Hello! This is a throwaway account, sort of, I’m a [32f]...late bloomer and I don’t know how to date and make myself more approachable. Everytime, I see a guy I like I get awkward and switch to my resting bitch face. For instance, I’ve been crushing for a barista that started around a year ago at the shop I’m a regular at and wow he is cute as a button but he is younger...I know there’s not a chance there. I can’t even smile (I’m not good at faking it). Sometimes think I’m so so scared of rejection or of them leaving and saying I’m not the one. (It has happened before) but I do want to date and find someone for me. Thanks.