18 02:05 AM
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night clubs are scams that's good, that's how I was at it the other day "go there looking for something but disappointed when it's not there" meantime spent money on alcohol. I also realize at least for me, alcohol taxes me into the next day where I usually sleep more to catch up/feel like shit (drink water, drink more, etc...) edit: though I'll admit I'm coming from a place of need. I was literally Googling "edm, night club" trying to find a "cool place to go" where it would be "poppin' and hot…
/r/TheRedPill22/07/18 06:34 PM
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you lack the ability to just focus on the present moment and act forthrightly Somewhat indirectly this happened to me at the store yesterday. So concerned about the possibility my cards would get declined(irrational thought they aren't maxed out/have money in bank) or the fact that this lady would have to scan 10 individual yogurts and 8 cans of tuna. I was using a card that I don't usually use and forgot about the chip thing, and kept swiping over and over(2-3 times) and someone's like "you hav…
/r/TheRedPill16/07/18 02:22 AM
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Jim Carrey Big Gulp Ha I find myself just awkwardly inching away/disappearing. (I gotta get out of here) mini panic.
/r/askTRP15/07/18 03:25 AM
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like hyper-buh-le for hyperbole probably no relation
/r/TheRedPill04/07/18 04:28 PM
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I read it as hyper-gam-e but Peterson/Joe I think said hyper-gum-e and I'm not arguing who's right/wrong I've never heard it said out loud by someone else is what I'm saying. Only read it.
/r/TheRedPill04/07/18 04:28 PM
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Hmm was reading/pronouncing that word wrong Hyper-gum-e
/r/TheRedPill04/07/18 04:41 AM
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I've got this bad segregation problem where I just can't seem to operate with women other than bare minimum like acknowledge their existence/courtesy and what not. But it's not like "she's one of the guys" sort of thing. Which I'm not saying that's what should happen but yeah. It's like "If I don't have business with them, I don't interact with them." Yes I am quite single.
/r/TheRedPill01/07/18 10:45 PM
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Yeap I still suffer from that, slave. tsk tsk
/r/TheRedPill01/07/18 10:44 PM
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How do you ignore beauty. Is it a deliberate lie to yourself or can you actually train yourself to ignore beauty(how?). I guess when you have more important things going on in your life than trying to chase down women then it'll happen naturally.
/r/TheRedPill01/07/18 08:58 PM
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These are the ones I listen to to get pumped(often on repeat) Metallica - Day That Never Comes(starts slow) Fake it - Seether Shinedown - Devour STP - Sex Type Thing Damn, haven't gone to the gym in 4 weeks... but I traded that for a better job/biking 30 miles a day. Just going to work on my diet/improve my work competence for now, when I get a car that biking will free up like 15 hours of my week.
/r/askTRP17/06/18 01:28 AM
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Turn the music louder haha
/r/askTRP17/06/18 12:04 AM
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I usually work out alone(24/7 gym) I use that "fixed bar" I guess that what it's called if I follow right. Where it is guided,has counter weights for the bar itself with pulleys. I prefer this honestly it feels safer to me working out by myself. Just add more, do close/far grip, do ladders/reverse ladders(these are great) eg. do the heaviest weight first, then work back down. I then after benching do squats on the same machine. Our gym has actual free bars though too, as well as benching "benche…
/r/askTRP09/06/18 05:48 AM
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Helps to be able to be certain you will be okay. I don't think fear just happens. But then again you can think about what you fear and calm yourself/make a plan.
/r/TheRedPill30/05/18 04:31 AM
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5 minutes sounds reasonable. I like the rep analogy
/r/TheRedPill30/05/18 04:29 AM
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Every cell in your body feels like its bursting with life energy Haha. Read that in Morgan Freeman's voice. Well I definitely don't feel this. Still trying to get past that "thoughts come up, push them aside phase" it's curl up into a ball and cry.
/r/TheRedPill30/05/18 12:18 AM
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meditation options to deaths Not sure how to interpret that, hope you're alright. 20/25 minutes Dang. I heard it takes about that long. I just find myself thinking about things less This isn't similar to that feeling when you lift and you just feel at ease after a bit.. I don't know if that's endorphins(or if endorphins only happen when you run). but also its taken me about 4-6 weeks of consistent practice to look forward to meditating and make it a part of my everyday life. Alright... another t…
/r/TheRedPill29/05/18 08:50 PM
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Yeah that's the plan/goal I'm in the worry/over-analyze/paralyze phase right now Thanks
/r/TheRedPill29/05/18 08:47 PM
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How long did it take you to figure out meditation? What's the feeling you get, I'm trying, probably just impatient. Like "is it working?" haha
/r/TheRedPill29/05/18 07:34 PM
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I had my ass kicked before, "blacked out". Lost a shoe, came to crying being held up by a girl covered in blood haha. Next day they stole my shit too, charged $2K on a card... I guess I apparently accidentally hit a girl in the face trying to take my coat off in a really crowded party. This was the days when you put straight vodka into an empty water bottle to not raise suspicion though who carries a water bottle. yeah sucker punch and more than 1 to 1 sucks. I'm not a fighter myself. I also try…
/r/askTRP29/05/18 04:18 PM
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You should be able to remove any unwanted thoughts and control your emotions at will. Damn when does that happen, I can use that everyday my mind is in a lock as soon as I wake up, mind is in anxiety mode. Donald Trump as a role model wow.
/r/TheRedPill22/05/18 01:34 AM
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try it out https://samharris.org/how-to-meditate/ Thanks for that resource. 6 weeks well time flies. Basically changing from a worry'er to a do'er. Yeah that's where I'm at right now analysis paralysis Thanks for the second link. Yeah slowly life is coming together, I just really did a great job of digging myself into a hole first.
/r/askTRP18/05/18 03:29 PM
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Thanks a lot. I've always been ignorant stubborn about meditation. Like when I try, I don't know how it works/what you're supposed to feel. Special stuff you need to do. The cliche thing is usually "focus on your breathing" Sleep for sure, I'm working on that, since I have not been following/in a schedule where I have to be somewhere early exactly every day of the working week and have the ability to solve logical problems(code). Declutter your life as much as possible, keep your place clean yea…
/r/askTRP18/05/18 03:04 PM
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Here's my experience: With grants my tuition was about 50% off. All I wanted to do was party/get laid in college(the latter barely if at all happened). Did not study, eventually I failed out of school. Even after a break/working in a couple of factories/almost joining the military(was in the DEP but got accepted back into University). Now I owe ~$35K, no degree, I wash plates primarily while freelancing as a web developer. Trying to get a job as a developer but it doesn't seem to be happening(fo…
/r/askTRP09/05/18 11:45 AM
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I don't chase pussy .. pussy chases me
/r/askTRP27/04/18 07:55 AM
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Damn $1k a week though, not bad I think you mentioned restaurant, must have been nearly killing yourself with the hours you were working unless you're paid really well.
/r/TheRedPill26/04/18 11:53 PM
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Yeah it's not often I get it done haha.
/r/askTRP26/04/18 11:52 PM
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ounce a week Fuck isn't that like an entire week's paycheck, guess depends on your job “I’ve been doing terrible, havent gotten a job and I’m finding it hard to keep going - you look like you’re doing really well though” and then she says something that I will never forget: “It’s funny that I broke up with you to focus on myself and I haven’t gotten anywher yet you’re doing so well for yourself and are so happy. It makes me want to kill myself” Fuck that sucks, guilt trip
/r/TheRedPill26/04/18 09:54 AM
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Gotta say, for whatever reason(I wasn't even getting laid at the time-hardly in general) I got an STD test, this one test where they put a dry metal qtip through...(your pork sword) yeah... that one I like drooled from pain.
/r/askTRP26/04/18 09:51 AM
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Probably get checked out too I imagine
/r/askTRP26/04/18 09:50 AM
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Background 25M 6' 205 lbs studied physics/engineering/comp sci failed out in debt, destroyed credit part time freelance web developer works in restaurant primarily part time fears going homeless lacks confidence/pessimistic mindset/always worrying the minute I wake up trouble talking to women - pedastal/oneitis Positives been consistently hitting the gym, 3 days a week 3-4 hours each time full body mostly upper body took this problem head on of getting my apartment's AC fixed by maintenance so I…
/r/TheRedPill25/04/18 05:43 PM
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You only get to choose a career once. This I don't thing is true. People from being non-tech to learning programming and getting much better opportunities. Yeah I suffer from knowing the path to change and not taking action. Then time passes, why hasn't my life changed? For me it's learning frameworks so I can get hired. Or take on a second job at a shit wage and hopefully be able to buy a car before next winter. Choice of time. If you're actually good you can get hired remotely.
/r/TheRedPill25/04/18 05:30 PM
3

sometimes none, sometimes 16h+(these days are great, forget the world, just sleep) depends on shifting sleep cycle. Mostly I operate under some form of sleep deprivation. edit: I will note this is not a productive sleep pattern. It works in some ways but mostly is negative eg. I don't like dealing with people when sleep deprived just because I'm agitated/in a bad mood. On the other hand going to the gym late at night, I can use the entire gym in the set order that I want. Also it seems inevitabl…
/r/askTRP25/04/18 04:10 AM
7

Jesus Christ that guy's content
/r/TheRedPill24/04/18 04:49 AM
3

Will just chime in here, if you're(OP) not going to commit to school, don't take those loans/and fail, because you'll still owe that money. Be sure you'll actually commit and get a degree(hopefully in one that has better job outcomes like STEM). Save money too and live within your means/build your credit.
/r/askTRP23/04/18 10:04 PM
2

I'm trying to get rid of that mental block of pedestal mindset, like I can't talk to attractive women because I think "I want something from them" and also "Seek their approval" like I don't want to look bad... I also wonder why do I want to talk to them? Because they're attractive? This is before I even know of their interests. But yeah it's bad, like causes me great pain haha, not as bad as before. It's funny I can tell/feel they want me to say something, but I won't. It's sad "they're better …
/r/TheRedPill22/04/18 04:48 AM
1

young people never listen to old people until they realize it's too late Yeah, I can attest to that regarding financial mistakes oh well not too bad in the grand scheme
/r/askTRP20/04/18 07:42 AM
2

buy bitcoin haha probably consider not going in the first place, considering that I did not complete it and I have these damn loans to pay back not defaulting on my credit cards/other accounts reading the game/learning trp at that point not caring so much about getting laid it was seriously my main problem in college, I was in frat/rugby but I did not get laid like at all only a couple of times and non-complete messing around. Like I waited for the weekends/partied a lot for the purpose of possi…
/r/askTRP20/04/18 07:40 AM
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Man I'm pretty sure I got lucky with something. This girl straight up asks me "Do you like my breasts" trying to get me interested. Few months later she's pregnant(visibly)... was wondering what if I started to date her then that child that I didn't create could have been my problem hmm ehh probably not the case.
/r/TheRedPill20/04/18 07:15 AM
1

Kids are 255k a pop To what age? I heard like birth rate alone is expensive. Also the initial years of not a lot of sleep. Hey man how will I keep my genes alive(though the rest of my family is doing well). Props on the girl(I don't know if that's cool to say). I have to go lift now, you makin me feel like I got dad bod. Dad bod that gets laid haha. Get that pump.
/r/TheRedPill20/04/18 05:24 AM
1

At 35 it's about time Time for what? Change or freedom? Man yeah that's almost a blessing that I was not great with women haha, no kids, but you know loneliness/no action as well also I'm financially destroyed from school loans and dumb credit decisions. I want kids someday. So I'm free in one way and a slave another. I'm just kidding but you totally need to do these neck workouts. Hey man I'll add another workout routine to my 3hour+ session already. I just blast the music and get through it. G…
/r/TheRedPill20/04/18 05:18 AM
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I'm doing alright. Still gotta cut though and get more definition. But yeah, I don't know I almost don't like being too big, not that I'm huge but I also feel scared when I see people at the gym bigger than me so I don't know. The being big thing like at my day job I'm bigger than a lot of people and I almost feel bad about my own body. People make comments but I also like what I see so Idk. It's more my mental/financial security that I need work on. Like confidence in myself, not worrying that …
/r/TheRedPill20/04/18 05:08 AM
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Elon Musk can't afford to relax, why the fuck would you allow yourself some time off then? Well... I'm not exactly running 3 companies, launching rockets into space. I'm crying about being poor. Also (married?) to an actress.
/r/TheRedPill20/04/18 04:51 AM
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Talking young Arnold or modern Arnold haha Look at this neck, damn Me myself I'm trying to get the V-build, have to work on lats more, I'm built like a freaking plank, just a rectangle.
/r/TheRedPill20/04/18 04:48 AM
1

'Yeah I'm trying to imagine a "neck curl" haha Arnold has a neck, I mean he has everything but...
/r/TheRedPill20/04/18 04:43 AM
1

actual work as in a day job? that would be impressive haha
/r/askTRP13/04/18 03:17 PM
1

Yeah no problem edit: I forgot to say, every website you can view the code, though it's possible it's minified/hard to read. Use F12 or right-click view source. Inspect is also a useful tool to inspect a specific element on a page. Only the front end code.
/r/askTRP13/04/18 06:23 AM
1

Man now I'm on the spot haha. These are just my opinions I'm not a teacher by trade. Well you will definitely want to split it up first ie. front end then back end. Front end you'll want to get familiar with HTML, CSS and JavaScript. Back end you'll want to get familiar with how back-end scripting works and how it communicates with database(s)/the web server. I know people hate on W3Schools but they start from the beginning eg. HTML, CSS, JavaScript and cover server side. I mentioned CodeAcademy…
/r/askTRP13/04/18 05:02 AM
1

Hmm does it take several hours?
/r/askTRP13/04/18 04:29 AM
1

Interesting I'll have to find a place that does it. I also heard about the time regarding you feeling drained after they do it so you should plan out some time to recover. I don't know, maybe if your job is really active. I'm probably misinformed again.
/r/askTRP13/04/18 04:26 AM
1

I've heard of that (donate plasma) but never really figured out if it was limited to special blood or something, like RN something I don't know.
/r/askTRP12/04/18 08:53 AM
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Haha dude I spent an entire week in the past and made $55. I think the best jobs were tagging adult videos ha. Some were just brutal though, so much work for $0.12 Like oh "install our app" take a picture of your receipt and have it transcribed! Is it OCR? No... it's some slave on Mturk. Also the whole SEO attempts at force searching terms to move them up, wow.
/r/askTRP12/04/18 08:52 AM
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Dude I'm crying about taxes right now. I can't figure out the basic equation regarding sale price - cost basis. What do I do with the sales price transaction fee haha. Also the whole FIFO vs. LIFO thing damn... like I'm glad in a way that I did not hold onto a particular coin for a long time, FIFO sucks. I know people keep telling me use some website. It doesn't work 100% unfortunately especially when you do so many trades through shapeshift between alts.
/r/askTRP12/04/18 08:50 AM
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Kind of curious what are the guarantees on these bots? Like is it just code or do they also offer some supreme servers that have high computation/data throughput. I am starting to work on my own but I'm still learning how trading works haha, I can code but can't look at a historical price chart with moving averages/candles/bollinger bands and say "yeah now is a good time to buy/sell".
/r/askTRP12/04/18 08:48 AM
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short answer I learned on my own since 2013. I'm not certified, I don't know how you get certified as a full stack developer unless it's a title given to you by some company that employs you full time. I only apply to jobs that I'm pretty sure I can do and that goes from front to back end work within my tech stack/language scope. long answer whoops this pastebin completely broke those links oh well.
/r/askTRP12/04/18 08:33 AM
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Can't think of a GoT line from him
/r/askTRP12/04/18 03:32 AM
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Interesting point about getting into QA/Analytics. I've almost been hired a few years ago but lack of car/nothing to show eg. prior work/portfolio. The restaurant thing keeps me alive whether I want to admit it or not. But it is brain rot. I've decided the transportation won't limit me so I'll do the 2 hr commute one way by the bus. But yeah financially too like I have a buffer but not a lot. Edit:a side note this thing/service or whatever called Launch Code is so annoying seeing it in job listi…
/r/askTRP11/04/18 11:29 PM
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Ah man I applied for this one job it was so bad. Stated I am not qualified for this jobbut here is my resume/experience anyway. As per my female escapades... No response.
/r/askTRP11/04/18 10:49 PM
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Well the success you've made sounds good. I personally could live on that yearly, until having to pay back student loans. Props, I hope to achieve what you have as well at some point. creating a product/service as trading hours for money sucks.
/r/askTRP11/04/18 03:16 PM
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Man that's solid, if you had a few of those man you wouldn't have to work except minor up keep. Travel the world, be a DN. Freedom. I saw on the affiliates program like if you don't sell anything within 180 days or something they close the account. Makes sense but I kind of wish I didn't start it until I had something that could actually use it. I tried to put it into a Medium "blog" but the links wouldn't parse on Medium.
/r/askTRP11/04/18 03:09 PM
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Yeah that's what happened to me, though I gotta admit I was the dumb one. Let's be partners... 70/30 split not in my favor. When you have red flags like the site sharing the same domain name as a different existing, pre-established site, but with a different spelling (incorrect spelling) and trying to deploy an image-heavy site in a place where the average network speed is 150kbps. Man I screwed it up though, like asynchronous events with lazy loading blur up images. I removed jQuery to get rid …
/r/askTRP11/04/18 02:55 PM
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I don't know... haha. I was sucked into a several month thing that ended up going nowhere. My code was erased too by someone else's code ahh. I also almost got sucked into this one startup's "workforce" I guess... their onboarding thing said "This developer here put in 40 hours for us and we bought him a nice meal!" It's one of those, join for a couple of years you can get some payout in the future. I don't know sure, I'm open to discussion, I'm definitely not a business person though. Sucks, ta…
/r/askTRP11/04/18 02:42 PM
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I understand, it comes down to lack of experience eg. not good enough. Also don't have a car, but mostly it's the former. So I can pick up random jobs online that are not tied to specific framework/stack I'm tied to LAMP right now which means sites built on PHP/MySQL. No front end frameworks either at this time. I'm looking to make the switch to "compiled" languages like Java/C#. Also I get dinged on jobs that require a degree, I don't have a degree. Most jobs I find are either tied to Microsoft…
/r/askTRP11/04/18 02:19 PM
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Not sure if freelancing counts as a side hustle, that's what I do on top of my day job working in a restaurant. I'm a "full stack" developer. I always feel silly saying that. The tough part about it is if you don't have consistent work. Most recently I had a long term client and I had a long list of things to do and I just chipped away at it when I had the time and invoiced. Underpaid but it was interesting work that covered different things from encrypted static data storage to building some AP…
/r/askTRP11/04/18 01:56 PM
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It seems the logic is "clubs = dtf" but also you've got higher competition possibly that ultimatum mentality which I suffered from(probably still do) regarding having to bring someone home that very night. The store/coffee shop is more likely to happen I reckon in day to day life. I'm basically the middle man between the customer and the mechanic so the mechanic has time to spend on working instead of with customers I see, I could use a person like that for web dev haha, instead of spending time…
/r/askTRP10/04/18 03:43 AM
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Edit: again me me me, I'm glad to hear your life has improved/doing well. malnourished skinny Oh damn. writing service at an auto repair shop Don't know what that means. Day Bang by Roosh V haha, added to my wishlist. Super Seducer, part of me can't help but laugh although I also cry being alone so... ask a couple questions, look into their eyes Girls don't talk for the purpose of getting a point across, they talk for the sake of context and getting to know a person, so you can almost say whatev…
/r/askTRP10/04/18 03:31 AM
1

believe your own bullshit yeah time will reveal the truth(still staring at the ground bitter, whoa is me)
/r/askTRP10/04/18 03:23 AM
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the new people you talk to will only know the you that you present to them. That is a good point, you are what you project. What you're telling me saying "I am confident. I am cool" over and over doesn't work? you can look at the world and see how many losers there are out there All I have to do is get on the bus and hear people talk. Makes me seem like a bad person but I'm not in that bad of a position comparatively.
/r/askTRP10/04/18 03:21 AM
1

Agreed focusing on positive is better than obsessing negatives/mistakes. edit: I don't know if I've ever hit that meditation part
/r/askTRP09/04/18 11:57 AM
1

If you’re on your game at al times and put in max effort, I’d say a month or two. What does this mean? I mean I can guess, talking/escalating/getting laid aside from focusing on yourself/being solid all around. I'm at least built well/working out. really it's the whole "eye contact, not mumbling, not stumbling" that's the worst part for me and also just blanking like not knowing what to say/talk about. change your lifestyle Yeah I'm working on that, I mean I work my restaurant day job, freelance…
/r/askTRP09/04/18 11:44 AM
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Not sure about routine, I've been going to the gym "a lot" regularly by this I mean 3 days a week, 2.5-3 hrs each session doing a full body workout. Sleep is probably the worst enemy, I don't have a sleep pattern, works for working for clients in other countries. I could see the routine thing regarding accomplishment, I feel calmer after tabulating my finances on a spreadsheet haha, like "this is exactly how much I'm fucked by" force yourself to get out and approach Here's my "buffer" I'm only o…
/r/askTRP09/04/18 11:39 AM
1

Edit: I think my response here is case in point: me me me, my bad, after reading a couple of lines I saw you were sharing your experience. How to Win Friends and Influence People Already did. I'd say I'm the guy that wants to appease everyone. "No More Mr Nice Guy" read that, "Ego is the enemy" read that. Almost done with 48 laws of power. I'm starting to piece it together, but there is still that application part vs. reading/listening about something. "I'm a badass, I know everything I need to …
/r/askTRP09/04/18 09:45 AM
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I always blank too, talking to women. It does help if there is shared interest like "Hey are you trying to escape poverty like I am by learning web development-programming/starting your own business?" uhh... I realize it too, they're just people as well, their own problems/dreams. But I do that pedestal thing, want something from them. I don't know where I picked it up but it sticks regarding "expecting sex" or something what's the wording, oh right "Owe you sex". Yeah well I think there is a si…
/r/askTRP09/04/18 09:42 AM
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oh damn years
/r/askTRP09/04/18 09:39 AM
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What does that mean self aware? I'm aware that I'm alone ha.
/r/askTRP09/04/18 03:38 AM
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I'm an example of rule #1 When it doesn't work out ooh... that interaction or lack of. I guess I'm not comfortable so I don't play it off as nothing happened. Not sure if I will ever be able to return to the playful interaction now that I know there is nothing there ah well. I just develop this peripheral blind spot ha.
/r/TheRedPill08/04/18 01:59 PM
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Edit: oh good point, the dineros have been sent already alas
/r/TheRedPill05/04/18 11:16 AM
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On the Shortness of Life Nice throwing that on my audible wishlist or buying it now, reading 48 laws
/r/TheRedPill05/04/18 08:54 AM
1

I do that sometimes the nod, I guess it's not weird. Thanks man I'll work on it. Drugs too, haha some sort of amphetamine, if I could naturally feel like a god that would be great. But I don't sigh...
/r/askTRP04/04/18 01:23 AM
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Man when I was younger I told this girl "send me a nude, you did it before" and it worked haha. Ahh...
/r/TheRedPill03/04/18 03:16 PM
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I mean generally I'm not a social butterfly you know. Like I keep to myself/stare at the ground. So usually I don't converse much with women in the first place(or guys). Then moving to a rural place where there are hardly any clubs/bars(excuse) only place I interact with women is at work... yeah recipes for disaster. Over all though my life is not in a good place, so I gotta focus on that. Not be afraid to go homeless. Thanks I'm rambling/talking your ear off.
/r/askTRP03/04/18 07:06 AM
1

Well prior to the event where I asked, I used to approach her/talk to her like "Hi [insert name]" then after the event yeah... I did the butthurt, ignore her existence. I don't know it's like a stain, marked... I mean generally I don't talk much to women unless I have to like they need something from me. Especially ones I'm not attracted to. The first couple of days she was trying to keep things as they were saying hello to me but yeap, tucked my tail in and hid like a weakling. Oh well, at leas…
/r/askTRP02/04/18 07:43 AM
2

Tried is better than wondering. Empty smiles.
/r/askTRP01/04/18 11:36 AM
1

Haha is delusion the lead in the aqueducts probably not, I'm aware of my delusions. I would think that you'd have to front having value right? Like a decent car, threads... not exactly awesome when you're like "Yeah I'll meet you at x when I get off the bus" haha
/r/askTRP29/03/18 02:10 PM
1

salt daddying? I have never heard of that Ahh man... Tinder, every time I try it, nothing haha, though I don't swipe right on everyone(hardly any). Of course it would help if my pictures made me look like I had a life. Ahh well... I just decided to fix the main problem in life, stop being dependent because of being poor.
/r/askTRP29/03/18 01:05 PM
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software dev if you put in the time to learn, could get hired, do freelance, start your own business/website/application Haven't succeeded myself, only made about a third of my wage slave job income through freelance
/r/askTRP29/03/18 06:10 AM
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Aren't some tinder profiles low key escorts haha, like they're overtly sexually attractive/dressed eg. barely clothed, no details in their bio, then you match with them... don't say anything, they unmatch you haha.
/r/askTRP29/03/18 03:23 AM
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cuz they anus
/r/askTRP27/03/18 03:06 PM
1

Dude if this is real, I live on just under $20K per year. You could subsist on that and then pick up some skill/build something/have all the time in the world. I don't know, depends what you want to do. Don't buy a $500 grand car haha. Also go to personalfinance and look into ways of saving that money/investing some of it/roth or something like that.
/r/askTRP26/03/18 03:45 PM
1

Michael Pena He's got the humor Yeah I gotta work on my life first I realize, my life sucks Just lowballed myself on a talk with a recruiter Recruiter: "Is that 35/hr?" Me: Uhh no salary haha shit... Ahh well I did it, I am generally scared of phone interviews. I was almost not going to do it. This isn't a React Engineer position or something though, pretty basic stuff, damn I don't understand my own worth though/don't charge enough freelancing. Oh well, I didn't leave it empty/not act upon it s…
/r/TheRedPill26/03/18 02:56 PM
1

I'll answer my own question experienced in the same day. (The answer is no) My question is of course a clear definition of desperation. So in that case beat it I'd say and continue improving your life/experiencing more. I think this is technically a form of settling? So this girl that I'm like alright, maybe I could do this... Same evening insults me (jokingly) with/towards a guy. Usually when I get insulted I "counter" the insult with an even worse insult to myself. Then they're like what?... I…
/r/askTRP26/03/18 04:15 AM
1

Haha Can I get a diagram? I see your point. Ahh I just feel wrong seeking this.
/r/askTRP26/03/18 12:46 AM
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Oh man yeah that is true. I've already had a bad experience with that. No the main question is of you have low sexual experience, should you lower your standards and get experience.
/r/askTRP25/03/18 11:55 PM
1

Low experience sex, should I take assumingly easy sex? I don't think it's good regarding lowering standards but if your time with a girl you want is bad... Maybe find a FWB and go at it
/r/askTRP25/03/18 11:46 PM
1

Damn 300lbs shit that's a lot my max (5 reps) by myself is 150 I couldn't imagine that haha. I'm looking to get more cut than bulk though perhaps different goals.
/r/TheRedPill25/03/18 08:59 PM
1

pros steadily working out. Trying to get under 200ls. I was at 202 the other night. I'm 6' and I am dieting/doing 3 day sessions at the gym. 2-2.5 hrs per night(run, squat, mostly upper body work). What I look like so far except I'm bald right now as of last night, 1/8" is short. trying to make eye contact with people(more so with women) improving life(financial, fix immediate problems) listening to books like "Ego is the enemy", "No More Mr Nice Guy", currently 12 rules reading rational male do…
/r/TheRedPill25/03/18 08:53 PM
1

Yeah I'd definitely not pull that off haha I think if I tried to talk to her earlier today. For sure stalking is bad ha. I can't do that the search for hey, been a long time man. My "excuse" is I moved to another state in a rural area, only place I see people so far is at work. Ahh well, least I'm gifted physically(body), it's my brain that sucks which might as well mean the rest of me is useless. I guess everyone is technically gifted regarding their body (assuming not paralyzed or something) j…
/r/askTRP25/03/18 07:45 PM
1

Spring horniness Is that a thing? she's absolutely destroyed hearts of weak males. Ohh. Interesting note about the correlation about the frequency of y's. Now the question is, should I go there on a Sunday again or is that stalking. Maybe it's my normal shopping day (I did notice the place is packed) on Sundays. Maybe wait till the case is over haha. Ahhh... I'm just wondering if it's productive to go to a public high crowd place and talk to as many people as possible... but what if it's just fr…
/r/askTRP25/03/18 07:23 PM
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Ahh man, I still suffer from the whole pedestal thing. Then she's older than me. Quite possible she's not single (skirt on a Sunday though hmm and 40 degrees F). Ahh... I don't know I'm not sure what I would have done like "Hey don't we know each other..." FAIL, I FAILED haha It was bad though last time I saw her, I could barely speak I was so scared of being in court damn. Ahh well need to self wipe my brain. Good to see people in the world though. Thanks for your response. Sounds like you were…
/r/askTRP25/03/18 07:01 PM
1

Indeed higher competition haha Thanks edit... well. I don't know if this is failure. I should note I'm sleep deprived. I think it's too risque, for me to be interested in the opposite sex in my workplace haha. I don't like my life, I think I need to focus on escaping my current reality, I'll just be a ghost for now (as I've been)... I don't know I'm not naturally a social butterfly/avert people's eyes. There is a bit to lose (I'm not free). Not that I want to harm people, I just can't help but f…
/r/TheRedPill24/03/18 05:40 PM
1

I'm trying for 7 days at least, it's been a while. I keep seeing different numbers for when you're "replenished" haha. What is excessive? It's been once a day for the most part. I'm trying to see if it will help me focus on fixing my life more haha. I'm pretty busy regarding working 2 jobs but I could be better, the whole "effective work" on time off eg. tv/surfing the web vs. coding more/learning/trying to build a micro business or something. Also seems my goal has shifted to getting laid haha …
/r/TheRedPill24/03/18 02:00 PM
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Yeah it's just she keeps engaging me... and I don't know... haha GNR "You know where you are?!!! You're in the friendzone baby!!!" I'm doing the avoidance, but also implementing the whole "don't aim to please people". "Hey do my job for me..." FUCK that. Ahh I did it before, demonstrated low SMV right? Anyway, you'd think after about a month the effects would be worn off... these are strong feelings. Today she asked me to get something for her that was on a tall shelf and I was like 'What the fu…
/r/TheRedPill23/03/18 05:09 AM
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Speaking from experience, I'm not one to give advice Oneitis sucks man. I gave myself an ultimatum one day, this girl and I barely interact but joke around and what not but didn't really have "rapport" just didn't see each other much. I randomly almost cornered her (not physically) but when she was alone, talked to her "when are you free... movie... let me get your number so we can plan" FAIL DENIED (with a fake number) unfortunately in this case I have to see her almost everyday that I work. I …
/r/TheRedPill22/03/18 10:01 AM
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My concern with high t levels is aggression around people and the high sex drive. I'm bigger than most people in the work place and I almost feel bad that I'm built/work out. But what's funny is the other day I was at the gym and this guy came in that was bigger than me (stockier in the legs/more meat generally) and I actually felt scared and I was like damn... bigger fish in the sea. I'm experimenting, as I said I'm afraid of too high t levels, don't want to snap at work or something. But I'm d…
/r/TheRedPill22/03/18 09:36 AM
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If you were rejected by someone. What is your response (unfortunately this is a "don't shit where you eat" situation). So far I've been ignoring her. But I also in the back of my mind wonder is this wrong. But I also think is this "seeking her approval" I should say fuck that. I asked what I wanted to ask and got an answer. "I could have pulled it off better" but I was suffering from oneitis. Initially she was trying to talk to me/get back on "good terms" but I also don't want to be an orbiter.
/r/TheRedPill22/03/18 09:33 AM
1

I'm working through that one "Brief history of everything" man I was aware of the scale of the universe to some extent, but the part about the edge of our solar system(the slow 200mph asteroids) /time to get there/not to mention solar systems > galaxies > universes damn... depressing. Doesn't matter though I'm still a slave to my own inhibitions. What is Integral meditation like? I don't know I'm probably ignorant/arrogant about meditation whenever I try it (is it working?)
/r/TheRedPill16/03/18 06:02 PM
2

Thanks, will add that to my wish list. edit: is that what it's called? transcending ego tried to find it. I don't know if it's a mental illness (lol) where I always perceive myself in 3rd person view, every time I do things like I imagine people watching me/how they perceive me. Maybe that's everyone. I mean being on Reddit/Imgur/online you see these gifs/videos of people being watched... it does boil down to who gives a fuck/do what you want/life is meaningless/be secure with yourself.
/r/TheRedPill16/03/18 05:32 PM
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That book "Ego is the enemy" is really good. I suffer from that "delusion" thinking about things but it's not reality. Primarily regarding occupation/position in life. Looking at my bank account snaps me back to reality.
/r/TheRedPill16/03/18 01:01 PM
3

I do wonder about the makeup, I see a girl with a good face, but it's caked with make up, why? Then I resume crying to myself.
/r/TheRedPill14/03/18 05:11 PM
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That sounds bad "your problem is your genetics" what you need to do is somehow grow 7 more inches.
/r/TheRedPill08/03/18 12:39 AM
1

Ahh man, I suffer from this, was DENIED With a fake number too that was pretty brutal also crossed the "don't shit where you eat" "Am I too much older than her" (both in our 20s) "What did I do wrong" Ahh man... gotta experience life more/focus life is not good at the moment haha It was bad first couple of days, couldn't look at her. Now I'm not sure, is it mean if I don't acknowledge, her, should I pretend like nothing happen. I generally don't interact with any of other women there, unless the…
/r/TheRedPill06/03/18 08:44 PM
1

drugs work too, specifically some sort of amphetamine on the legal side Adderall if you can get the prescription. I found to be more focused/able to be in the moment/look someone in the face. But is it real. No prescription not sustainable. There's also the whole shared interests thing too, people I meet aren't generally developers/entrepreneurs (what I want to be/try to be). When you share a common interest then yeah it just flows naturally.
/r/TheRedPill06/03/18 01:15 PM
5

That feeling though, if I could maintain that everyday... haha I would be dead but. Feeling like you're awesome in command, I've improved my interaction with women but man... when you come down and start talking badly about things in front of the women haha... goes bad quick
/r/TheRedPill26/02/18 12:32 PM
1

Helps to get out see the world haha
/r/TheRedPill26/02/18 09:27 AM
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hmm linking this subreddit in a comment removes it I see. Good luck to you man I mean doesn't sound like you need it. I need the luck haha. I suffer from a severe case of oneitis. Like every hot girl I'm around long enough.
/r/TheRedPill26/02/18 08:08 AM
1

Having an active life and shit to do never hurt anyone. Yeah that's true You're dead Carl! Can't even summon the will to masturbate. Haha... (Yes Man, 2008) I gotta figure out something I only get two days off a week (full days) and I work from home so... glued to a computer all the time. Not sure where to go to socialize, live in a pretty rural are.
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 08:56 PM
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I suppose it depends too I mean if they are actually bad/have no ambition then it's probably better to move on so you don't get trapped/feel the same and lose your own ambition. Yeah the laughing/joking/sexual comments about women doesn't help ha.
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 08:54 PM
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Good point I've just been eating this cheap pig slop soup that's easy to make (hot dogs, brown rice, carrots, onions) Will have to try. One meal that was really good is wheat spaghetti, just felt energized but man that's expensive.
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 08:53 PM
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What do you have to do to build internal confidence. I mean I don't know if finance is a good reason. I would feel more confident in myself if I was not worried I would go homeless. But I don't think this is something you'd tap yourself in the chest like "Fuck yeah I'm rich" haha I guess knowledge could be one thing, like "I'm good at this skill"
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 11:20 AM
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I can see that. About the: Next time you come around, your arsenal is just a little bit better Asked this girl out today, damn must have been the first time I asked out a girl in so long (been out of school for a bit) thought it went well, I felt light headed like "Omg did this just happen?" then later on I find out the number is fake. But anyway what I wanted to get at was the conversation. It was bad, on my behalf. I just rattled off this rehearsed thing in my mind. "Ask her about her days off…
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 11:15 AM
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I can relate to that, in this college I attended there is this event where everyone start drinking early in the morning like 10AM until the end of the night. I was so gone, there was this club, and I was just dancing on the top-most step thing. I danced with so many women, just grinding... then when it ended this girl was leading me out the bar by my wrist, and it was like "OMG it's happening..." then she sees someone she knows... we split up... I get all sad/depressed go home, something else ha…
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 11:10 AM
2

I did this when I was younger in high school. I kind of felt shitty about it. Deep down I'm torn between being a natural nice guy or the alpha that I wish to be. I had separate groups of friends (one of my flaws is I try to appease everyone I meet) so when I was moving up the chain (skater kids) I abandoned my older/original friends to be with these kids who were mixing with hotter girls too ah man...
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 10:58 AM
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I don't mean to cast doubt/my own misfortune (or is it ineptitude) I'm currently suffering from this aftereffect right now when a girl rejects you haha. My case I was like "hey when are you off, Monday, I am too (I know sounds desperate)" See a movie... yes sounds good I should get your number to schedule... got number... turns out it's fake hahaha. Another red flag but on the plus side, I got over this wall after months of working together. My life is littered with cringe moments though with gi…
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 10:51 AM
1

Curious are you in the US/what's your weekly food budget. I try to not spend more than $50 haha.
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 10:46 AM
1

Does this actually work? I'm not attacking you. Whenever I try it seems there is this wall/threshold you gotta get past. (# of days recently for me I couldn't get past 5) so distracted. I'm tempted to take estrogen or something to kill my libido as the whole female thing just sucks/hurts really and it's so distracting. But the thought of losing my body oh man... I've got the v, abs, lats broad shoulders... it's my mind man. My mind sucks. Granted it would be living a lie wouldn't it (on my end) …
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 10:43 AM
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I may have cleared some RAM from my brain so to speak. And also potentially fired myself. (Asked a girl out at work) doxxable... ahh It was lowkey but fake number, boom I was destroyed So... now I know. No need to wonder. I work out a bit myself, I at least like what I see in the mirror maybe too much. Do I work out because I'm insecure or like being fit. I mean when I see Pumping Iron I'm like damn... that guy's jacked. Doing well freelancing, still not employed full time as a dev Working on au…
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 10:32 AM
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Body helps but the mind is key, I am living proof haha
/r/TheRedPill25/02/18 10:24 AM
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