Every time i meet with a woman, I am in a pretty good mood at the beginning and actually looking forward to it (mainly because of sex)... but after sex, I have absolutely no desire for the person anymore. I just think: why did I waste my time so much. I could have done things, that benefit me or I enjoy doing. And i feel really sad and bad afterwards and just hope, that she leaves my apartment as soon as possible, and I can be alone in peace. The thing is, that it only happens with women. I love the time I spend alone or with my family or with friends. I feel very secure and happy. But spending half a day with a woman and I am really unhappy afterwards. Especially, if it does not come to sex, then it seems to me as if I had completely wasted my time.