Just feeling happy because my husband and I are getting a new apartment (which I chose), and I’m filling things out for his side. I feel great knowing I can login to his work accounts, bank account, email, etc. All his passwords are some form of us or me in a sentence. He joined the military to provide me decent healthcare since I have medical problems and he’s trying to make sure our housing allowance from it comes through. He’s also on a ship with a broken foot so he’s trying as much as they let him hobble around.

He also ordered silicone wedding rings to wear at work without me asking or knowing (I told him not to since he works with machinery and I don’t want him losing a finger or hand skin). I found out from our amazon account. He did it anyway. It made me melt that he’d love to show everyone he’s married despite me being worried for safety. I know it’s a little illogical.

I also rechecked my university paper work and my funding is going through so I get a stipend and materials to finish my b.a. degree! I’m working on a degree I love and was able to get all online classes this semester to stay safe and secluded at home. I’m 72% done so racing towards the finish!

I added a dog to our move and she’s a sweet red border collie who will vibe with my old dachshund. My hedgehog might be a little scared...

Just feeling good 🤗 I check here often and try to hold myself up high since I have low self esteem and want to be treated right. I think all these posts make me feel good about my choices and it makes me think clearly when interacting with others since I can’t let them treat me worse than I do myself.