Her response to student debt for fake universities is one, her relationship to Erik Prince and their role in for proft caging of immigrant children is another. The list is LONG. These are awful people with 0 redeeming qualities.
Get help- there’s a path back man. Even the furthest fallen can recover and overcome. https://www.mentalhealth.gov/ has several free resources to help get you started.
90%? No reason to be so extreme, women aren’t inherently incapable, in fact, if they were then pussy pass double standards would be reasonable in many cases.