First of all, thanks

2 years here

Im hitting my home made gym, and i don't choose motivation i choose discipline. I have been trying to look better for a couple of years and i was a lazy piece of shit that depended on motivation

Yesterday my friend sent me the message of a men where a woman was ruining his life because he wouldn't leave his pregnant wife to be with her, so she made him get fired from his government job.

I realized that i could look better, i mean a Chad. So im scared to say no to any girl and start making up anything about me. I even told two potential problema girls i was gay and screenshoted everything were she said it's ok there is no problem. Even one of them tried to flirt with my best friend and I.

I don't want to go to jail and destroy my life just because she can get away with it.

Its not worth it... There's no benefit in woman, my friends are everything for me and myself too.

Remember, there's no love. Just hormones