| Upvotes | Title | Category | Author | Subreddit | Date (UTC) |
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| 6 | OI vs. Checked-out Autist | mrp172 | /r/askMRP | 24/04/18 05:46 PM |
| Upvotes | Comment on | Subreddit | Date (UTC) |
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| 1 | OI vs. Checked-out AutistWould I be posting in /r/askmrp if I had? | /r/askMRP | 24/04/18 08:28 PM |
| 1 | OI vs. Checked-out AutistIn fact, it’s worse than that now that I think about it. I’m not weighing decisions based on my guess of her reaction (although I do sometimes slip up and do this); I’m weighing them based on my guess of MRP’s reaction / approval of them. It’s as if an invisible MRP observer is sitting on my shoulder watching what I do, and I’m constantly looking for approval. This can get you by in a lot of easy scenarios, but on a deep level this is just as, if not more, fucked up than the former. I need to st… | /r/askMRP | 24/04/18 08:27 PM |
| 2 | OI vs. Checked-out AutistCurrently it sounds like every decision you are making you are weighing in regards to what outcome it will get you out of HER. Or side b of your brain is doing that while side A justifies it. Yep. Fuck. | /r/askMRP | 24/04/18 06:30 PM |
| 1 | OI vs. Checked-out AutistDiagnosis as bad as I feared. Going back to square one. Thanks. | /r/askMRP | 24/04/18 06:26 PM |
| 1 | OI vs. Checked-out AutistThanks. Agree the example is crap, but this is more to illustrate the general mindset I find influencing a lot of my actions (resentment of the way I used to, and still occasionally do, act). Overanalyzing might be one way to put it, or frankly I’d even call it anxiety on my part in certain situations over how to act “correctly,” knowing I’ve done things “incorrectly” for so long in the past. That feels like my actual problem, but maybe it’s more than that. | /r/askMRP | 24/04/18 06:09 PM |
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