Three months ago my life was amazing but then about a month ago I got dumped by some chubby chaser. Lately my ocd has been reeved up and it has led me to questioning my own sanity. I check things around the house which only ramps up my anxiety. Depression has been a result of constant checking and I’m also depressed due to finding the red pill last year but I became a beta blue pill guy and it screwed me over:/ . The red pill is even bitter alongside the black pill.