Over the next 5 days, my heart boils so much to the point where I couldn't control my emotions. Yesterday at a dark stormy night I ring at her apartment which was 3 block from me. When she came to the door, she didn't expect I chase here breaking the door in the process. I thought to myself What bitch would reject me, I the perfect guy who athlete have a bid dick. She kept crawling away, I ended up breaking my ankle but I didn't care. I chase her until she tried to close the door on me in the bathroom. I slammed her face against the door, I felt power that day, it felt like I didn't give no emotions and I was a god that day. She then crawl to the kitchen, where I chase her with blind rage. I broke a window door along the way. I grab her and for a brief struggle she fought back. Girl was a hell of a fighter and for a brief 30 sec, I felt like she was going to defeat me. That when I put 100% of my strength and choke slam her to the ground. This was my chance to remove this slut off the face of the earth I then proceed to choke her and she have coughing and struggling for air. This was it, I finally have revenge against this hypergamous chick who I liked since 9th grade and she cheated on me with a alpha guy. I tried everything in my power to be a nice person, but this bitch refuse. She was coughing and when it sound like she was near-death, this was when I came back to my sense. I didn't want to kill her. I didn't want to be a murderer and spend the rest of my life to rot in prison. Imagine If I became one, all my focus would have been hiding the body, lying to everyone, and starting a new life (If I did plan those beforehand I would have kill her def). So I let go of here and she crawl to the sink to get water. "BURN IN HELL" she screams. But I just walk back to my car like it was nothing. I surprise she didn't called the cops on me. Next day Her ex boyfriend and I got in a confrontation at school. It was about to turn to a standoff but it got interrupt by the principal. This is why I hate everyone in this world. My parents found out of this attempt murder and disown me! I was so shocked my parents been with me since Day 1! How can my life giver disown me. I went to my friends house to play Fortnite when cops came and put me under arrest! Woman are the most dangerous speics on the planet. Rape accusations, girls trying to get pregnant for child support checks, girls who will legit suck the life out of you and be a parasite until they divorce you and steal you money in a diabolical way. You can be the most loyal, hard working and 'nicest' guy in the world and she'll still fuck the pizza guy if he is more sexually attractive than you are.