Right but it doesn't still just hit you sometimes as an adult? You don't look around and think about how cool it is that you're on the earth with all these other people, that your lives intersect, that you get to share moments with them?
Do you ever get fucked up by the realization that every single person you encounter is a complex human full of hopes and dreams and fears and doubts, who has experienced deep grief and momentous joy, who has a fascinating story full of experiences that shaped them into a unique individual, who has left an indelible mark on this world