Thank you OP I needed that piece of advise. I usually find myself calculating my replies to a certain someone. I would even try to wait to respond not right away which is a childish game that I should not be playing. I mean, adults reply when they see the message and get the time to do so. Not postponing to keep their Someone waiting.
The break up was horrible. I hit rock bottom and I was emotionally devastated. Yes I am traveling now and meeting new people. Hopefully one clicks. I need to release this extra energy within me :(
I was never interested in porn nor masturbation. After the break up I tried to do it to relief myself but unfortunately it made me more depressed. Whenever I see any gesture of intimacy makes me think of my ex. So I stopped all together
Yes I had with someone else. I am just a total virgin and sexuality had been a taboo for me. I am too anxious of STDs even from kissing. Also, the thought that the first time might be a bit painful. Well, all pulls me back. We broke up about 10 months ago. But I had hard time getting over it.
I was never active to begin with. However, as I started getting over my ex, I stopped having thrill feelings of butterflies in my tummy whenever I think of kissing and hugging. My ex and I were in LDR and never done anything but I had a good imagination that stimulated me very well. I used get wet just from thinking about how will I get intimate with her. Nonetheless, after our breakup and depression and getting over her, I have lost my desire.
