Don't you just hate it when you apply to a job and there is a woman doing the interview?

I mean i guess i can just talk about all the things a woman agrees with. If that was the case i'm smart enough to work in a competitive business setting but just because i can't accept that reality i'm working in shitty jobs with ("dumb/low educated") people. Now i don't like saying that because they aren't that dumb because it sounds so bad but yeah they are not that smart most of the time. they do have open eyes to some stuff though wich is very nice and they are fun to hangout with.

I could have done well in school and career life if i had just shut off my brain and listened to everyone but i just sensed something was wrong with the way everything was happening in the world. I'm 21 now but when i was in (i think you call it middleschool i'm not sure, i was around 12) i started noticing the world was really really really dumb, everything they did was illogical, they weren't moving forward at all.

For example in my country at the time there were alot of people driving away from gas stations without paying, my grandfather worked in that business and he took care of me because my parents couldn't. (my mom was mentally ill and my dad was working to pay my mom for me because i was an accident. dad was almost 30 or in his 30's and my mom was 21) So my grandfather and his colleagues were talking about how people drove away at gas stations and how to solve it because he was a big important person at that place he worked at (big gas company), it took them forever and it was the most boring time i have ever known hahaha, so i just walked over to my grandfather at that big table they were sitting at and said: so why don't you just hang up some camera's at every gas station? at least you don't have to do that stupid put fences around the car when it's filling up gas idea. And they praised me untill this day.

I WAS 12 YEARS OLD!!!! How do older people who have been in life a little longer not figure this shit out? is it just because they have gotten used to the way shit works in the world? what is it?

I'm 21 i barely have friends. the friends i do have i go out with to at least have some fun in my life. I love drinking alcohol, i'm an atheist, i don't believe in god. When i die i'm going to rot in the ground and that's it. No need to make it any fancier than it is.

Sorry for this rant but i feel like i'm one of the only people of my generation that isn't a complete fucking idiot... (like bill burr says haha)

PS: Don't come at me with that ohh you got so long to live you're just 21. Nah i know that i'm young but i have had so many problems already i was born needing a heart surgery(i got it now i'm fine) then i heard my dad say i have to work everyday to pay your mom because i fucked her and you came out on accident.(My dad is apparently a fucking idiot for fucking her, but still really cool for helping me out with shit.) Got bullied, dropped out of highschool at one point because i had trouble at home mostly because my mom's too retarded to see reason and i lived with her and couldn't keep up with her dumb shit at home (where i lived at the time). She can't take responsibility for me at all. (she has 2 more kids(my sisters) so i hope they will turn out okay(probably will they're females, they will find some guy with money)).

And now i'm 21 and an alcoholic. i'm from europe so it's cool i could drink at 16 it's legal. I used to workout alot and get pussy and all that stuff, from 14 to 19 i fucked my brains out, so many girls in clubs here(Amsterdam). But now i just really don't fucking care anymore i'm over the redpill rage i had that fase, altough it was pretty easy for me because i always kind of knew, it's easy to get women when you look decent and talk about them and what they like. i was an imitation simp. I just talked about what they liked to hear and looked decent and it got me everything i wanted... wich was sex at the time. Now i don't care at all. I have gone monk mode in the sex department and life has been getting better ever since, i used to look really fit but the alcohol gave me a little bit of a belly(very minor) but i don't care about that to be honest, a sixpack is for women to fuck you and a beer belly shows i'm having fun(to me at least to other people it's most likely different, but then again to me it only matters what i think and i think that is a very nice thing to have... peace of mind about what other think).

Thank you for listening(reading). Comment what you will. And cheers!