I am 16, half-Hispanic, and have autism, I almost got in big trouble by the police for inceldom online.

And I almost got arrested for it and feel ashamed and now I am back on Reddit and feel pathetic again.

I can’t date women because most of them are feminists or don’t want me, I wanted to be a web developer but my dream is failing and I can’t do it anymore.

I can’t focus on myself or my goals because I know when I grow older I will not have a girlfriend or lose my virginity.

I’m so fucking done, I feel like taking a shotgun and blowing my brains out, I’m so pathetic.