>Me realising that it was me who settled with her and not the other way around. Is this even somewhat close to the best you can do? If not, you surely know what to do
MS is not a death sentence, although it cannot be cured (yet!!!), you still can live long and relatively healthy life. Also, there's quite a chance with a current research speed that in a decade or two it can become either curable or something like diabetes - completely under management.
