Hi everyone. My name is Christopher and I’m from Oklahoma City. My story over the last year is long. I’ll keep it short. I let divorce just gut me and destroy my life. Emotionally I couldn’t handle and was not expecting the amount of pain that came with it. The most hurtful of all was the separation from my child. She’s 12 and beautiful. I have been diagnosed with MDD,bipolar2 and borderline personality disorder. I’m a good father. I was a good husband too but, my wife just wanted out. After the divorce I became very depressed and it has been a struggle to accept that. I’m alone. Where’s my baby girl? Why am I not tucking you in or seeing you off to school? Where’s daddy’s hug and kiss goodnight? I miss her so much that I have often prayed to not wake up tomorrow and sighed when I did. Most days bleed together and I spend a fair amount of time being angry or crying. The market dropped and I was laid off from my job of 20 years. I’m a brick mason btw. And for the last year it has been one setback after another and all I could focus on was why I was essentially robbed of watching my kid grow up. I started to let go and lose hope. My friend in Omaha bought me a bus ticket with the last bit of his money and brought me here to take me out of my element and clear my head. I have manage to find me a room to rent back home in Oklahoma City and found another job as well. Just need to regain my focus and self confidence. The job is with a huge company and has great benefits. My friend has got me someone to drive me back to Oklahoma but, I am penniless and was sleeping on the streets before this and had my wallet stolen 2 weeks ago. I need a few things before I can go back to work Monday. A few tools and some required safety stuff. I’m short and have nowhere to turn. The boss there at Affordable Masonry said he’d give me $150 on Wednesday as a sign on bonus and help any way he can. But, I have gathered as much as I could and still need roughly $60 to have my second chance at life and to be there for my daughter and make the most of it. I just got lost in the loneliness and it consumed me. I really need this chance or all I have left to lose is my life. The job starts at $18 hr and I can pay back with interest on this next Friday. Please someone help me. My number is +14056583790 I only have my PayPal. I have worked since I was 18 and I’m 47 now. I got bad credit thanks to my 15 year marriage so I wasn’t getting accepted for a loan anywhere. Im a good person who just needs a hand up not a handout. Please help me get back to her and fight for more visitation. I’m one day and a few dollars short of a new life. Thanks. I can’t figure out how to post pics here but if you’ll text me I have screenshots of the texts from affordable masonry proving I’m going back to reclaim myself and a pic or two of my baby girl UPDATE: I have everything I need to start back to work Monday. But, in order to be able to work I have to have a space to put all my tools and shower when I get home. Found an all bills pd apt. That approved me to move in tomorrow $325 or I found a decent running vehicle for $400. One of those two I need desperately. It's been 309 days....I need her I'm fading. Got to have this shot